230Meng, I don't believe in love anymore
(Fifth update)—
In later generations, Li Yan was very disgusted with those who wanted to jump off a building because of a broken heart. He felt that their hearts were too fragile. If he could not bear the small setback, he might as well die.
He said angrily: "Stop talking, if you interfere with my exercises, you will really strip your clothes naked and put them in the form of eighteen."
How could this kind of mere intimidation scare Li Mochou? She still murmured: Asking about the world, what love is, it is to teach life and death to each other... After reciting for a while, she laughed wildly a few times, shouting: "I want to become a monk... I want to be a Taoist nun... I am a bad person..." She cried for a while, laughed for a while, laughed for a while, and cried for a while, her distracted thinking conflicted with the internal strength of the ancient tomb, which made her internal breath turbulent, and Li Yan's treatment was extremely difficult.
Li Yan was furious and wanted to really take off her clothes to make her sober. Just like when he saw someone yelling to jump off a building and others wouldn't listen, Li Yan couldn't help but want to push him downstairs directly.
Of course, this is just an idea and will not be really implemented. In later generations, people want to jump off a building every day. Every time they jump off a building, there will be someone in the "audience" who jumps off the building and push the person who wants to jump down the stairs, but no one will really do this.
Li Yan planned to express his anger in a more compromised way. He interrupted his practice and suddenly turned Li Mochou to face him. Then he swung his right hand and slapped her twice in the face: "Shut up, stop the sound... heal my injuries first, and then say a lot of messy words."
Li Mochou was slapped twice in the face and woke up a little, but his mind was still crazy. He laughed and said, "Beat me... Are you going to start ravaging me? Come on..." She thought hatefully, "As long as you dare to do that with me, the poison in my body will kill you. What am I afraid of you to do?"
She reached out and pulled her outer skirt, and with a hard ripped it off. With a click, the white skirt was torn off, revealing the petticoat inside. The petticoat was also white, but it was much simpler than the style of the outer skirt. Li Yan's sharp eyes immediately saw four or five patches on her petticoat, with fine stitches. It seemed that she was very careful when sewing.
This poor fairy has been living hard and tenaciously, pursuing love in her own way, but she is hurt by love. In "The Return of the Condor Heroes", she has become so evil, but the audience still can't hate her, and she has more sympathy than hatred.
When Li Yan saw these patches, his anger gradually calmed down and thought to himself: What do I care about with a woman who is hurt in her heart? She wants to yell, yell, and vent, and follow her.
Li Yan turned her over again, still letting her back to him. Then he calmed down, stretched out his palms to put them on her back, and continued to use his skills to heal her wounds. Quanzhen's internal strength was not hesitant to input Li Mochou's physical strength, and restored her scattered internal breath and meridians to its original state bit by bit.
I don’t know how long it took, Li Mochou’s weak body finally had some strength. She felt that her skills had recovered by about 100%, her meridians began to be unblocked and she no longer could move. She tried to twist her body, and Li Yan said in a deep voice behind her: “Don’t move randomly, my palm is still pressed against the key acupoint of your vest. Moving randomly will affect my practice.”
Li Mochou then woke up from his random thoughts. Once the meridians began to be straightened out, her chaotic mind improved a little, no longer as confused and crazy as before... she began to grasp the surrounding situation.
She found herself sitting cross-legged on Li Yan's bed, while Li Yan was sitting behind her, with her palms pressing against the key acupoint of her vest. The warm Quanzhen internal strength was constantly being transported over, opening her meridians bit by bit, and the symptoms of being possessed by the devil became less and less serious.
She recalled what had just happened, and her heart suddenly became confused: Lu Zhanyuan, you said that if I clicked the acupoint and sent it to Li Yan's bed, he would punish me, but things did not develop as you said. Not only did he not punish me, he helped me heal my wounds.
Thinking of this, she changed her mind again: Last time in the square, Lu Zhanyuan said that Li Yan liked me very much, so I sent him a good person card. In the evening in the woods, I forced him to rob his paintings and fell into the formation he set up. He couldn't escape, so he let me go. This time Lu Zhanyuan captured me and gave him an insult. Not only did he not do anything, he helped me heal my injuries... I have been doing something bad to him, but he has always been so kind to me. Why is this?
Could it be... because he loves me? Just like I like Lu Zhanyuan!
I love Lu Zhanyuan, so I am willing to give everything for Lu Zhanyuan. Even if he has never been good to me, I have always treated him wholeheartedly. And this man named Li Yan loves me just like I love Lu Zhanyuan, so I have done bad things to him again and again, but he has helped me again and again. Is that true?
No... Lu Zhanyuan treats me like that, I will never believe in love anymore. It must not be because of love. There is no love in this world anymore. I will not believe that this man loves me.
Once she started to think randomly, her inner breath began to be confused again. Li Yan felt her inner breath fluctuations and immediately shouted: "Don't think of anything, just guide your internal energy quickly."
"No, I don't want to cure internal injuries, let me die." Li Mochou shook his head and said, "I will never believe in love anymore. Without love, I will lose everything. I will die." As soon as she said this, she began to disperse her skills again.
