Chapter 389 Finale (3)
The windows are not closed, the breeze is slightly cool.
Huo Zhongnan stared at the stubbornness on Yu Xiuxiu's face and didn't say anything for a long time.
Yu Xiuxiu laughed, "I won't go back to Country A?"
Huo Zhongnan frowned slightly, "Stop."
He couldn't say anything else except calling her name. And Yu Xiuxiu had known the answer, and he didn't need to listen to his tactful explanation after desperately organizing the language. She turned around, turned her back to him, and elbowed on the windowsill, looking at the night view outside the window.
"You came back secretly, right? You can't stand it. You follow the police at any time, and you don't have complete freedom in your words or actions. When the matter here is over, you have to go back. So, you can't promise me the future. Not only will there not be a wedding, but you can't even register your marriage..."
She suddenly laughed softly, turned her head to look at him, with a heavy shadow in her beautiful eyes, "Why did you let me give birth to you?"
Huo Zhongnan was silent.
Yu Xiuxiu missed his eyes and did not look at the loneliness in his eyes. "I don't know how you convinced my parents, but I'll tell you the truth, they can't control me."
"I don't." Huo Zhongnan stepped forward and whispered: "I respect your ideas, and did not deliberately convince Yu Zhuang and Aunt Miao..."
He just told this matter and told the two elders about his situation. This was a kind of respect, but the right to choose and make decisions lies with Xiu Xiu. Even before he told Yu Dazhuang and Miao Rui, he thought that the two elders would prevent Yu Xiu Xiu from giving birth to a child and not let him delay her life. He did not expect that the two elders were so open-minded, sympathized with his experience, and repeatedly promised that they would never interfere...
"They are the greatest parents in the world." Huo Zhongnan said sincerely.
Yu Xiuxiu did not look back and asked lightly: "When will you leave?"
"I'm waiting." Huo Zhongnan said: "The waiting team will give me news."
Yu Xiuxiu lowered his head and supported his forehead, "Are you waiting for news from Zhao Ziyan?"
Huo Zhongnan did not deny it, "Tang Wenji was taken back to the No. 1 of the Serious Case for interrogation. The team will tell me if they have the right to achieve the result. Then here comes to an end, and they will arrange for me to go to Country A."
"I understand." Yu Xiuxiu nodded again, suddenly curled the corners of his lips, "I thought it was self-righteous."
She thought that whether he came back or stayed for the time being, there was her factor in it, and she did not expect that she was actually the least important part. What is the tension and importance he paid to her now because of her, and how much is because of the child in her belly?
She could see that Huo Zhongnan wanted this child.
Yu Xiuxiu couldn't imagine how much a man who had been lonely since childhood wanted to have a child, but she did not lie. She did not fully think about this child. After all, she was only twenty-three years old, and with the unknown future, she could not make the best choice for herself and her children.
Not cold-blooded, but reality.
Mary Sue only exists in novels. In reality, she needs to think carefully and cannot give her children a healthy and normal environment to grow up, so that she can live in an environment without fatherly love from childhood. If she grows up, can she accept it and whether her children can accept it. This is a cruel and ruthless reality, and it is not romantic at all. Single mothers are not easy to do, and it is not like what the parents' generation thinks, "It's not that you can't afford to raise, and multiple people have more chopsticks."
Yu Xiuxiu thought a lot and was very calm.
She looked at Huo Zhongnan's face and was stunned for a long time, "Do you want me to leave a child?"
Huo Zhongnan didn't want to put pressure on her anymore, nor did he want to tie her up with morality. He just felt that this question was difficult for him to answer, and it was even more life-thank to send a question.
After being silent for a long time, he sighed in a low voice.
"I like our children and hope that they will come to this world. But in a short period of time, I may not be able to take care of you, mother and son, nor can I participate in the growth of your children. I cannot selfishly ask you for anything, and I can't even give you a waiting period. This is also the reason why I broke up with you."
He spoke with difficulty, cautiously for fear of hurting her.
"Stay, I will go to jail. I can't use so-called feelings to bind your life."
