Chapter 154 Hurt him a little more (2)(1/2)
His eyes are deep and shallow, and it is difficult to tell.
Yu Xiuxiu smiled toothlessly and pinched his face, "Okay, you didn't cry. But, little friend, you are in a bad mood. Is this Aunt Du unhappy?"
"No." Huo Zhongnan held his forehead with his hands and sighed in a deep voice, "I just don't know if I should be happy."
"Hmm?" Yu Xiuxiu raised his eyebrows, "What do you mean?"
Huo Zhongnan didn't say anything, and tried hard to pull the hand that he had too much fun, held it tightly in his palm, looked down and rubbed it gently.
When he didn't speak, Yu Xiuxiu didn't urge him.
The ward was quiet, with a silhouette of sunshine spreading out, leaving a faint golden color on the ground, pulling their thoughts longer.
"She told me something about my father." Huo Zhongnan said slowly.
"Oh. What did she say?" Yu Xiuxiu asked interested.
"An unexpected, reasonable."
"……Um?"
silence.
He was silent for a long time.
Yu Xiuxiu blinked and smiled slightly: "If you don't want to say it, you don't have to tell me. Hey! Actually, I'm not that interested in the older generation."
"Rest."
Huo Zhongnan called her softly and pulled her hand tightly.
"sorry."
"Are you stupid? Brother, what's wrong with this?" Yu Xiuxiu really didn't care. In front of the special person, she could be very scheming.
"I can understand." She smiled cutely, "Everyone can have secrets. Moreover, this is not your secret, but your father's, you should keep it for him! I admire you very much, Huo Zhongnan."
Huo Zhongnan's eyes were slightly red and he stared at her for a long time.
Suddenly, he said, "My father was killed."
Yu Xiuxiu was stunned and didn't know what to say.
Yu Xiuxiu also knew something about his father's disgraceful past. She really didn't care whether she was true or not, but she was not the child chosen by Zhao Feng and could not replace Huo Zhongnan to decide whether to care.
"Sit down." Huo Zhongnan pulled her to sit beside him.
"Oh." Yu Xiuxiu was very obedient.
The two of them touched their heads and talked for a long time.
Huo Zhongnan was in poor health and had difficulty speaking, and was not as relaxed as Yu Xiuxiu. As he spoke too much, he became slower and slower. Yu Xiuxiu felt sorry for him and was not very focused. He wanted to interrupt him several times and let him rest.
However, Huo Zhongnan opened up the conversation because of Du Hongjuan's arrival. He talked about many things about his father. Some of them had heard of Yu Xiuxiu, and some did not. But as she expected, Zhao Fengxuan existed like a mountain in his heart. He was the person Huo Zhongnan respected, not only his father, but also his teacher.
"Stay, I often regret it." Huo Zhongnan said powerlessly: "If I had become sensible earlier and understand my father and mother earlier, I would have saved them."
Yu Xiuxiu frowned and knew he shouldn't ask, but he still couldn't hold it in.
"How come they didn't have it?"
Huo Zhongnan's face changed slightly, his eyes turned away, "Accident."
Accident? If it is an accident, how to save it?
Yu Xiuxiu didn't understand very much, but she understood that Huo Zhongnan was not willing to talk about this matter in depth, so she tightened his hand, "Don't blame yourself, you were still a child at that time."
Huo Zhongnan looked at her: "Actually, I envy you very much."
Yu Xiuxiu nodded, "I envy myself too."
How can this topic continue? Huo Zhongnan was slightly stunned and said, "My parents used to fall in love with each other. Maybe they are too in love with each other, so they hurt each other."
His tone was too heavy. Even with such an optimistic temperament as Yu Xiuxiu, it would be difficult for him to chew some sugar from this past and taste the sweetness of "love".
She didn't know how Huo Zhongnan came from the shadow of her parents, looked at him with heartache and leaned gently towards his shoulder.
"Brother, thank you for your hard work."
"I don't work hard." Huo Zhongnan turned his head, looked at her worried eyes, and raised his lips slightly, "With you, I will be very satisfied in my life."
This is satisfying, life has just begun?
Yu Xiuxiu smiled and was about to speak, but he found that Huo Zhongnan held his hand tighter and tighter, so tighter that he was trembling uncontrollably.
"What's wrong with you?" Yu Xiuxiu asked nervously.
Huo Zhongnan's face was very calm, far less excited than his hands, and his voice was a little hard, "Stay, if I could live again, it would be great."
"Ha, what are you thinking? How can you live again?" Yu Xiuxiu smiled at him and gently stroked his face: "Don't think about it all, you're just sick and will get better soon."
