Chapter 41
The longest summer vacation is finally coming to an end. Before leaving, everyone had a meal together.
Tang Guo had no plans to go, but Ji Xun, as the squad leader, must appear. With Lian Qiao's strong invitation, she also went to join in the fun.
As a result, there were 50 people in the class, and more than 70 people went there, half of them from other classes, and a total of four private rooms were opened.
After walking a few times during the meal, I went there a few more. When Tang Guo and Lian Qiao went to the bathroom together, they met Qi You. Tang Guo raised his hand and said hello. Qi You forced a smile and responded. It was quite embarrassing.
Lian Qiao looked down on Qi You, and Qi You was a little introverted. The reason why she was good to Tang Guo was because Tang Guo was easy to get along with, and she would not be restrained when getting along with Tang Guo. At this age, the friendship was just a matter of having dinner, toilet and having an appointment to go to the library on weekends. It was not unbreakable. However, Qi You and Tang Guo were alienated from Tang Guo gradually improved and their relationship with Ji Xun became better and better.
To put it bluntly, I felt a little jealous. I was originally an ordinary introverted and inconspicuous girl. Suddenly, a male god was chasing and protecting her, and attracted much attention. The subtle jealousy and why she was not allowed to do so corrode her slim friendship.
After Tang Guo finished class, he often went to Qi You. He knew that she had not done well in the exam and handed over a copy of the front desk academic master's focus to check for the gaps. As a result, Qi You turned to others and told others that Tang Guo especially liked to show off in front of her. This was heard back in Tang Guo's ears. Tang Guo was just stunned and said nothing.
At that time, Lian Qiao felt that Tang Guo was quite calm. If it were her, she would have to scold people for being bloody, such a ungrateful wolf who bit Lu Dongbin.
In fact, Tang Guo was very sad, but she didn't say that she had always been a little inferior and was too kind. When others made mistakes, she first reflected on her own mistakes, and then analyzed them over and over in her heart. In the end, she saw it too thoroughly, so she didn't care who was right and who was wrong.
So later, I never looked for Qi You once, and even when Qi You took the initiative to show his good deeds, she was not surprised at all. People like Tang Guo looked weak and kind and bullied, but in fact, it was really hard to be hard when they were hard.
After returning to the private room, Lian Qiao and Tang Guo bite their ears and told Qi You a gossip: "Ji You were with Jiang Hao as soon as the college entrance examination was over. He went out with Jiang Hao, going to bars, nightclubs, etc. The two of them went... Well, someone saw them coming out of the hotel, but Jiang Hao broke up with Qi You in a few days, and it seemed that he even said something ugly in front of many people."
Tang Guo was a little surprised, "Did Jiang Hao come today too?"
Lian Qiao nodded, "I came with Shen Huiyin, it was quite early. Qi You seemed to have arrived just now. I wouldn't come if I wanted me to kill me. It would be so embarrassing to get together!" And if it were her, she wouldn't provoke boys like Jiang Hao. Looking at his previous girlfriends, he knew that this person was not something that ordinary people could subdue.
Shen Huiyin has good grades and is in Class 2. Because Class 1 and 2 share a group of teachers, there are quite a few people from Class 2 coming today.
The party is boring - probably it is boring for people like Tang Guo who rarely have friends and don’t like to join in the fun!
I just listened to the gossip. Most of the gossips are about feelings, and the former best friends turned against each other. Anyway, the people's enthusiasm for bloody dogs is regardless of age.
Tang Guo didn't care about these things, but just pricked his ears when he heard Shen Huiyin chasing Ji Xun.
When she was in her senior year, Tang Guo and Ji Xun had little contact and forced herself not to pay attention to his updates. She was not a gossiper, and she did not have the kind of best friend who always paid attention to the news of his lovers in real time, so she didn't even hear about Ji Xun.
This was the first time she heard about this.
They said that there were several times when Ji Xun took the initiative to find Shen Huiyin.
Tang Guo didn't say anything, but Lian Qiao asked a few questions, "Why are the squad leader looking for Shen Huiyin? It seems that they have no intersection!"
"I heard that it seems to be asking Shen Huiyin what she wants. Don't you know. Shen Huiyin is a single parent and her father raised her. She also has a twin sister who was awarded her mother when her parents divorced. Her mother remarried Ji Xun's father. It should be true, but I also heard from others that this relationship is really complicated."
