Felix returned to her room, washed briefly and then lay on the bed. Because the temperature in the room was very comfortable, she was only wearing a loose shirt on her upper body and only her underwear on her lower body.

She turned sideways and hugged the lesbian pillow, burying her face in the soft doll.

Freya's behavior after she regained her memory was not surprising at all. What really surprised Felix was that even the cold, arrogant and calm Shiffrin calmly accepted the fact that she liked Ash after she regained her memory.

It seems that she is the only one who is different.

Whether it was sending several large-scale selfies to Ya Xiu every day starting from Sun Luo Kingdom, or using makeup as an excuse to secretly make out with Ya Xiu a few days ago... Even though I kept looking for excuses to deceive myself at the time, now I re-examine this memory.

, Felix also understood that he really liked Ash.

But now she doesn't want to continue to like Ash.

How could she like this kind of person?

Not to mention that she is unwilling and dare not share favors with Sword Girl and the others. Even if she is willing to join in, she cannot accept this chaotic relationship. She has watched several developer conferences at close range, and on the night of the wedding, she even

It was a startling glance, and she caught sight of the cream flowing out of the puff... Just thinking about being in it made her whole body hot with shame.

She didn't want to lie around and watch Ash having sex with other people!

Just as Freya said, everyone's standards are different, and no matter how she breaks through her own bottom line, her standards remain firm: it must be pure love between two people, anything else is heresy.

It's quite ridiculous when you think about it. Legendary magicians who are stronger than her, and demigods who are far superior to her (now the six-winged god master) can accept this form of emotion, but she is a little

It's almost a bit ungrateful for the Holy Domain magician to be so pretentious... But she is really scared.

She is afraid that she will be ignored and abandoned in a corner, and her passionate love will only move herself in the end;

She is also afraid of being taken seriously, being disliked and hostile by others, and falling into an emotional whirlpool of intrigue;

If she is just wronged, that's it. What if she has children in the future? Not everything can be solved by a miracle. Some things are unfair. Just like the supreme share is only so much. If you have more, I will have less.

One point, the more people there are, the less points there are...the same goes for love.

Sometimes Felix really envies Freya and the others for their love brains. They can love without any scruples and without thinking about the consequences, but she can't do it. Every time she thinks about the future, her children, and the thought of not being able to have complete love.

How pitiful his wife and children are... She herself was born as an illegitimate child, and she knows what it feels like.

She and Dimi, her mother and Mrs. Beverly, and even her father... everyone suffered terribly because of this unblessed relationship, and they couldn't get what they asked for.

How could she make the same mistake again?

Amnesia is the best escape window for her, but recovering her memory now does not mean she will fall into the abyss again. Unlike other people who fully accept their past, she can detach herself and examine these memories from a third-person perspective to correctly

She corrected these wrong feelings with her three views, as if God took pity on her wrong love and gave her a spider thread to give her a chance to escape from the desperate purgatory.

Deny what Ash has done,

Deny what you have done,

Deny all wrong feelings,

This is very simple for her to explain. As long as she thinks more about the tears of the sword girl, the loneliness of the witch, the indifference of the silver lamp, and the grievance of Wei Xi, she can deny their feelings and her own mood from the bottom of her heart. But why?

…

"Why..." Felix hugged the doll tightly, tears soaking the plush on it: "Why do I still want to see him..."

In the Star Bridge Hall, facing the pressure of his ancestor Sword Law Angel, he protected himself and refused to let go...

In the Senluo Kingdom, after seriously discussing various issues in the harem with him, he broke through to the point where he really wanted to repent and stay away from Sword Girl and the others...

In the Blood Moon Kingdom, before the small wedding theater, he saw her loneliness, and specifically told her to close her eyes to satisfy her self-deception, and took the initiative to kiss her forehead for the first time...

Felix opened the light screen and called up the photo album, turning to the photo of the four brides. She rubbed her eyes and saw Ash, who had disappeared in the photo, now back in the photo. He was standing behind the bride, his eyes gentle.

Full of love, the four brides looked at the parade of floats outside, with smiles from the bottom of their hearts on their faces, whether they were coquettish, holy, cute or charming.

During this long journey, she had indeed seen the sad and aggrieved expressions of Sword Princess and the others, but she had also seen more...the beauty of their laughter and touching moments.

She looked at this photo and was fascinated for a moment. Big tears fell on the doll, and she whispered aggrievedly: "Why is it so uncomfortable for me to recover my memory..."

"Because you are both longing for and afraid."

Felix was so frightened that he jumped up from the bed. He turned around and saw Deida Rose sitting next to him. He sniffed hard and stammered: "Come on, Miss Lena!? When did you come?"

"I've been here since you finished taking a shower, but you haven't noticed me the whole time, holding the doll and twisting around on the bed." Deida Rose said calmly: "I'm here to discuss the next plan with you.

"

"Okay!" Felix said immediately, rubbing his eyes and trying to pretend that nothing happened: "What are we going to do next?"

