Chapter 44
Ji Xun couldn't even say these things in front of Tang Guo, let alone in front of outsiders.
During the interview, even though the reporter's senior sister chased and beat him hard, Ji Xun only said a few words. He could not say too sensational words.
But even a few words were enough to surprise Tang Guo.
Tang Guo had no ambiguous concept in his impression. Even Ji Xun, who was before the second year of junior high school, had a vague impression. He only remembered that he was a friend in kindergarten. He was taller than his peers and a little worse than his peers. When he was in elementary school, the two of them were not in the same school. Later, they met several times, but they were not deeply impressed.
When I was in junior high school, the two of them sat at the same table for two years. Tang Guo lived a very lonely life in those two years. He had no friends, and was more or less excluded. He dared not tell his family that he did not want to cause trouble for his parents. He was worried every day, and his only fun was to make a bill and try his best to find fun in the scarce life.
The two of them can’t say that they have a good relationship or a bad relationship. They meet them every day at school, and even if others can’t find Ji Xun, they will come to ask Tang Guo specifically: “Where is Ji Xun?” “Is Ji Xun back?” “Where has Ji Xun gone?”
However, when two people leave the school gate, they rarely contact each other, so Tang Guo couldn't attribute the relationship between the two to a very good one.
So in the interview, the "childhood sweetheart" mentioned by Ji Xun made Tang Guo feel particularly suspicious, and the sentence: "There is no one else, she is the only one." "There is nothing to hide. She is indeed the only one, her first love, the first person she likes."
He was accustomed to telling lies seriously, and Tang Guo felt it was impossible no matter how he thought about it.
As soon as she listened to the recordings, someone came to take her job away. She was afraid that she would be embarrassed to write and delete the essence.
Tang Guoteng came to work all weekend and afternoon, but he had nothing to do all of a sudden, so he packed up his books and went to the library to review his homework.
The library was crowded on weekends. Tang Guo touched the old place and saw Ji Xun. The stool next to him was empty. Tang Guo went over and put an orange out of the bag and put it in front of him. Ji Xun was focused. Only then did he find her, turn his head and look at her: "Why is it coming out again?"
Tang Guo licked her lips, "It's... OK again."
Ji Xun didn't ask much, nodded, and handed her the Constitutional Textbook to her for the key points.
Tang Guo was a little inattentive today and was always distracted. Finally, she took out her mobile phone to play. When she was flipping through the news, she happened to see the content updated by the official account.
The old title: What is the love of a top student like?
Tang Guo had heard the recording in advance and could guess the general content, but when he clicked on it, it was completely different.
What she didn't know was that after Ji Xun finished the interview, he called the reporter of the school newspaper and said that I could give you a text version.
Of course, journalists like to hear about it. Some things are indeed not easy to say, but it is easier to write.
So Ji Xun wrote a handwritten book, but he still couldn't incite the love, but it was much more detailed than the interview, and the typewriter posted the full text.
There was a passage he said: It was easy to fall in love with her. She has been loved since she was a child. I originally thought I didn’t have to worry too much, but when I reacted, I was too relieved. I was "forced" by her for studying. I had nothing. Fortunately, I was still young and had a future. I thought it would be okay if I didn’t have it now. I had to have it in the future. She was spoiled since she was a child. If I was useless, how could her parents be willing to give it to me? Yes, I started thinking about this very early, but it shows that I have been planning for a long time. In fact, many times I didn’t realize that I was not a very meticulous person since I was a child, and when I reacted, I was already deeply trapped.
Tang Guo turned her head and looked at Ji Xun. Ji Xun noticed her gaze and turned around: "Hmm?"
Tang Guo stopped talking for a while, but finally couldn't help it. She put her phone in front of him and asked him to see it. Ji Xun lowered his head and glanced at her, only giving her a response, "Yes."
Tang Guo thought he would say something, but he just said no, but Tang Guo couldn't hold it in, so he asked him: "You said... the person you like can be called childhood sweethearts, and others can only be called partners?"
Ji Xun glanced at her and waited for the following.
Tang Guo just felt very confused, which conflicted with her long-standing cognition: "I thought..."
"Why are you?" Ji Xun raised her eyebrows, thinking she was weird.
Tang Guo shook his head. After all, the person has passed away, so he always feels it is not good to talk about it.