So Tang Guo vaguely guessed that Ji Xun should have wanted Ye Sang’s things! Otherwise, they should have nothing to say. Ji Xun hated Shen Huiyin since junior high school.
...
After the meal, everyone scattered the private rooms and had fun. The boys and girls were separated, but now they all went together. Ji Xun also found an opportunity to come and see Tang Guo, but Tang Guo was busy playing games with people around him, so he drove him away.
Before leaving, Ji Xun said "tsk" and said, "Sure enough, women don't cherish them if they get them."
Bian Ershang burst into laughter and joked: "Squad leader, have you chased us Guoguo?"
Ji Xun raised his eyebrows proudly: "That's not."
A group of girls were just gossiping about Ji Xun and various girls, but they didn't expect that the main girlfriend was in the room. Now when Ji Xun left, they apologized to Tang Guo and said that they were just talking and having fun!
Tang Guo said it was okay, but after that, a group of people kept talking about her and Ji Xun, which made her very uncomfortable. She found an opportunity to escape and walked downstairs by herself.
Downstairs is a public entertainment area, with a chess and card room, a billiards hall and video game room. Tang Guo found an open counter and ordered a drink. She sat and played with her mobile phone.
When Shen Huiyin came over, Tang Guo didn't know. The two of them sat face to face for a while. Tang Guo looked up and saw who was sitting opposite him, and was stunned.
Shen Huiyin pulled the corner of her mouth and barely laughed.
Tang Guo didn't say anything, wondering what Shen Huiyin wanted to do, or maybe she just came out to hide from Qingjing?
After a while, Shen Huiyin spoke first: "Are you with Ji Xun?"
Tang Guo said "yes", this is not a secret. After a quarrel, even the teacher knew about it, but unlike the strict precautions he had when he was in school, he just smiled and teased Ji Xun, but he should be gentle to his girlfriend.
Shen Huiyin pursed her lips, "Do you know what I hate you the most?"
Tang Guo didn't say anything, but she had an answer in her heart. She hated that she always surrounds Ji Xun'er!
However, Shen Huiyin's answer is not this: "I can't hate you, I can't do anything, I'm still being protected everywhere, Ji Xun protects you, the teacher protects you, and even your parents protect you unconditionally."
Tang Guo opened her mouth, but she had no way to explain. Sometimes she felt that she hated herself for being incompetent and could not hate herself for anything. She had only figured it out in the past two years, but in fact she had not done anything wrong.
When I was young, I probably felt a little inferior. Some people’s inferiority complex was manifested in blaming themselves, while some people’s inferiority complex was manifested in taking anger at others. Tang Guo was the former and Shen Huiyin was the latter.
Tang Guo held the drink and shook it, laughing, "So I deserve to be bullied?"
Shen Huiyin frowned slightly: "Forget it, it's all over. I was not sensible at that time."
"It's you who are ignorant, it's not me who are ignorant. And it's you who are gone, it's not me who are gone." Tang Guo said in a low voice but firm manner.
Tang Guo was very angry, as if a lot of aggrieved arises in this moment. She stood up and took a few breaths before suppressing the anger. She didn't want to say anything more, but after two steps, she couldn't help but stand still. She said: "I was very picky when I was a child. My parents were very busy with food. Once I fainted in the toilet with low blood sugar, and there was no one at home. My mother was frightened when she came back from work. She blamed herself. So when she was in junior high school, she sent me back to the town to go to school and asked my grandmother to take care of me. I was very uncomfortable at that time. For me, those three years were very difficult. Every time my mother asked me how I was in school, I would tell her that it was very good, the teacher was very responsible, and the classmates were very friendly to me. I dare not say that I was often hated by female classmates for no reason. I was afraid that my mother would blame herself even more."
Shen Huiyin pursed her lips.
Tang Guo let out a long sigh: "For you, being protected and maintained is something worth jealous, but for me, it means that I am a weak person and a burden to others."
That feeling was not good. My parents had conflicts over various things. Because of Tang Guo, my mother and my father had a big fight. My mother said that my father never considered himself. My father didn't say a word, but he only said sorry. My grandmother was in poor health and had to take care of her daily life. The neighbors secretly said that my mother was unfilial, and Tang Guo only blamed herself. She was a teenager and seemed to be a child, but she had already understood everything in her heart, but she really couldn't do anything in her teenager. She had no way to take care of herself, no way to reduce the burden on her parents, and no way not to cause trouble to anyone.
