Chapter 1360 The feeling of contradiction
Seeing Chen Jian's puzzled gaze, Gina took the initiative to tell the experience when she realized something was wrong with her, which was the beginning of her anesthesia with alcohol.
Gina herself is a woman with a very delicate life. When she is at home after get off work, she likes to cook various delicacies. During the period when she is under too much pressure, Gina is inevitably a little restless. When she comes home from get off work and is cooking Japanese cuisine at home, the kitchen knife cuts her fingers.
When Gina saw the blood, she felt an excitement inexplicably. The first thing she thought of was not bandaging her own wound, but the excitement of seeing the blood.
This excitement caused Gina to come back to her senses for a long time. At that time, the wound had already shed a lot of blood.
Gina came to her senses, which meant that her reason had returned. She bandaged her wounds at the first time, then left the kitchen and sat on the sofa in the living room to ponder.
After thinking about it, Gina realized that something was wrong, went back to the kitchen and threw all the ingredients into the trash can, and cleaned the kitchen without leaving any trace of blood.
After doing all this, Gina felt completely calm, and took the wine from the wine cabinet and drank a lonely and drunk.
Before this, although Gina also drank, she had strict control over her alcohol volume and never allowed herself to exceed the set amount.
Gina never relaxed herself, and her lesions continued, and the situation occurred was that she numbed herself with alcohol, and even drank alcohol during work.
After listening to Gina's words, Chen Jian gave Gina a thumbs up. He was able to control the excitement in his heart, which shows that Gina is still very powerful.
There are many successful people in this world, but there are more ordinary people who are mediocre. The biggest difference between these two groups is that successful people are often extremely self-controlled. Ordinary people who are mediocre have almost no self-control. Once they come into contact with anything that can make people sink, they will immediately fall into it and cannot extricate themselves.
Gina is obviously the first type, and she is indeed a successful person.
Although he knew that Chen Jian's thumbs up was really praising and admiring himself and had no intention of ridicule, Gina still smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "Actually, many times, people who work in a certain professional field often neglect or care about their situation in this field, and they don't know if this is the so-called human nature."
Gina's words were obviously inspired by her own situation, and she was inspired by her own situation. She was a psychiatrist and she was under too much pressure, which led to psychological problems, but she did not adjust herself.
Chen Jianneng understood what Gina meant, smiled and said, "It's true. For example, people working in technical work and electricians working outside, everything may be based on the requirements. The laid lines are both beautiful and safe. But when constructing for yourself at home, it is likely that they only focus on practicality and not consider beauty. Most of the other technical staff are the same. However, although I am not a psychologist, we are both doctors. I think it should be the most taboo thing in the industry of doctors. I think it is an irresponsible manifestation of taking the disease to treat patients."
"Yes, after all, our industry is very different from other industries!" Gina said with emotion, and then asked, "What do you think of me?"
"Why do you ask this question?" Chen Jian asked.
"Curious, I want to know." Gina chuckled, "Because I know that you can answer this question. I know, what is your biggest secret, and I will never touch your biggest secret, because I know very well, not just that you can't answer, your biggest secret is the most attractive thing about you. To put it bluntly, your biggest secret is like a whirlpool, and you will be unable to extricate yourself from falling into it. Unless you want me, an old woman, to fall in love with you, you will not tell me your biggest secret to me, and I know this very well, so even if I am curious, I will not touch it."
Gina's words were not casually said, but to ask Chen Jian to answer her question, that is, how Chen Jian thinks of her.
Saying these can lead to Chen Jian's words.
Chen Jian smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, I can't talk about you. It's just a feeling, a very strange and contradictory feeling."
"Is that true?" Gina raised her eyebrows and said, "Then I'm even more curious!"
Chen Jian pondered for a moment, organized his own language, and said, "First of all, there is pressure in front of you, because my inner world has nowhere to hide, you can easily see through my thoughts and understand my inner activities. No one thinks about his inner world, and is presented naked in front of others. Anyone needs privacy. This is the pressure you have caused to me!"
"What else?" Gina adjusted her sitting position to make herself more comfortable, and asked with interest.
"Then I feel very good about you. This kind of goodness has no other meaning. Most of it comes from you that you can see through the world inside me." Chen Jian smiled and shook his head, saying, "At least you don't need to wear a mask in front of you, because it's useless, and you are trustworthy. This is very important and important."
"So, staying with you, stress and comfort coexist!" Chen Jian finally summarized and said, "This is how you feel to me, and I can only say it is a very contradictory feeling!"
Gina nodded and said, "It's quite profound, but I still want to hear what you think of me on the surface!"
"There are a few words that are quite suitable for you." Chen Jian was silent for a long time and said, "Professional, confident, beautiful, and wisdom. In summary, you are the embodiment of beauty and wisdom!"
"Hahahahahaha!" As if I had heard the funnyest jokes in the world, Gina smiled so hard that she fell back and forth. After a while, she stopped her smile, pointed at Chen Jian and said, "Thank you for your praise. Although I know that you said such a lot of good things to me because I just called myself an old woman, I am still very happy."
"Although it's a little bit against the response you said just now that you were an old woman, you also know that I was telling the truth. This is why you are happy." Chen Jian looked at Gina and said, "You can understand my inner world, but you speak in front of me with a little concealment, but you are really not kind."
I have to say that Chen Jian and Gina are both extremely smart people. If such people are guarding against each other, it will be very tiring, and it will only happen when there is a hostile situation.
Generally speaking, it will be very comfortable for two smart people to interact normally with each other.
"Okay, let's talk about the serious matter. Since Bonis has spoken, I can't refuse." Gina looked at Chen Jian and said, "You must have planned this time, let's talk about it!"
Chapter completed!