Lu Xuan had already thought about what he had just said. He had been thinking about what he should say in his heart, so he didn't have time to talk about this.

Mu Wanqing, who was unaware of it, was shocked when she heard Lu Xuan's words.

Mu Wanqing was smart and naturally knew what kind of evil consequences Lu Xuan would suffer if he said such words.

Now, Lu Xuan is in China and everyone admires it. He is a million young people and millions of soldiers. He takes him as an example and is proud to be a Chinese.

But Lu Xuan said that he wanted to retire from the army, which would break up the faith of many people and many admirers were disappointed with him.

Xuan will definitely be scolded by everyone in China, and will be scolded very badly. The 18 generations of ancestors will be greeted all over!

At this time, Lu Xuan took a deep breath and said slowly in everyone's astonished eyes: "The fact that I decided to retire from the army was definitely not my impulse, but that I had made such a decision after careful consideration."

In everyone's eyes, I am a soldier, a soldier who should fight bravely on the battlefield, but I am tired and I am already tired of this kind of fighting and killing. I am not a god. I have such strong strength when I was born, but I grew up step by step."

Lu Xuan held the microphone and said word by word. Everyone was listening quietly, wanting to listen to Lu Xuan's story, what kind of person he was.

"In this way, corpses must be everywhere, and comrades in the army fell down beside me. Although my hands were covered with countless blood, I dare to swear that everyone I killed was the one who should be killed. But do you understand this kind of pain when my brothers and comrades in the army fell down one by one by one by our side?"

"You don't understand!"

Lu Xuan's voice amplified a little, and the pain in his eyes made people tremble. It turned out that Lu Xuan was not as glamorous and glorious as he looked on.

No one understands the pain and the pressure he endured.

When Lu Xuan announced his retirement from the army, some people were just scolding and regretting, and some were already greeting Lu Xuan's whole family.

Lu Xuan's heart was trembling, and everyone present expressed confusion about his sudden announcement of his retirement. After being surprised, the Chinese reporter showed an angry look.

They are all like this, let alone the more than one billion Chinese people, so Lu Xuan's heart is a little cold and his heart is like an abyss.

Lu Xuan's voice was a little low, and he shook his head and said, "How many times have I woken up in a dream? The death of his comrades appeared in the dream one by one, like nightmare, giving me post-war psychological syndrome. Sometimes, I even have the urge to commit suicide."

"So, actually, I'm very afraid of war, afraid of seeing my comrades' death again. When Instructor Sun died in front of me, at that moment, I was really going crazy!"

Huaxia was already scolding Lu Xuan angrily, and everyone who criticized him on major forums and platforms on the Internet was silent. They stared blankly at Lu Xuan in the TV, mobile phones, and computers. They really didn't expect that Lu Xuan would have such a dark side."

I'm tired, really tired!"

Lu Xuan's voice was even more swallowed: "That's why I announced under the witness of the media around the world that I would be discharged from the army. I just wanted to be an ordinary person and would not see my comrades lying at my feet and would not want to kill people anymore. Am I wrong? "

No!"

I don’t know who it was, so I shouted excitedly, and this person was already in tears.

Not only him, everyone's eyes were filled with tears, and the little Siam princess even cried like a tearful person.

In everyone's opinion, Lu Xuan was right. He had done enough and had won so many honors for the country. Now he is a patient with post-war psychological syndrome. He can really live for himself.

Instructor Shisun's words have already alerted Lu Xuan. Lu Xuan also needs to live for himself and enjoy the happiness of an ordinary person and the happiness of a family.

It was also the first time that Lu Xuan vented this sadness in front of others.

He needs to let everyone know that Lu Xuan just wants an ordinary life.

Only then did someone understand deeply why Lu Xuan would wear a mask on stage, because he came to announce his retirement and left the army.

Lu Xuan has actually been fired from the army, but now he appears as Zhongnanhai's bodyguard and has made great achievements.

Nanhai's bodyguard is also affiliated with the Chinese army and has a special organization. So, Lu Xuan said that he is no longer a soldier. Is it just right?

Therefore, Lu Xuan must say this so that people will not misunderstand it.

After today, Lu Xuan may still have a great reputation, but time can dilute everything. As long as Lu Xuan announces his retirement, no one will pay attention to him anymore.

Gradually, Lu Xuan will fade out of everyone's vision, and in this way, Lu Xuan has become a person who can "play soy sauce".

"I hope everyone can understand that I am not afraid of death, but I just don't want to be the pain brought by the war, which makes me unable to fall asleep peacefully. Sometimes, it is a luxury to want to have a good sleep."

Lu Xuan said, everyone was moved!

"Mr. Lu, we support you!"

Yes, Mr. Lu, no matter what you do, we will trust you unconditionally!"

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After Lu Xuan said this, all the media reporters shouted loudly, and even the Chinese media reporters shouted loudly.

The Chinese people, who were already full of curses, were crying, and they were also supporting Lu Xuan, and also left messages on the official website of China, begging the official to agree to Lu Xuan's application for retirement.

In the imperial palace in the capital, the old leader was watching the award ceremony. He didn't expect that Lu Xuan would suddenly say so many things that belonged to him alone under the attention of the crowd.

The leader knew that Lu Xuan was not easy, but he didn't expect that he was so difficult!

Even the old leader's eyes were red.

"Lu Xuan, I didn't expect you to feel so miserable. You guys have never told me," the old leader sighed.

Secretary Lin was standing behind him and said with emotion: "Old leader, don't you know Lu Xuan's character yet? He has never reported good news but bad news. He looks like a hipster and smile all day long. He pretends to be so good!"

"Yes!" Old

The leader sighed and said, "This brat looks cynical all day long. Sometimes I want to teach him political classes. Now I understand. In fact, the sunny the person looks, the darker his heart is!"
Chapter completed!