It is said that a child who is too careful and sensible will not be happy. She thinks too much, so she is always unhappy.
Later, when Tang Guo thought about it, she felt very grateful to Ji Xun. It was his existence that made her not feel that her life in school was bad. It was because he often helped her stand out and did not make the bullies too much. It was because he occasionally made points to let her see the other side of the matter. For example, being bullied was not only too weak, but also indicating the rudeness and excessiveness of others. For example, there is no way for a child to not burden her parents. This should be considered when parents decide to give birth to a child. When the child feels pain for this, the parents are also at fault.
In life, you will meet all kinds of people. Ji Xun is not a good student in the strict sense, but he is a very important noble person in Tang Guo's life.
When Tang Guo met Ji Xun when he went upstairs, he looked at him with red eyes, which scared Ji Xun. He frowned and leaned over to look at her: "Who bullied you?" That posture seemed as if he could immediately carry his fist to fight as long as Tang Guo said a name.
Tang Guo didn't want to complain, so he smiled and shook his head: "No, I just read a news and was a little moved."
Ji Xun breathed a sigh of relief and pinched her face: "What a bright future! What news?"
"Just... I'm very great when I'm taking the entrance exam to Peking University for love, right?"
Ji Xun thought for a while and said, "Then we can also make news."
That's right, but Ji Xun suddenly decided to work hard because of Ye Sang, and Tang Guo because of him.
In fact, this is not exactly the case. There are many reasons why a student works hard to study. For Tang Guo, Ji Xun is a suitable opportunity and inspiration point.
Tang Guo remembered that he worked hard because Ye Sang suddenly became sore and said in anger: "You are greater than me."
Ji Xun didn't know what she was saying, but it didn't affect him shamelessly: "That's not, I've been worried about you."
...
It was already evening when the dinner was over. Everyone was crazy for an afternoon. Several classmates were still yelling to go to KTV to have fun until dawn. However, the teachers were afraid that their parents would worry, so they drove everyone home early. Everyone said farewell at the door reluctantly. These friends who were together day and night, who were looking up but not seeing each other, would soon go their separate ways and scattered in different cities in China. It would be difficult to meet again.
Some people, even after today, never have the chance to see each other again.
So the sorrow of separation came out at this moment. Some students even wiped their tears and choked up at the "mean" teacher who wanted to scold him eight hundred times a day in his third year of high school and said, "Teacher, I can't bear to leave you."
Ji Xun went to call a taxi for a few drunk male classmates. Tang Guo stood alone in the corner and waited, watching others expressing reluctance. She was a person with little emotion. At most, when she was in a daze, she sighed that the fate between people was wonderful and short, but she couldn't say anything to her, "I can't bear to leave you" to others.
While waiting, someone suddenly patted her on the shoulder. Tang Guo turned around and saw Jiang Hao. He seemed to be drinking, his eyes were slightly red, his eyes were half-closed, and his shoulders were slightly collapsed, and he was standing behind her with a smile: "Do you want me to take you home?"
Tang Guo was a little confused, so Jiang Hao cut his short inch, and he was a little loose and slutty. In addition, this style is also blessed by legends. In short, he is the bad boy among the bad boys. He looks scary. She couldn't help but take a step back and pointed to Ji Xun in the distance: "We're waiting for Ji Xun."
Jiang Hao lit a cigarette, glanced at Ji Xun, and said a "hum" overflowing from his nose, "Are you really with him?"
Tang Guo nodded inexplicably.
Jiang Hao didn't know what he remembered and laughed: "He is really passionate."
Tang Guo said "Hmm?" and was even more confused.
"I said I wanted to chase you back then, but he even fought with me. This man is a lunatic."
Tang Guo's greetings were about to overflow.
Jiang Hao ignored Tang Guo who was becoming more and more confused, lifted his sleeves and showed her: "There are still scars on his arm!" Jiang Hao picked Tang Guo's ponytail and smiled coldly: "I have to remember you for the rest of my life."
Until Jiang Hao was called away, Tang Guo had not reacted yet. Jiang... Jiang Hao was going to chase her? Ji Xun had a fight with him because of this?
Did she know about the fight? It was embarrassing that the two stopped because they were too anxious to persuade the fight and cried in a hurry?
But the version she heard was clearly that Jiang Hao was going to pursue Ji Xun’s childhood sweetheart Ye Sang?
Chapter completed!