Chapter 1 The Past
When Lu Zhengfei entered the bedroom, Chen Qianqing was already asleep.
His body curled unnaturally, like a cooked shrimp, with long hair hanging down, covering his pale face, and his whole body was as thin as a piece of paper.
Chen Qianqing was handsome, elegant, and played a beautiful piano. When she smiled, she had beautiful dimples on her face, just like a prince in a movie, everything was so perfect.
But now, Lu Zhengfei walked over and reached out to touch Chen Qianqing's face.
Chen Qianqing was too thin, and the shape of the bones could be vaguely seen on his pale face. When Lu Zhengfei touched him, he reflexively wanted to shrink his body, and a slight sob came out of his mouth.
But in the end, he didn't wake up, or he was awake, but he didn't want to open his eyes.
Chen Qianqing has beautiful eyes, thick eyelashes and clear eyes. When staring at you, it is like saying love words to you. Lu Zhengfei likes Chen Qianqing and his eyes even more, but Lu Zhengfei will never get Chen Qianqing's attention - because his lover is already blind.
Chen Qianqing's sleep quality is not high. He has been insomnia recently and has to rely on a large number of sleeping pills to fall asleep. Once this drug forms inertia, it is difficult to change, so if there is no sleeping pill, Chen Qianqing cannot sleep at all.
Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing have a bad fate. Chen Qianqing doesn't like Lu Zhengfei, and he doesn't even like men. Lu Zhengfei used all his skills to lock Chen Qianqing by his side, watching him from blooming to withering and finally on the verge of death.
The culprit that Chen Qianqing became like this was Lu Zhengfei, and now he regrets it.
Looking at Chen Qianqing who was dying and could leave him at almost any time, Lu Zhengfei regretted that he used those methods to Chen Qianqing and regretted that he had done things to an irreversible level, but there was never a regret medicine in the world that could be bought.
Lu Zhengfei regretted his death, but he was powerless to do anything about Chen Qianqing's departure. He could snatch Chen Qianqing from others, but he could not compete with the god of death for Chen Qianqing's life.
"Um..." Chen Qianqing woke up. He couldn't see anything, but he could still blink. His eyes that should have been clear were gray and looked particularly terrifying with his pale face.
"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei shouted softly.
Chen Qianqing's body stiffened when he heard Lu Zhengfei's voice. The person in front of him was his lifelong nightmare. He could not break free from the confinement and could not stop the harm. He could only be dragged to hell by this person named Lu Zhengfei.
Chen Qianqing said: "Lu Zhengfei, am I going to die?"
The word death was so sensitive at this time. Lu Zhengfei froze after hearing this word, and then forced himself to smile: "Qianqing, don't worry, you won't die."
Chen Qianqing was silent for a moment, and his bloodless lips curled up a sarcastic arc. He said, "I wish I could die."
The forced smile on Lu Zhengfei's face disappeared in an instant, and Chen Qianqing could not see Lu Zhengfei's expression. If he could see it, he would probably feel happy in his heart.
Lu Zhengfei was unhappy, so Chen Qianqing was happy.
Chen Qianqing's physical condition is no longer allowed to cause any trouble. Even if Lu Zhengfei is angry, he can only endure it.
Seeing that Lu Zhengfei was silent, Chen Qianqing continued, "I am also glad that I am blind and I don't have to see such a disgusting thing as you."
Lu Zhengfei clenched his fists.
Chen Qianqing said, "Get out, I can't sleep here." Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing, and after a long time he said hoarsely, "Qianqing, don't do this."
Don't do this? After hearing this, Chen Qianqing just wanted to sneer. Lu Zhengfei was obviously the initiator, but he always wanted to look like a victim. In this relationship, Chen Qianqing was the victim. He did not have any feelings for Lu Zhengfei from beginning to end - of course, except for hatred.
In order to get him, Lu Zhengfei not only threatened his family, but also imprisoned him as a pet. In recent years, Chen Qianqing has suffered almost every day.
But it doesn't matter, everything is about to end now.
Chen Qianqing knew that he was about to die. He lay on the bed and could feel life being pulled away from his body little by little. If a person really wanted to die, then no one could stop him.
Lu Zhengfei found the best doctor, used the best medicine, and even threatened him with his family, but Chen Qianqing continued to weaken day by day.
Lu Zhengfei knew what Chen Qianqing was thinking, but he had no choice but to say, "Qianqing, you are dead like this, how can you take revenge on me?"
Chen Qianqing coughed a few times when she heard this, but her face turned apart, but her smile was extremely vicious. He said, "Lu Zhengfei, I'm dead, isn't it the best revenge for you?"
Lu Zhengfei said: "Do you really think that your death is the best revenge on me? If you die, I can still find my next lover. I have money and power, and I can't get anything."
Chen Qianqing chuckled: "You can't get me."
