55. Chapter 55
People who are unethical like Kevin are very bad at speaking well, such as comforting others.
In his long past, he comforted others only a handful of times, basically zero. Usually, whenever he spoke, he would basically go to find a call, and he would probably "comfort" the person who didn't cry directly.
So when encountering such things, he will choose to go away, shut up and pretend to be dead and not speak, so as to save trouble.
But this time, he saw Osvid being trapped in a nightmare and not completely separated after opening his eyes. For the first time, he had the idea of saying something in his heart. No matter what, he wanted Osvid to come out of this emotion as soon as possible. He didn't know Osvid's appearance...
This uncomfortable feeling has rarely appeared in the long years he has experienced in the past. To be careful, it is probably because he is born with a relatively indifferent relationship, and there are very few people who can make him sad. Perhaps only those who have lived with him for tens of millions of years, but now they have no idea where they are. But that is different from his current feeling.
If he had to define it, he patted Osvid and listened to his heavy breathing like a trapped beast, the feeling that came up was probably what ordinary people call heartache...
He wanted to say something so that Osvid could relax and expose his indescribable feeling.
So, the God of Light, who has always said anything, was most afraid of being long-lasting and troublesome, made a few words in his heart, and planned to ease the atmosphere.
As a result, Osvid called all the words he was ready to say, and the effect was like when he opened his eyes early in the morning, he received a stick in front of him.
He never thought that this would be the thing that Osvid was most afraid of, worried about, and most painful.
For Kevin, whether it is a god or an ordinary person, he has lived long enough. He has experienced too many things and seen too many people, whether from the perspective of the god or the psychology of ordinary people, it is enough. Life is not unprecious to him, but it is not something that requires persistence.
Even he himself did not regard his death as such an important thing, and he rarely even cared about it. However, the person who was pressing on him in front of him seemed extremely painful because he dreamed of his death...
At that moment, Kevin's feeling was very complicated.
On the one hand, the feeling of distress has not completely disappeared, and it has added emotion and surprise. On the other hand...
Osvid's all kinds of ambiguous actions that were unexplained in the past were explained at this moment. After living for so many years and seeing so many people and things, Kevin even though he was naturally cold, he knew what this meant.
So he suddenly calmed down and his hand patting Osvid's back hung awkwardly in the air, not knowing whether it should continue to fall or take it back.
He has never met someone who showed his favorable feelings to him before, but in fact there are not many. From being implicit and shy, to being enthusiastic and unrestrained, to being pestered, men and women, all kinds of things, from being a god to being an ordinary person, he has almost never been quiet.
This is something he has never been able to understand. After all, he is definitely not very gentle and close to these people. What are they doing for?
His Highness, who rarely turns, always doesn't even know how to write the word "touching" and just pushes the other party back. After all, sometimes it's too touching, but it will cause endless troubles. He is most afraid of sticky and sticky.
Not to mention those people in the past, even Osvid, if he changed the situation, such as revealing his feelings when he licked his neck before, Kevin could beat him out with his backhand.
But now, Kevin can't do such a thing.
A person is worried about your life and death, even more so than he is worried about himself... This is not a simple feeling that you can fight back with just a wave of your hand.
Besides, the feeling of his own heartache has not yet gone.
But when he was full of complexity, Osvid, who was pressing on him, continued to increase his strength. His furry and huge wolf head squeezed between Kevin's neck, and his huge beast claws hugged Kevin under his body like food protection. His strength was so strong that he felt like he wanted to remove someone and swallow him into his stomach.
Kevin listened to the creaking sound of the bones and joints around him. In addition to being complicated, he also gave up and felt that if he remained motionless, he might be killed by this stupid wolf. If he really died, would he not have to be in a complicated mood?
Osvid said in a mute voice: "I dreamed that you died... but I can't do anything."
When he said this, both in his tone and voice, it made people feel indescribable, and he seemed to be sad.
Kevin was silent for a while, sighed silently, and his hand, which had been hung in the air for a long time in embarrassment, finally landed on the slightly hard Sirius fur. If Osvid returned to human form, this posture would be very similar to a loose hug.
The young emperor also remained silent for a long time, until his breathing gradually calmed down, and then he spoke slowly again: "So--do you understand what I mean..."
Kevin didn't say anything.
Osvid waited for a while and said in a deep voice: "I don't know when it started. Even before that, I felt that it was good to be bored, so that you would still be laughed at by you. But I seem to like you more than I think... So, is it possible for me to get a response?"
