I can empathize with her despair, just as her blood wet the ground, and on this cold winter day, blood ice was formed.

"I promise you..." My lips trembled and I hugged her hard: "I promise you everything. As long as you live well, we will go far away and never come back. I will not take revenge."

"I just want you to be alive. First snow, I have no relatives, I am the only one who is left."

Chuxue smiled and touched my face with bloody hands, "I'm not afraid, I've been there all the time, and Chuge has been there all the time."

"You deserve to die." Qi Jingque bent down and picked her up, and she took her away from my arms, like a devil emerging from hell, lifted her up with one hand.

The blood on her body dripped like the river water, and the sound was slamming.

"Then go and die." Qi Jingque Bing said coldly and heartlessly.

I reached out my hand and shouted in despair: "No."

Qi Jingque's cold lips curled up a touch of coldness. When he swung his arms, Chuxue was thrown out like an arrow and his body went straight to the palace wall.

I used my hands and feet, and stumbled over. Chuxue rolled down from the palace wall, and his blood-stained face pressed on the ground. When I saw me running, I blinked and tried to stretch out my weak hand, but it didn't rise up. My eyes were big, and I could not hide my eyes. The blood and tears in my eyes were hanging on the corners of my eyes, the color in my eyes, and the solidified begging.

"First snow..." I climbed in front of her, and I didn't dare to touch her with my hands. The coldness on the ground penetrated into my body. I couldn't help but tremble all over. The person who was so good the moment before was dead now.

No more, I have no relatives, and the only person who cares about me is gone.

"Haha!" I laughed softly, tears surging, despair and hatred all surged into my heart, just like the moment I was thrown into the sea of ​​fire, I hated, I hated everyone.

All of them deserve to die, and my only hope was shattered, so I shouldn't think I found something to rely on, the weak did not take any action.

The enemy of the enemy is a friend, why can't I cooperate with Si Xuanji?

"Jiu'er, don't be afraid, you still have me!" Helianxi put his hand on my shoulder and carefully said: "I'll be able to solve everything for you soon."

I turned my head, tears fell down my cheeks, and my eyes were red, and the corners of my mouth curled up: "You want to solve everything for me, okay, kill yourself first."

The hand Helianxi placed on my shoulder suddenly retracted, took two steps back in a hurry, and looked at me with a terrible attack.

The hatred in my eyes burned like the brightest fire, "Don't you dare? Do you want to let it go, don't you dare to let it go, why do you say, I still have you?"

"You are a puppet, a puppet slaughtered by others from beginning to end. Why do you say in front of me to solve everything for me?"

"Why did you make me wait for you? I have never loved you from beginning to end. Twins, you are just a substitute. Don't think too much about yourself, Helian Xi."

"No!" Helianxi opened his mouth to explain, and Qi Jingque walked out from behind him. The man who killed my most important person now stretched out to me like a ok person, "Don't care about the chess piece, go home with me."

The person I wanted to protect was irrelevant to him. He took her life casually, and his hands still had her blood, so cruel and ruthless irrelevant.

I knelt on the ground and looked up at him, "Who am I?"

"You are my wife." Qi Jingque said to me.

"Who is your wife?" I asked him, Chuxue was behind me, staring at me with wide eyes, and staring at the murderer who killed her in front of me.

For me during her lifetime, she jumped into me regardless of the sea of ​​fire and saved me. She did not die, but she endured great pain and turned her face into what I used to be, avenging me.

Now, because of my insistence, I lost my life. I am really a very harmful thing. I love you but don’t love me, and I can’t keep anyone you care about.

Qi Jingque was silent, he hesitated, but he did not answer me.

I grinned and smiled: "Qi Jingque, I'm deceiving myself, you are not much better than me."

"I don't believe that Si Sizi said I was a substitute, and even more so that Si Xuanji took me away and left here to southern Xinjiang. I believe you, I believe that you can help me kill the Queen Mother, I believe that you can kill me Helianxi, but you repeatedly told me that you are the Queen Mother's dog."

"Tell me again, you want the wealth and honor, because you can't get what you love, so you want my substitute, too. What agreement did you reach with Helianxi? What agreement did you reach with the Queen Mother?"

"I imprisoned me, trapped me in bed, say what to ask me to give birth to you, who do you want my child to commemorate, or will the children I gave birth to look similar to those of your beloved?"

Qi Jingque's hand that reached out to me trembled slightly, his narrow eyes were as dark as the night, and there was no light left only coldness and blood.

"What are you talking nonsense? You are my wife, not someone else, nor a substitute. Don't listen to others' nonsense. I will protect you and come here and we will go home."

I stood up shakingly and looked at his narrow eyes, "Who am I, Mu Jiuer? Jiang Jiu? You don't know, why don't you know if you marry me?"

I firmly believe that my soul resurrected from the dead and my soul occupied this body. My soul is Jiangjiu, but the owner of my body is Mu Jiuer.

Finally I understood why Si Xuanji said that he lost. He did not regard me as ginger wine from beginning to end. He regarded me as a substitute Mu Jiuer.

In his mind, he did not recognize me as resurrected from the dead. He only recognized me as Mu Jiuer, not Jiangjiu, but he did not love Jiangjiu.

If he loved me, with his means and his thoughts, how could he have been so many years away from me and could not find a better man in the entire imperial city and even Beiling?

Even if I loved Helian Jue deeply at that time, as long as he was willing and tried his best to do everything possible, I could fall in love with him now and trust him, then the previous history would be repeated as long as he was willing.

It can be seen that he has not thought of me for so many years, and I can't feel that he loves me. Everyone wakes up and I am drunk alone. I am deceiving myself.

"Stop making trouble." Qi Jingque stretched out his hand and grabbed my arm, with a hint of impatientness in the depths of his dark eyes: "Your health is not good, it's cold, it's time for you to go back and take medicine."
Chapter completed!