Lu Zhengfei could not refute that during this period, he had been running for Chen Qianqing. He was even willing to die for Chen Qianqing, but Chen Qianqing would not waver at all. He just put on the coldest expression. Looking at Lu Zhengfei tossing, it was like watching a fish jumping in a pond that was about to dry up, sad and pitiful.
Lu Zhengfei had no choice but to the end, he said to Chen Qianqing: "Qianqing, if I die, are you willing to survive?"
Chen Qianqing didn't speak or move, like a lifeless puppet. After a long time, he said, "Lu Zhengfei, the past cannot be pursued." Your death cannot keep me.
Lu Zhengfei's eyes were indifferent. Chen Qianqing in front of him was so strange, completely different from the person who attracted him at the beginning. He was the person who twisted Chen Qianqing a little bit.
The wrong things, the wrong feelings, the wrong time and the wrong people, Lu Zhengfei finally started to cry in a low voice. The crying was extremely desolate, but it did not make Chen Qianqing feel any soft-hearted.
Chen Qianqing, who was lying on the bed, had disabled legs and blindness. His severe depression made him hate this person named Lu Zhengfei, and he would not be shaken by Lu Zhengfei's cry.
Chen Qianqing should have had a brilliant future, but everything was ruined by Lu Zhengfei.
All were ruined.
Lu Zhengfei knelt on the ground and cried, tears moistening the carpet. He knew that he was wrong, he was wrong too much, and he couldn't turn back. Chen Qianqing's laughter was gentle, but it hit Lu Zhengfei's soul again and again like a heavy hammer.
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In April, spring is in full swing.
Chen Qianqing's funeral was a weekend, and there were very few people who came to attend, only a few friends they knew, and even no relatives.
Lu Zhengfei was wearing a black suit and black gauze on his arms. Compared to before, he looked much haggard, and even had white hair on his temples.
"Mr. Lu Zhengfei's friend patted his shoulder: "Ji'era."
Lu Zhengfei looked at the brand new tombstone in front of him in silence, without moving and without speaking.
The friend knew about Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing, so he didn't want to persuade him anymore. He just sighed and walked away.
After the funeral, Chen Qianqing was buried in peace. After everyone was exposed, Lu Zhengfei stood alone in front of the tombstone.
"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei said: "I'm sorry."
The green trees sprout new buds, and the fragrance of flowers and birds make everything look so beautiful. Chen Qianqing's smile was embedded on the cold stone tablet. His smile was like a flower on it, making people feel like spring breeze.
Lu Zhengfei's expression was very serious. He squatted down, gently stroked the stone tablet, kissed Chen Qianqing in the photo, and then took out his gun and pointed it at his head: "Qianqing, I'm sorry."
The sound of the object breaking down, and bright red blood splashed all over the floor, splashing, contaminating Chen Qianqing's photos, but Chen Qianqing's smile became even brighter because of these liquids.
Death is never the end of the story.
Lu Zhengfei didn't know what the world was after death, but when he struggled to open his eyes, he thought death was a dream he had.
Chen Qianqing in the dream lost his life in front of him, and in the dream he picked up a gun and exploded his head.
The strong smell of disinfectant at the tip of the nose and the noisy sound made Lu Zhengfei feel uncomfortable. However, the most obvious discomfort was on his legs. Lu Zhengfei felt that his legs were very painful, very painful.
"Qianqing, Qianqing..." Someone was calling a familiar name. Lu Zhengfei was really not open his eyes, and he felt that his whole body was in ache.
"Qianqing, Qianqing." The voice was still yelling, and Lu Zhengfei felt depressed and almost crazy.
"Chen Qianqing." The low voice was filled with anger and coldness: "Do you think you can run away? Next time, you will not break one leg."
Lu Zhengfei finally fainted from pain.
When I woke up again, I don’t know how long it took. Lu Zhengfei opened his eyes with difficulty and saw a snow-white color - the ceiling above his head.
The smell of disinfectant was so strong that Lu Zhengfei turned his head and saw a needle stuck on his right hand, but his whole body could not move at all.
"Mr. Chen, are you awake?" A nurse walked to Lu Zhengfei and said softly: "Do you feel uncomfortable?"
Lu Zhengfei's eyes were confused and he couldn't understand the nurse's words for a moment.
"Mr. Chen?" The beautiful nurse frowned in confusion, reached out to shake Lu Zhengfei's eyes. When she found that Lu Zhengfei's eyes were still motionless, she was shocked and hurriedly called Lu Zhengfei's attending doctor in.
"Mr. Chen?" The doctor seemed a little anxious when he saw Lu Zhengfei's indifferent look. He said, "Mr. Chen, can you hear us talking?"
Lu Zhengfei was silent for a long time, and until the doctor and nurse were about to go crazy, he said hoarsely: "What are you calling me?"
The doctor looked at Lu Zhengfei in shock: "Mr. Chen... are you... okay?"
Chapter completed!