Li Yan was very anxious, without thinking, and quickly activated his internal strength in his body, suddenly attacked her physical strength, forcibly pulling her dispersed inner breath back to her dantian. This time, his energy was too strong, and Li Yan was so tired that he was too tired. This time, he urgently used his qi, which violated the principle of ordinary internal strength in Taoism. He only felt his meridians tremble, and he was almost attracted to the devil.
Under the huge shock of the meridians, Li Yan also suffered some internal strength. His throat felt sweet and he spit out a mouthful of blood, which was sprayed on Li Mochou's vest.
Li Mochou smelled the bloody smell and naturally guessed what happened. He said in surprise: "Did you vomit blood?"
Li Yan coughed and said, "Small injury, it's okay." He said this, but he knew in his heart that he was very injured just now, and he almost became obsessed with Li Mochou.
Li Mochou said, "Stop helping me. I said I don't want to live anymore. What are you trying your best to help me? What's wrong with making me go crazy? What's wrong with making me crazy or bad woman? Why do you have to return my messy meridians to the place?"
Li Yan said in a deep voice: "Because I want to do this, I do this." He took a deep breath, re-operated his internal strength, tried to calm his mood, and reached the state of ordinary dissatisfaction in Taoism, and he could achieve twice the result with half the effort.
However, it is really difficult to be calm when facing a woman who is depressed and crazy. Li Mochou's internal strength is basically much deeper than him, and he refuses to cooperate and allows his breath to run around. How can Li Yan's limited skills heal the wounded who is far higher than his skills?
As time went by, Li Yan's body began to tremble and became more and more powerful. He knew that his skills had been consumed very seriously. He himself did not expect that he would give this to a person who had a bad relationship. It seems that the name Li Mochou left him too much pity in "The Return of the Condor Heroes", so he was willing to save this woman even if he was exhausted.
I don't know how long it took, but Li Yan suddenly felt a bell and drums ringing with his ears. His eyes turned dark. He could no longer hold on to his body and fell softly forward, his face resting on Li Mochou's shoulders, and he was unconscious.
Li Mochou, who was sitting in front of him, felt that the meridians in his body had lightened, and his symptoms of being possessed by the devil were finally stopped, and his body regained freedom. The first feeling after her recovery was that Li Yan hugged her from behind and stretched out his mouth to kiss her neck.
In fact, Li Yan fainted, his head rested on her shoulder, and his lips touched her neck unconsciously. But she didn't look back, how could she know this? She only felt Li Yan's head resting on his shoulder, and felt the touch of his lips on her neck, and thought Li Yan was planning to molest her.
She sneered in her heart and thought to herself: Sure enough, what Lu Zhanyuan said was right. Men are bad guys and will molest women. He has been helping me heal my injuries just now, but he didn't treat me. It was just because I was seriously injured. He was afraid that he would kill me once and there would be no need to play with me in the future. So he cured my injuries first and then played with me, wanting to flow slowly.
Thinking of this, she thought to herself: Stupid man, don’t you know that my martial arts skills are much higher than yours? Although my skills have only recovered by 20% or 30%, it is no longer a problem to deal with you.
Li Mochou turned around, lifted his palm, and used the Red Refining Divine Palm with two or three levels of skill, trying to slap Li Yan's head.
However, when she turned around, she realized that Li Yan was not trying to molest her at all, but was so tired that she was unconscious that her head was placed on his shoulder. As soon as she turned around, Li Yan's body lost support and fell softly on the bed. His face had turned pale, and it seemed that his skills were exhausted and his lips were chapped. I don't know how long it took for him to drink water.
Li Mochou was shocked and his heart was shaken by himself: "It turns out... this man really wanted to save me, but in order to save me, he actually made himself exhausted and fell into a coma."
In an instant, negative emotions were swept away in my heart.
Li Yan's behavior was like a timely help. When she was the one who believed in love the most and was most disappointed with a man, she suddenly saw a bright light. She couldn't help but stretch out her hand to grab the light. When she came to her senses, she found that she had already held Li Yan in her arms.
Two lines of clear tears slowly slid down her pure and beautiful face. She murmured: "So, you really love me... You are different from Lu Zhanyuan, I... believe in love again."—
Searching for Love Diary:
My name is Li Mochou, and people in the martial arts world are called Chi Lian Fairy.
I was born in the ancient tomb sect, a very mysterious and strange sect. When I was a child, I knew nothing and only knew how to practice martial arts with my master in the ancient tomb. But when I was in my teens and had just fallen in love, my master called me in front of me and solemnly asked me to make a poisonous oath: "I will never fall in love with a man in my life."
I don’t understand the master’s behavior very much. Why can’t men love him?
The master said: Men in the world are all unfaithful people and are not worthy of love. She no longer believes in love.
But I didn't agree. I always believed that there is true love, and there should be good people among men.
So I was expelled from the ancient tomb and came to Heimu Cliff. Here I fell in love with a man whose name was Lu Zhanyuan. He was handsome, handsome, and funny... He was so outstanding. From the moment I saw him, I thought I had found love.
However... I was wrong!
He was just like what his master said, feeling unfaithful and shameless. I didn't even want to record a word about his betrayal of me, because I had to forget that thing, otherwise I would not be able to start a new life.
Fortunately... at the moment when I was discouraged, someone came and told me with practical actions that there is true love and men also have true love.
Because of him, I believe in love again.
Li Mochou
Chapter completed!