"I'm going to work hard in the direction of becoming Ash's angel. It would be best if he takes me to the kingdom of heaven, and secondly, if I cultivate to a demigod level and then join them." Deida Rose said: "There is no news about the Four Pillar Gods, Ya

Xiu is ready to challenge the Supreme Throne, and I want to follow him and witness how he burns the world."

"Oh, then we-"

"There is no us, only me." Deida Rose shook her head: "I never asked you to act with me. I don't mean to dislike you, but if you don't want to continue to follow Ash, you can leave at any time. Recall

I like Ash, isn't it hard for you?"

Felix was dumbfounded and blushed to the base of his ears. He looked away and did not dare to look at Deida Rose: "I didn't... I just..."

"Escape, denial, entanglement, pain, the way you like people is exactly the same as sister Yin Lina." A look of reminiscence appeared on Deida Rose's face: "When she liked that guy back then, she was in exactly the same state as you are now."

Felix was startled and asked, "Don't mother and father love each other?"

"That guy has been engaged since he was a child, and he met sister Yin Lina later. Do you think Yin Lina accepted so easily that she could only be the third party?" Deida Rose smiled and said, "She also struggled and worked hard for a long time."

"Since my mother was in so much pain, why did they stay together in the end? Why did they still give birth to me?" Felix couldn't help but said: "If they had separated a long time ago, and if it wasn't for me, maybe my mother wouldn't -"

"The first time I saw you, it was also the first time I saw that guy and Yin Lina together. I still remember that the sun was very good that day, and the warm golden sunshine shone on the hospital bed. Yin Lina held you in her arms, and she and Yin Lina

That guy looked at you tenderly... I pretended not to know him, so I went over and touched your little head." Deida Rose came over and sat on the edge of the bed, raised her hand and touched Felix's head, as if she had traveled back in time.

That day twenty years ago, "The guy behind did let down Yin Lina, but you are not a child without blessings... You are indeed the fruit of their love and their best wishes for the future."

"At least before he took over as Duke, that guy really worked hard." Deida Rose said softly: "But before his feelings could deteriorate, he accepted the blessings of the stars and left when Sister Yin Lina needed him most.

Even if Yin Lina wants to hate him, she can't hate him no matter what."

Felix was stunned, and suddenly connected many things together, and murmured: "That's why, Miss Laina, you are willing to do whatever it takes to promote the plan to shatter the sky..."

Deda Rose wiped the tears under Felix's eyes with her thumb and said: "I tell this story not to influence you or push you, but I just don't want you to misunderstand Yin Lina. No matter what decision Yin Lina makes, it has nothing to do with you.

, only you can be responsible for your life."

"But the reason why you and Yin Lina are struggling is the same, that is, you are afraid of the worst possibility, but you are willing to believe in the person you love. No matter how reasonable and difficult it is, you both still feel that... he will create miracles

.”

Deda Rose stood up and glanced at her: "Yin Lina trusted the wrong person. Do you think your vision will be better?"

After Deedalose left the room, Felix stared blankly at the starry sky outside.

After a while, she took out her star diamond necklace, held it in her hand, and prayed for peace to her mother who turned into a star.

Is it to avoid suffering or to pursue happiness?

What should I do, life...what is the correct answer?

At this moment, Felix felt a glimmer of light in her palm. She let go of her hand and saw the star diamond necklace turning into a cocoon, and the starlight from the outside poured into the cocoon, forming the stars in her palm.

With the sound of the shell breaking, four starlight wings broke through the cocoon, and a graceful and shining magical spirit emerged from the cocoon and stayed in Felix's palm.

Four-Winged Magical Spirit·Nianxing.

A four-winged magic spirit summoned independently, a door of truth leading to Ruby Mountain.

Felix stared at the magic spirit blankly, and after a long time he held it tightly in his hand.

I see.

It is better to believe in yourself than to believe in others. If you are confused or entangled, then stride forward. Don’t let your emotions fetter your pace. Try your best to reach further places and see more scenery. There is still more in life.

There are countless beautiful things waiting to be explored.

Only hard work will not be disappointed, only hope will not be extinguished.

She breathed a sigh of relief and lay softly on the bed. Destiny gave her a perfect and correct answer. She would no longer have any worries and hesitations. She just had to follow this path to the end. Everything had been arranged.

Thank fate, thank the stars.

Without further ado, Felix immediately activated the Gate of Truth of the Star Reading Spirit, establishing a connection between his consciousness and the distant virtual realm.

After a brief absence of consciousness, when she opened her eyes again, she had arrived at a huge ruby ​​mountain.

Magician’s Holy Land, Ruby Mountain!

From today on, she is a legendary magician!

Instead of chasing after the backs of talented sorceresses, she might as well become a talented sorceress herself. This is the answer that fate has given her! Everything about Ash, what love, it's all——

"Little Philly?"

Felix suddenly turned his head and saw four sorceresses behind him, and three of them were familiar - Veela Freya, Blood Saint Shivrin, and Witch Annan.

There was another girl who was holding a heavy weapon like a shield and axe, but was wearing a strapless tube top with translucent sleeves, and a transparent skirt over sports shorts. Felix could guess who it was without asking: Black

Crow Tamashi!

"It's really little Feili!"
To be continued...