The always arrogant emperor's voice was extremely low when he was saying this.
Kevin inexplicably thought that when he first became a celestial wolf, such a beast born with a lone and arrogant kneeling in front of you, lowering his body, allowing you to step onto its back. Such a posture was made by such a beast, without any humility, but it was irresistible.
Similarly, the words of the heart-stopping were spoken from Osvid and were lingering in his ears. Because his body was tightly tied, it was like being said to the beating heart against the bones of the chest.
Kevin couldn't open his mouth and say the word "no".
He was silent for a while and finally said, "I want to ask a somewhat ridiculous question, why?"
"..." Osveder paused for a moment and said helplessly: "It's really a bit ridiculous. If I knew why, I would definitely brake as soon as possible, so there wouldn't be such a thing."
Kevin actually agreed quite well: "I think so."
Once these two sentences were said, the atmosphere before was half dissipated. But equally, the awkwardness and discomfort were reduced. The two people who were a little bit like themselves in an instant gradually regained their usual channels.
Kevin sighed and said, "I just reflected on it. Apart from being particularly fond of beating you and being very angry with you, there should be nothing special about me. What do you think?"
"You are as conscious as ever." Osvid said a word lukewarmly. After he said it, he was quiet for a moment and recalled that what the people under him had done so far was really just asking for beating or scolding. He couldn't help but laugh at himself: "Who knows, even if you are obsessed with it, you'll be masochist."
Once the emperor starts to break the jar, it means that from then on, it will probably not be better, and basically he is not going to have any plans to have any shame.
"You..." Kevin thought for a while and said, "You are a bit jumping. Why did you think about tough men when you used to like little girls? What do you want if you have any of you?"
When Osvid heard this, he couldn't help but grind his teeth and rubbed his neck on the unethical thing: "Which eye did you see that I used to like a little girl?"
"Then you used to like men?" Kevin was even more surprised, "Hiss--Don't use your front teeth to knock me."
"Fuck you!" Osvid thought a little bit distorted. If you confess your love like this, there is probably no other person in the world. Who made the confession partner like this not a thing! "You should hurry up and shut up, I have never liked anyone before! There is no girl or a man, and I don't like it either!"
Then Kevin stopped talking.
Osvid was stammering his neck and waiting silently.
The emperor, who always wanted to save face, threw his face on the ground for the first time in his life. Just for such a bastard, he thought it was a bloody disaster for eight lifetimes. But what can I do?
Although he can now block a person with one mouth, as if having a nightmare was already a matter of his previous life, the sadness of digging the bones in his dream just now has not completely dissipated. When he thinks that this bastard is not omnipotent, and may be nailed through the heart and die, the pain and fear are tangled up again, like a gangrene attached to the bone.
The cervix had crawled from his toe bone to his skull, and Kevin still didn't say anything.
Osvid couldn't stand it anymore, so he couldn't help but take a deep breath and said, "Why are you doing so silent?"
Kevin said with a toothache: "Didn't you just tell me to shut up?"
Osvid: "…"
"You haven't answered my question yet, is it possible for me to get a response?!"
Asking such words in a tone of "I really want to beat you to death", from all aspects, the emperor is also a talented person.
The very immoral His Highness, the God of Light, attempted to fool this topic by interrupting it, but failed. He tried to wait until he died or the emperor was angry to death, but he failed. Finally, he stopped pretending to be dead and faced the problem.
He pondered for a moment and said in a rare and serious tone: "I don't reject you, but I can't establish the relationship you want with you."
Osvid's heart beat hard, so clear that even Kevin felt it.
"Why?" Osvid's tone was a little depressed, even his four claws were exhausted.
"Because you just now, I feel that I have to be more cautious. Before you have at least the idea of being equal to you, even if you establish a relationship, it will not be much stable, because it is too disproportionate..." Kevin said, "In that way, I will feel like a scumbag who cheats people, a bastard who is not moral, and I think it's too big a scumbag, and I don't want to wear it."
Osvid's eyes gradually lit up again. He suddenly raised his head, stared at Kevin with his transparent eyes, and said, "So you have ideas about me too?"
Kevin: “…How did you come to the conclusion?”
"Don't worry, I just think so." Osvid was determined.
Kevin thought for a while and said, "You might as well think about it again, at least until you know me thoroughly, then talk about it--"
Before he could finish his words, the roof of the underground palace suddenly vibrated, and a layer of dust fell down.
"What's going on?" Osvid covered him with his claws, blocked some broken sand and gravel, looked up alertly.
Chapter completed!