But how could Ji Xun let her go? He was so annoyed that he was half-talk, especially Tang Guo, who was not very good at guessing the girl's thoughts, so once Tang Guo obviously had something to worry about and didn't tell him, he would be extremely irritable.
Ji Xun collected the book and knocked on the table, "Go and go out for dinner."
Tang Guo said "Oh" and followed him out.
Several people paid attention to them on the way, but I wonder if I had read that article too.
Tang Guo felt a little embarrassed, so she hid quietly when Ji Xun held her hand and put her hands up.
In Ji Xun's eyes, this is undoubtedly a secondary injury.
When the two passed by the teaching building, Ji Xun pushed her into an empty classroom.
Then he pinched her waist and hugged her on the desk, leaned over and pressed her face to face: "Tell me, why are you doing? Don't let me guess!"
He frowned and looked like he was ready to go, but Tang Guo became nervous. She couldn't hold back, and he asked again, so Tang Guo quickly called him, "I thought your childhood sweetheart was Ye Sang, and you... like her."
Now when Tang Guo recalled, he could still remember the frustration in Tang Guo's heart when he asked him if he was his childhood sweetheart. Yes, it was frustration, the feeling of being frustrated for a moment. She didn't know what it was at that time, but she just thought that she felt lonely because her only friend in No. 1 Middle School was not her best friend. Now, thinking about it, I probably liked him at that time. Because I liked it, I was extremely frustrated when I heard that he had someone he liked.
Thinking about it now, I still feel depressed. In addition to depression, there are also sadness and grievances. Just like a child who had no sugar, she would not cry, but one day you told her that she could have had sugar, but she didn't get it. That kind of grievance feels more wronged than having no sugar from beginning to end.
Ji Xun felt ridiculous and ridiculous: "When did I tell you that I like Ye Sang?"
Tang Guo looked up and retorted: "You said that you have someone you like very much. She is very outstanding and beautiful. You and she have known each other since childhood. She is a girl with long hair. Is there anyone else besides Ye Sang?" God knows how uncomfortable she felt when she heard him say it. Later, she felt uncomfortable whenever she thinks about it. She advised herself over and over again, no matter what she used to be, now at least she is with him, so she shouldn't care about it. But I don't know, but some things are never let go of once I know.
"Are you a pig?" Ji Xun was so angry that he couldn't breathe smoothly. "Aren't you beautiful? Are you not outstanding? Didn't you know me and you since you were a child? Have you had short hair?"
"I..." Tang Guo turned into astonishment, stared at his angry face in a daze for a while, and then asked in disbelief: "Me?"
"Or what?" Ji Xun secretly reminded her no less than 800 times, but in the end he accumulated such a big misunderstanding.
The two of them were silent for a while. Ji Xun held Tang Guo's neck and pulled her over and kissed her for a while, pressing her head against her head and said, "There is no one else, you are the only one, before and in the future."
Tang Guo licked her numb lips and nodded slightly: "Oh."
On the way to dinner, Ji Xun suddenly remembered, "So you are very unhappy every time I go to the hospital?" I didn't know what happened to her at that time, but then I realized that where did she draw the bullshit conclusion?
It has reached this point, and Tang Guo has no need to be stubborn. He nodded and shook his head: "I'm not very unhappy, I just feel a little disappointed. And... I think you are pitiful."
The person you like has a terminal illness, and you can have more than 50 episodes of bitterness in the TV series.
Ji Xun rolled his eyes in anger, and finally said: "I treat her as a family member, a relative, and nothing else. I have been a little embarrassed about her since I was a child. I haven't talked to you too much. What's the idea of where your mind comes from?" Ye Sang was like an elder in his eyes, and he spoke sternly, so he always spoke to her with restraint. He respected her from the bottom of his heart, but he was not very willing to talk to her. Who would like to talk to her more?
Tang Guo was resentful about his stupidity. He felt even more foolish when he heard his explanation, and hurriedly said, "I didn't blame you..." She just competed with herself. Now she knew it was a misunderstanding. Although she was ashamed of her stupidity and a little inexplicable grievance, she was actually happy in her heart. It turned out that she had always liked herself? There is no such thing as a person she liked, which makes people feel more gratified than the person she liked.
Ji Xun was furious: "You might as well blame me!" It would be fine if you beat him and scold him. He could have cleaned up the inexplicable thoughts in her mind.
Fool! Fool!
The fact that he liked her was almost written on his face and engraved on his heart. Everyone in the world knew about it, but she didn't know it.
Chapter completed!