"If these things hadn't happened in these years, if I had been married for the first time, I could have been able to redeem our relationship, if I was the first to rescue you in that fire... we would not have reached the point where we are today, and our children would... be born safely and grow up well..."

Zuo Zhan couldn't continue to say it or think about it. His stuttering voice was filled with a tremolo that he had never seen before.

He knew all of them and understood them all, but he didn't dare to think about them or face them. Since childhood, he was not afraid of the world, but in front of making a wish, he was timid again and again, afraid, and anxious, and unable to sleep all night...

Because Li Mengyao thought of everything that happened to Shue You, he had the urge to cry.

What made them today.

What made her, who had been deeply in love with him for more than ten years, let go and refused to turn back when she left.

If you say that you make a wish, what will you say when you are so affectionate that she is let down? If you say that she is so cruel that she is so soft that she forgives him again and again and again, what will you say when you are let down?!

There is a saying that no one can really understand a person unless he puts on his shoes and walks around, standing in her position to think about the problem, but when he really walks the way he comes, he feels sad as soon as he takes a step.

It was also at this moment that Zuo Zhan realized extremely clearly that he was sorry for making a wish and owed her too much, and he could not pay it back for his life...

The stalemate of the wish, Zuo Zhan hugged him tightly, and his breathing was suffocating and he became heavy.

She stopped her brain in minutes.

With her only little consciousness, she said with difficulty, "If the child is still there... she will be five years old this year."

These words were like a torrent of water hitting Zuo Zhan's heart. His heart-wrenching body trembled. He could not say anything except the light and soft words of sorry.

"It's a pity that there is never any if in this world." Xu Yuan looked at him indifferently, and his cold eyes, with just one glance, destroyed Zuo Zhan's mind.

Just like when I first broke up, I made a wish to look at him deeply.

It was just like he woke up from his dreams countless times at midnight. This glance was like the deepest nightmare, entangling him with miserable pain.

"Stop talking." Zuo Zhan closed his eyes in pain, and could only interrupt her.

Make a vow and calm down. When you want to push him away, you are again shackled by Zuo Zhan. He buried his head on her neck and shoulders, and said hoarsely, "I'm wrong. You can't be wrong anymore. You're too wrong. But no matter what, I can't lose you again. Make a vow, let's have another child!"

"A child who belongs to you and me..." He murmured in a trembling voice, as if only in this way could he temporarily suppress the pain that was torn into pieces, as if only in this way could he stabilize their relationship and she could be his...

But he pushed him away and looked at him with a sad and indifferent look, "I will have children, but I will definitely not be with you."

After saying this, she expected that the blood color faded from Zuo Zhan's face.

A feeling of revenge breeds in her heart.

Some are useless, some are meaningless and boring.

But thinking of everything that happened back then, it was impossible for Shue to feel angry. She thought she was pretentious and childish, and after finding some psychological balance, she turned around and pushed the door and got out of the car.

Zuo Zhan sat in the car and sighed heavily.

After his mood calmed down, he got out of the car and chased after him.

He just chose a roadside parking lot, made a wish to get off the car, and walked along the street, thinking about finding a hotel to stay for one night, and let's talk about other things tomorrow.

She wanted to take a good rest now, otherwise the collapsed emotions would swallow her up.

Zuo Zhan strode from behind to catch up with her, as if he guessed what he wanted to do for a wish, he said straight, "Don't stay in a hotel. I have a house here, let's go over."
Chapter completed!