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Chapter 104 Don't You Hate Me

Xu Jinyuan's eyes that had just lit up dimmed again when he heard this. He knew that because of the matter of M Country, his parents had complaints about his wife, so he said it lightly. He might have wanted to strangle her to death. It was because of Xiao Ai's words that they did nothing, but from yesterday to today, they were already expressing their dissatisfaction.

After a moment of silence, Xu Jinyuan said, "My mom and dad, I know that this makes you two old people feel very sad, and I am the same. I have been reflecting on myself these two days. As my father said, the final analysis is mainly because of this matter. If I care more about them, I will find out that something is wrong with Lanxiang, and I will resolve the misunderstanding earlier, and I will not be used by Yang Jie to such an extent."

Mr. Xu nodded, "I still have some responsibility."

Xu Jinyuan continued, "I looked at Lanxiang who did not speak, eat or drink in the past two days, and thought about it seriously. Lanxiang's parents also knew about her situation. She was held in her hands and mother-in-law since she was a child and was spoiled by her father-in-law and mother-in-law since she was a child. She studied, fell in love, and married her. She also achieved success in her studies. Later, after marrying me, she did nothing. She was very smart and blinded because she had never seen the sinisterness of people's hearts. Although she was born in a noble family, her father-in-law and mother-in-law did not let her see the cruelty and dirty family. She is in her forties, but her heart is still very simple."

The old lady said unhappily, "Are you exonerating her? No reason is she making a reason to harm Xiao Ai. Even if Xiao Ai is really not her son, she cannot spread hatred on a child."

Xu Jinyuan knew that his mother loved her son, but his son was raised by his mother, and he loved him much more than his son.

"Mom, although the facts are indeed as Mom said, Xiao Ai, as the person involved, can show mercy to Lanxiang, who has no feelings for her. As an unqualified husband, isn't as good as my son? What's more, this matter is also caused by me. I have the responsibility to bear the consequences. No matter what the final result is, as Dad said, it's better to do it than not."

The old lady sighed and looked at her husband. They watched her son and daughter-in-law come over. They fell in love at first sight when they were in high school. Until now, they thought they would be happy for the rest of their lives, but they didn't expect that they had been married for more than 20 years. My son was twenty-five years old. There was such a big problem with their relationship. God is really good at joking.

But they also knew that their son was right. Xiao Ai had the most decision-making power in this matter. Since he let Yulanxiang go, what else can they do? Yulanxiang has been the eyeballs of Mr. Jiang and his wife since childhood. The couple had never thought about it, so they would blind their eyes.

"You know what to do." The old man took his wife out for a walk. He didn't have that much sleep when he was old and couldn't sleep so early. Let's go around and have something to worry about tomorrow.

Xu Jinyuan felt very uncomfortable when he looked at his parents walking out hand in hand. He used to think that he and Lanxiang would do this, but now...

After sitting for a while, I had to face what I should face. I turned around and went to the kitchen, and made me warm up a bowl of porridge and took it back to the room upstairs.

He gently pushed open the door. The Yulan Xiang, who had been lying on the bed in a daze these two days, disappeared. He was stunned and quickly searched. He saw the familiar figure standing on the terrace outside through the gauze of the floor-to-ceiling window. While breathing a sigh of relief, he sighed helplessly, put the porridge on the table and walked out.

Yulanxiang was wrapped in a thick pajamas, holding her shoulders and looking at the direction of the gate below. In fact, she couldn't see the gate of the Xu family from here, but she could see the way she walked through the gate.

Twenty years have passed, and she has stood here countless times to watch Xu Jinyuan and Xu Ai come back from that road, and the resentment in her heart accumulates. However, yesterday the facts told her that all this was false. Her husband had no other women and her son was her own. Whenever she thought of Xu Ai's indifferent gaze towards her, her heart hurt so much that it was indescribable.

At this time, she realized how naive she was. If she had trusted her husband more, if Yang Jie had planned to plot against her, she could think more about it, handle things calmly, tell them, and verify that things would not happen now. She would not have been depressed and desperate for twenty years, nor would she ignore her son and treat her son with cold violence, let alone she almost killed her son.

In the end, even she could not forgive herself. How did Xiao Ai let herself go? She knew that in Xu Ai's heart, she no longer had the mother-son affection for herself.

"Lanxiang, drink some porridge." Xu Jinyuan said softly.

Yulanxiang's body stiffened and she had no shame to see her son. Could she have no shame to see her husband?

"Don't you hate me?" Yulanxiang asked hoarsely without looking at him.