At this moment, his eyes were very bright, amazingly bright.
Yu Xiuxiu looked at him, as if he saw him judge their love in his eyes.
Do you love? Two people must be in love, there is no doubt about this.
But how much weight can this love take up in a long time and how long can it last?
She was the age of a flower, and should bloom in the sun, not bear so much for him. He didn't want to see her live so depressedly. Therefore, under the silence of reluctance, he would rather bear loneliness and infamy alone, bear the pain of losing her, and give her freedom.
"Very good." Yu Xiuxiu suddenly opened his arms, hugged him, smiled slightly, and said, "Wouldn't it be better if you had spoken so honestly?"
Huo Zhongnan looked at her hesitantly.
"I……"
Yu Xiuxiu raised his head and pecked his lips.
"I should choose my life. You only need to tell me the questions, not fill in the answers for me."
Her words were not surprising, but a heavy blow in Huo Zhongnan's heart caused a great shock. He looked at her smiling eyes and asked for a long time: "What do you want to choose?"
Yu Xiuxiu's laughter was almost inaudible, "I am free. My free choice and my free perseverance are the same as you, and I am waiting freely. It has nothing to do with you."
Huo Zhongnan's expression changed slightly, but his eyes were as bright as the stars in the bright sky.
"Stay?"
"Breakup is a seemingly great decision you made for me, but you don't know that I like this novel love. Between having you and losing you, I tend to be the former. So, in order to get such a good man as you, why can't I endure some insignificant pain and loneliness? Huo Zhongnan, we have never experienced it. How can we judge which road leads to a better and more correct future?"
"Take a break--" Huo Zhongnan's throat was mute, as if he was choking.
"Shh!" Yu Xiuxiu stretched out his finger and fell on his lips. He smiled slightly. His curved eyes were as crystal clear as the moon, and like an angel coming to the world, pure and clear, reflecting his face, shattering the wall in his heart, and then handing his defense to her hands.
"I'm sorry." He wrapped his waist around her and lowered his head to her forehead. "I'm selfish. I'm willing to arrange the future for you, but forgot to ask you if that's what you want."
"Do you know now?" Yu Xiuxiu raised his eyebrows and smiled.
Huo Zhongnan nodded, Yu Xiuxiu glanced at him with a smile, and rushed before he spoke, "Then you can get out now."
“…”
"Aren't you very busy?" Yu Xiuxiu said: "You should have a lot of things to do now, right?"
"What can I do as an idle person?" Huo Zhongnan smiled bitterly, looked down at her lower abdomen, couldn't help but feel excited, carefully covered her hand, and sighed softly, "What do you think the child is doing now?"
Yu Xiuxiu: "...When you went to school, did you pass the biology qualification?"
Huo Zhongnan smiled awkwardly: "Care is chaos."
...
On the morning of the third day when the two were chatting with each other, Huo Zhongnan received a call from Quan Shaoteng and asked him to go to the criminal investigation team immediately.
It was Saturday that day, and he was at home, and even Yu Jiazhou was back.
After receiving the news, Huo Zhongnan had no time to have dinner and asked Chen Ran to prepare the car, so he prepared to go there.
Yu Xiuxiu looked at him and changed his clothes silently, "I'll go with you."
Huo Zhongnan hesitated a little. Yu Xiuxiu looked at him and smiled slightly, stretched out his hand to pinch his arm, "Don't you want to spend more time with your baby?"
This was simply a killer move. The great devil had no power to fight back and took her with her faintly. It was not until he got into the car that he woke up under the shrouded eyes of Chen Ran and Geng Lin.
"No wonder there were so many foolish monarchs in ancient times." As he said that, he couldn't help laughing.
Yu Xiuxiu was very dissatisfied, "What do you mean, am I the evil goddess of the disaster country?"
"You don't harm the country. But you are a fairy." Huo Zhongnan twisted her face, and the love of love overflowed his eyes.
Chen Ran drove and looked back from time to time, thinking that the boss was like this... If he was born in ancient times, he would really be a fool.
Chapter completed!