Huo Zhongnan's expression was still solemn.
"If I could live again, I would marry you on the first day I met you."
“…”
"If you want to marry, I don't have to marry you."
Yu Xiuxiu wanted to make him smile, but when he met his gaze, he saw the sadness in his eyes, and suddenly felt a little confused inside.
"Brother, what's wrong with you?"
Huo Zhongnan was silent for a moment, shook his head, picked up the book beside his pillow, and suddenly threw it away.
"I think I may not have a chance to marry you."
"No!" Yu Xiuxiu didn't like to hear his frustrated words, so he turned his head excitedly and gently kissed his lips, like a bird pecking at him. He ticked it, then tapped it again, slowly approaching it, blending with his breath...
A little bitter.
His breathing was bitter.
Is it because of the medication and infusion?
Yu Xiuxiu frowned and stretched deeper.
I want to absorb all this bitterness and share it with him.
Huo Zhongnan looked at her red face, looked at her for a long time, suddenly reached out and pinned the back of her head, closed her eyes tightly, and was so anxious that she was almost desperate...
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After seeing Du Hongjuan, Huo Zhongnan's mood fluctuated significantly, and even his condition was the same, not even as he recovered better than the previous two days.
Yu Xiuxiu carried him and Zhong Lin on his back and asked the doctor alone. The doctor told her frankly that the brain damage was no better than other things, and the problem of cerebral cortex function was not a trivial matter and needed attention. If the patient suffered any emotional blow again, it would be extremely unfavorable to recovery.
He is not a normal person.
Depressed, happy, and fragile.
Yu Xiuxiu looked at him more carefully, looked at him tightly, and made him happy every day in a variety of ways. This time, he forgot about Han Hui's affairs.
Unexpectedly, I received the news from Han Hui two days later.
Xie Mile called and told her: "Huihui, I committed suicide by cutting my wrist!"
The incident happened suddenly, and Yu Xiuxiu was completely unprepared and could hardly believe that this girl he had known since college would one day be unable to think about it and embark on this path.
"What's the situation now?" Yu Xiuxiu walked out of the ward hurriedly, not daring to ask in front of Huo Zhongnan, "Have you saved it?"
"I'm still in the hospital for rescue. The doctor said that it was too much blood loss and life was in danger." Xie Mile cried so hard that her throat broke. "She didn't leave room for herself, and she cut it very deeply. Xiu Xiu, maybe I ignored her too much, I didn't expect it, and I couldn't understand why she did this? What's wrong with it?"
Yu Xiuxiu's nose was so sour that he couldn't open his eyes.
She was afraid that she would cry when facing the light.
"It's not your fault, it's me, I ignored it."
Xie Mile didn't know about Feng Ziqiang, but Yu Xiuxiu was aware of it. Being raped by someone will be a demon to any girl.
Although Han Hui chose to treat coldly without calling the police and not knowing it, she could not digest it silently by herself. The more she covered her ears, the more she could not remove the poisonous sores. It slowly melted pus in her body and corroded her strength...
"I suspect she is because of Wei Xiaolong."
Xie Mile's sudden words scared Yu Xiuxiu.
"Mile, you can't say this."
"I didn't say anything." Xie Mile choked and said, "I thought about it carefully. Her abnormal mood started from the day when Jin Qiaoqiao came. That day, your senior brother sent Jin Qiaoqiao over and left, and then the three of us chatted there and discussed the decoration.
Judging from Jin Qiaoqiao's tone, this house was designed for a wedding house. She also said that she and Wei Xiaolong were not young anymore and might not have had that long time to fall in love. If they think it is suitable for each other, they might be on the right track. Therefore, she attaches great importance to the decoration of this house and must design it..."
Yu Xiuxiu heard it a little, "What?"
Xie Mile sighed: "Then Huihui said she felt a little uncomfortable. Before Jin Qiaoqiao finished speaking, she got up and left. Her face looked very ugly and impolite. I asked her later, why did she not be happy? She told me why Jin Qiaoqiao had to decorate her wedding house? What was Jin Qiaoqiao hinting and doubting? It was obviously unfriendly to you."
Yu Xiuxiu: "..."
Xie Mile said: "I didn't tell you about this because I was afraid that you would think too much. But I didn't expect that because I didn't think too much, I didn't notice Huihui's emotions... The doctor said that she might have depression. You said that this is a good thing, why are you depressed?"
Yu Xiuxiu rubbed his forehead and said, "Mile, thank you for your hard work. If you have any situation, please call me immediately? No matter what it is for, we are friends, we have to help her. When she gets better, ask her slowly."
"Well. Huo Zhongnan is okay on your side?"
To be continued...