1238 Reluctance
There is no doubt that Chen Jian's reaction at this time seemed to have lost his usual calmness and calmness. Even after experiencing the yacht explosion and the two fell to the point of survival on the deserted island, Chen Jian has always had a calm and confident look, but when he heard the news, Chen Jian lost his composure.
If anything can completely shock Chen Jian, this is the only thing.
From the moment he left Chenjia Village, what Chen Jian did was to explore the truth about what happened back then, to prove his father's innocence and to make a final conclusion on what he had done.
Even though this plan was planned by Grandpa Chen Jian, when Chen Jian just left Chen Jia Village, he didn't know what he did. But later when he heard his grandfather telling about what happened back then, Chen Jian immediately made a choice to continue doing this until the final goal was achieved.
Chen Jian’s ultimate goal was to prove his father’s innocence. Now, his ultimate goal has been proven. What he lacks is the truth of that year and the fact that he proves it to others.
It is useless for Chen Jian to prove his father's innocence alone. What Chen Jian needs to do is to tell the world about his father's innocence. Only by doing that can Chen Jian's father's affairs be finalized.
Chen Jian's incompetence made Bernis instantly understand the position of this incident in Chen Jian's heart.
Although Chen Jian had told Bernis before that he joined the special department of China for this matter, Bernis could not imagine the importance of this matter to Chen Jian.
At this time, Bernice had completely understood that this matter was probably a waste of time to save Chen Jian.
Thinking of her father's participation in the action, the guilt in Bernese's heart could no longer be erased.
"Yes, your father is innocent." Bonis Zheng pointed his head and gave Chen Jian a very affirmative answer.
"Haha, haha!" Chen Jian laughed to the sky, but there were tears in his smile, and two lines of tears slid down the corners of his eyes.
Seeing this scene, a layer of mist surged in Bernese's eyes.
"Your father is worthy of your pride, and at the same time, it is something that people like us should admire, because he gave up his life and protected his companions." Bernis said softly.
Chen Jian nodded with a smile and said, "Thank you."
"You don't need to thank me, because it's useless for you to thank me." Bonis looked apologetically and looked at Chen Jian and said, "I can tell you all these, but I can't tell you about them, because these are all archive records of the CIA."
"I understand." Chen Jian nodded and said, "But even so, I want to thank you! Because you gave me a positive answer. Although I firmly believe that my father will not be a person who commits treason, no one can guarantee what the result will be before there is a positive answer. Now, what you tell me is the result of what I want to do, which is exactly what I hope."
"Chen Jian, I..." Bonis looked at Chen Jian, called out Chen Jian's name, and said, "My father participated in the actions of that year. I don't know what impact it had on you, but judging from the things you did, you must be living a different life than ordinary people. If... if possible, I want to use my life to make up for the things of that year and heal the scars in your heart."
The affection in Bernis's words was conveyed accurately, and she wanted to be with Chen Jian.
"I..." This time, it was Chen Jian's turn to say something.
"Do you have a seed of hatred in your heart?" Bonis asked at Chen Jian.
Chen Jian shook his head slowly and said, "You don't have to worry about this at all. But even if we put aside the identities of the two of us, my private life in China is actually a bit too much. There is nothing to hide from you. I have several women in China..."
"What's wrong with this?" asked Bernis in confusion.
"It's not what you think, it's that they are all with me." Chen Jian sighed and said, "And they all know each other."
Bonis thought Chen Jian was just lingering in the flowers, but he didn't expect that this would be the case. He was shocked at the moment, and opened his mouth wide and looked in disbelief.
Chen Jian smiled bitterly, spread his hands and looked helpless.
It took a while for Bonis to come back to his senses and said, "No wonder, you are so outstanding."
When Chen Jian's rare old face turned red when he heard Bonis's words.
"Do you have a deep relationship with them?" Bernis asked curiously: "They know each other, can't they quarrel?"
"It is impossible for me to get together with her, so the relationship is naturally very deep." Chen Jian nodded and said, "For example, there is one of them named Shen Manwen. The experience between me and her is a bit similar to that of us, and we have experienced life and death together."
Chen Jian just said Shen Manwen, and Bonis guessed the other ones, and they should be similar.
It is not something that ordinary people can understand when experiencing life and death together.
Bonis nodded with understanding, and said, "I understand."
"So, it's not that I'm rejecting you, but that I'm afraid you won't accept it." Chen Jian then said to Bonis.
"Maybe, I can accept it, maybe." Bonis smiled wickedly. After saying this to Chen Jian jokingly, he put away the joke and said to Chen Jian very seriously: "I can no longer hold other men in my heart. You are the only man in the future."
If Bernis was expressing her feelings to Chen Jian before, then what she said now is undoubtedly telling Chen Jian her decision.
Hearing Bonis' words, Chen Jian also said to Bonis very seriously: "I am the same for you, you don't have to have any doubts. But if we are really together, I hope you are happy. If you want to be with me, the only way at present is to go back to China with me directly after we are rescued and live in China with anonymous name. However, you still have family members and can't see the taste of family members. I feel deeply that at that time, you will be in great pain."
Bernis also understood that what Chen Jian said was the truth. Similarly, if Chen Jian abandoned everything and went to the United States with her, he would not say what the CIA would do to Chen Jian. Even if Chen Jian lived with her in the United States, he would also face the pain of not being able to meet his relatives.
"Is there no way to have the best of both worlds?" Bernis said with a look of pain.
Chapter completed!