At this moment, the anger and grievance that had been accumulated for a day broke out like a volcano, and it was out of control.

Ruoyin just fell to the ground, not crying, she just shed tears.

Soon, Banmei came in.

Seeing Ruoyin fall on the ground, Banmei holds her and sits back on the chair.

Ruoyin hugged Banmei's waist and buried her face around Banmei's waist and shed tears.

Banmei was like coaxing her sister, protecting her in her arms and gently caressing her hair with one hand.

"Banmei, I want to leave him." She muttered in sobs, but not angry words, but from the heart.

Ruoyin saw Banmei's loyalty over the years, so she said the truth.

She needs a partner to talk to.

She really really feels that she is so wronged.

These days, she has given so much for him, but he doesn't trust her at all.

The Fourth Master in the past would give her enough trust.

Even if she was framed by the concubines in the harem and a man approached her, the Empress Dowager wronged her.

But he trusted her from beginning to end.

It is no exaggeration to say that it is unconditional trust.

He always said that he believed in her fairness in managing the trivial matters in the harem.

Especially after he ascended the throne, one time during the Chinese New Year, the second princess said in public that her legitimate mother was harsh on the imperial heirs, and he said, I believe in you.

William presented her with a red diamond pendant in front of the Mongolian kings and civil and military officials. He also said, I believe in you too.

Nian framed her and framed the imperial heir on the birthday of the empress dowager. He opposed the ministers, concubines, and even the empress dowager. He still said, I believe in you.

Over the years, what he said the most to her was to believe her.

But now, he doesn't trust her at all, not at all!

No matter how many difficulties or ups and downs experienced in the past, their hearts are together.

Now, she felt so fragile between them.

It seems that it cannot withstand the wind and rain.

He once gave her a sense of spiritual security.

Later, he gave her a sense of security both mentally and emotionally.

Now, he can't give her a sense of security.

It only gave her endless sense of anxiety and crisis.

If you have trust and a sense of security, then stay by his side, no matter what happens, as long as he is there, she will not be afraid.

But if she doesn't even have the most basic trust, then why can she insist on it?

Waiting to die?

He believed in her so much before, and she had been on the verge of dying several times.

Without his trust, the consequences would be unimaginable.

The harem is mixed with good acting skills, but lacks the trust of the emperor.

Anyone who frames it will be a deep abyss.

"Empress, you can't just say such nonsense." After Banmei reminded Ruoyin, she looked around and looked around carefully.

"I'm not talking nonsense, I'm serious."

At this moment, Ruoyin really thought of escaping.

Escape from him, escape from the identity of the queen who made her breathless.

Looking back on the years she came to the Qing Dynasty.

When he was in the residence, he was given the title of concubine, but actually lived a frustrated life.

The emperor should respect the royal parents-in-law.

Zhong must have a good relationship with his sister-in-law.

Next, we need to take care of the royal palace.

He also has to serve the Fourth Master and continue his offspring for the royal family!

When he was born, he was framed.

Later, in the Old Summer Palace, life was a little easier.

But the fight between the women in the backyard never stopped.

Later, we arrived at the Forbidden City.

The queen is so glorious, and everyone thinks she is glorious, elegant and luxurious, and enjoys endless glory and wealth.

But she only knew that there were too many people who were coveting this position.

The years she entered the palace were also the most tiring days she had.

Think about it carefully, did you ever have a time when you hit her in the Qing Dynasty?

After being wronged, I have to think about taking the overall situation into consideration and swallow it in my stomach.

I am not happy with the Fourth Master, and I want to accommodate everything and be a virtuous wife.

It is normal for the emperor to intercept the beauties in the harem. Seeing him being intercepted, he still pretends to be indifferent and pretends to be generous.

When the concubine is pregnant, she wants to give her a reward with a smile. This is the attitude that the family should have.

The mother-in-law is not clear. As a junior, you must not overcome the rules or be rude. You must kneel down and be filial, serve tea and water filial.

There are so many things like this that are countless...

All year round, I don’t know what I’m busy with, but it’s been more than ten years in the blink of an eye.

For more than ten years, she has swallowed her anger and walked on thin ice, and has never really been herself.

I have always wanted to be a duty woman in the Qing Dynasty.

Be the good daughter of the Uranara family.

Be the good wife of the Fourth Master.

Be the good mother of the princes.

However, she seemed to have forgotten how to be herself.

who is she.

Her character.

Her dream.

It has been worn out over the years and forgot about it.

Who did she do this for?

Isn’t it for the Fourth Master or for peace in the harem?

Now she thought it through.

In the future, she will never live like this again!

Never live like this again!!!

Banmei heard Ruoyin say that she was serious and she was silent.

Perhaps she heard the determination and sadness in Ruoyin's words. After a moment of silence, she said faithfully and gentlely: "No matter what decision the Empress makes, as long as the Empress is happy, the servant will always follow you."

Ruoyin: "Well, I don't want to feel wronged myself anymore."

She no longer cares about his happiness.

As long as you are happy, it's fine.

If she sacrificed herself and got a happy life.

Then, she felt that everything was worth it.

But now, she is not happy at all.

As a foodie who loves food the most, she no longer has the sense of happiness when facing food, and her appetite has been greatly reduced.

She had a good sleep that was so good that she fell asleep as soon as she touched her pillow, and she actually started to suffer from insomnia.

When he was in Suzhou and Ningbo, he heard the promise of the Fourth Master and once fantasized about looking forward to a better life in the future.

But reality gave her a heavy blow.

Yes, they are emperors and empresses, how can they live as freely as ordinary people?
To be continued...