Xu Jinyuan sighed, "What qualifications do I have to hate you?"

Yulanxiang turned her head in surprise and paused when she saw Xu Jinyuan's unshaven beard. The first time she saw him in such a messy appearance, in her eyes and heart, Xu Jinyuan has always been elegant. Even though she is in her forties now, he has not had a good time in the past two days.

"I treat our son like this and almost killed him. Don't you hate me?" Yulanxiang asked again.

Xu Jinyuan shook his head, "I hate myself."

Yulanxiang looked at him in a daze. Is he good to himself for so many years? Well, very good, besides research, he is indeed very good to himself. At the beginning of love at first sight on campus was always the love she dreamed of. Later, they successfully entered the palace of marriage, and then when her son was born, she lived a happy and worry-free life for five years. Everything changed twenty years ago. After reflecting on two days, the more she thought about it, the more desperate she became. She once wanted to use death to escape all this, but she couldn't feel at ease even if she died. When she thought of Xiao Ai, her heart hurt so much that it seemed to be torn apart.

Although Xu Jinyuan has been taking care of her since yesterday, she has no hope that he will forgive himself, but what did he say just now? He hates himself?

Xu Jinyuan let out a long sigh and looked at her and said, "Lanxiang, it's all my fault. I promised to take good care of you, but I made you suffer for twenty years without knowing that I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a father with Xiaoai. I always thought that my parents would take good care of Xiaoai, but I forgot that no one could replace my parents' love. As for us, I naively thought that my relationship was unbreakable, and I wanted to do the research career I like when my young mind was good. We had a lifetime of time to accompany us. Now I think about how low my emotional intelligence is, so that I could have lived a happy life like this."

After hearing his words, Yulanxiang's eyes paused. Such decadent Xu Jinyuan made her feel very strange.

Xu Jinyuan looked at the direction where Yulanxiang was looking, "Every day when I go home, I will see you standing here and looking at me. That is the happiest moment after my day of fatigue. I thought you were the look of love that I expected. How self-righteous am I, I feel that I can have your unchanging love forever?"

Magnolia's lips moved a little, but she didn't say anything. She wanted to say that it was because she loved him so much that she tortured herself for twenty years. But what's the use of saying these things now? How many twenty years does a person have in his life? And the best twenty years have been wasted by himself.

"I said this, and there is no intention to blame you. I mean, the mistake has been made. None of us can change it, whether it is you or me. Fortunately, the little love is good, and we can still make up for it. Whether the little love is accepted or not, we have to do it. And we have to find love that has been lost for twenty years. Life will not give us too many opportunities, nor will we allow us to waste extravagantly, and escape cannot solve the problem. We will live our rest of our lives seriously from now on." After Xu Jinyuan said this, he felt much more relaxed, looking at Yulan Xiang with great pleasure, hoping that she could think about it.

"Will Xiao Ai forgive me? Can we still be like before?" Hope rose in Yulanxiang's heart.

"I don't know whether Xiao Ai will forgive us, but we can definitely be like before. No obstacle can stop the power of love. Let's spend the rest of our life loving Xiao Ai and love everything he loves. Even if he still does not forgive us in the end, we will do our best, at least when life ends, we will not leave with regrets." Xu Jinyuan held Yulanxiang's hand and said to her solemnly.

Yulanxiang threw herself into Xu Jinyuan's arms and burst into tears.

Since she fainted yesterday, she had never cried. She had been holding back her emotions because she had lost all the power to cry in despair. At this time, after hearing Xu Jinyuan's words today, hope arose in her heart. Xu Jinyuan was right. Even if Xiao Ai didn't forgive her, she would do something for her son and do it for the rest of her life.

The suppressed emotions in her heart were crying at this time. Xu Jinyuan hugged her and felt helpless. It was easy to say it, but it was harder to do it! After all, his son was too excellent. It seemed that the couple had to start learning how to love their son again.

Thinking of the happy scenes of the two when their son was born, and despite their father's opposition, they insisted on listing their sons, just to give their love to their sons, but they didn't do it.

Xu Ai didn't know about Xu Jinyuan and his wife. At this time, he was immersed in his happiness. Xiang Nuan agreed to him. He thought that the future was far away, but it was just today because of his mother's affairs. He didn't know whether to resent Yulanxiang or thank her. At this time, he believed in fate. What happened was destined by God. There were causes and consequences. With the sufferings before, we had happiness now.

Looking at someone sitting on the sofa and smiling foolishly, Xiang Nuan waved her hand helplessly in front of his eyes, "I'm coming back to my senses, there's a lot of things tonight."
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