Chapter 39, I'm Not a Bad Man
The doctor's words were still echoing in his ears that day, all of which were the doctor's ruthless voices, "Your brother is no longer saved-"
Tears circling in their eyes fell.
She hugged Zhuang Zijin tightly, "Brother, he is going to school, I will take him to see you next time."
Zhuang Zijin's thoughts were a little confused, and nodded in confusion, and stopped talking.
Lin Xinyan wiped away the tears from his face and smiled, "Mom, what do you want to eat? I'll buy it for you."
Zhuang Zijin didn't say anything and held his knees with both hands, which was a sign of insecurity.
Lin Xinyan talked to her, but she just stared blankly at somewhere without focusing her eyes, and she was a little distracted.
"Mom--" Lin Xinyan grabbed her shoulder and shook it, "Talk to me, look at me, I am Yanyan, your daughter."
She knew her just now, and she still called her name.
Lin Xinyan couldn't accept her memory confusion like this. She remembered it for a while, but she wouldn't forget it.
"Don't do this." The nurse inspecting saw Lin Xinyan a little excited and came in to stop him.
Lin Xinyan looked at the nurse, "Is my mother serious again?"
"This is how mental patients are." The nurse looked at the time, "The visiting time is coming soon. Don't be emotionally excited in front of the patient, it will stimulate the patient."
Lin Xinyan nodded, "I understand."
Lin Xinyan talked about the past to her and fell into some memories.
When the time came, the nurse called her, and she came back to her senses. She looked at Zhuang Zijin reluctantly, "Mom, I'll see you again in a few days."
"Yanyan." When Lin Xinyan walked to the door, Zhuang Zijin suddenly spoke. Lin Xinyan turned around and found that Zhuang Zijin didn't look at him at all.
Zhuang Zijin stared at somewhere blankly and said to herself, "My daughter Yanyan is pregnant and the child has no father. What should she do in the future?"
She cried as she said that.
Lin Xinyan only felt that his heart was burned by fire and it hurt.
She was afraid that she would be unable to help but feel emotional, so she turned her head and walked out of the room.
Sitting alone on a bench in the corridor.
"Yanyan." He Ruize walked over in a white coat.
Lin Xinyan stood up.
He Ruize walked up to her, patted her on the shoulder, and signaled her to sit down, "I have something to say to you."
Lin Xinyan sat back on the bench, and He Ruize sat beside her, "You see it."
"Yes." She held her hands together, and her palms were filled with sweat.
"You are mentally prepared. It is difficult to recover completely in this situation." He Ruize sighed. "She was hit too hard and it was very serious when the outbreak occurred. She will selectively forget some of the particularly painful things and confusing memories."
Lin Xinyan bit her lip, "She forgot the fact that Xin Qi is gone and asked me why I didn't bring him to see her."
He Ruize reached out to her and rubbed her arm, "Don't cry, there's my brother here, don't worry, I will take good care of your mother."
Lin Xinyan lowered his head and said, "Thank you."
"Why are you polite to me?" He Ruize lowered his eyes deeply, and after thinking about it, he still expressed his thoughts, "Yanyan, wait until the agreement between you and Zong Jinghao expires, please let me take care of you?"
Lin Xinyan looked at He Ruize blankly, "Brother--"
"I know you may find it difficult for you to accept it for a while. You know me for a day or two. I am not a bad man. I just want to take care of you. If you don't think about yourself, you always have to think about the children in your belly. The children need a sound family to help them grow. I have this ability."
He Ruize said this, and she would be stunned if she didn't understand.
To He Ruize, she treated him as a relative.
"Don't worry, I will treat him like my biological child." He Ruize was particularly serious.
Lin Xinyan didn't know how to answer for a long time, "Brother, I, I haven't thought about it--"
"Don't rush to refuse." He Ruize looked at her, "Have you ever thought about it? After the child is born, she will ask your father in the future. What should you do? I am a psychiatrist. I know that children who grow up in single-parent families have personality defects. For your child, think about it carefully."
He Ruize's attitude was very sincere. He changed his previous relaxation. Zhuang Zijin's illness might be difficult to recover. She had no money and gave birth to another child. The future life was conceivable.
He really wanted to take care of her.
Lin Xinyan lowered his head and had to admit that some of He Ruize's words were right. Children need a sound family to help him grow up.
But--
This was not easy for her to accept.
This child is not his.
And his family is not ordinary.
"Yanyan—"
"Brother." Lin Xinyan quickly interrupted him, took out a dozen of money from his bag, and handed it to him, "I will give it back to you the medical expenses you paid for me last time."
She originally wanted to meet Zhuang Zijin and contact him again, but she didn't expect to meet him. He also said something unexpected to her.
He Ruize looked at the stack of money and his face slowly calmed down, "He gave this money to you?"
Lin Xinyan shook his head, "No, Lin Guoan gave it to me."
She didn't say the specifics.
He Ruize doesn't believe it. He was a ruthless man who would suddenly give her money?
"Yanyan—"
"Brother, I still have to go to work." Lin Xinyan stood up and stuffed the money into He Ruize's arms, "I owe you this to you, and I should pay it back."
After saying that, he hurried out.
He Ruize didn't chase him, and she might find it difficult for her to accept it for a while. He should give her some time to digest it.
It was almost noon when Lin Xinyan arrived at the company.
When she was heading to the position, she was blocked by Wu Meixia, Qiuyi's good sister. Qiuyi was fired because of Lin Xinyan. Qiuyi might be wrong, but Qiuyi would not frame her for no reason.
It must be that she was wrong before.
"Are you late?" Wu Meixia looked at her.
"I've asked for leave." Lin Xinyan's tone was faint.
Her new arrival, the people in the office were not friendly to her, so she didn't care. She left Wu Meixia and wanted to leave. Wu Meixia grabbed her arm, "You are lying!"
She had already inquired about Bai Zhuwei, and Lin Xinyan had never asked her for leave.
"I've really asked for leave. Can you please get out of here?"
"No! You are clearly lying! You won't think that you could do whatever you want if you could get the protection of Mr. Zong last time!" They didn't think about the incident that day, but just thought that Zong Jinghao was a little angry.
Lin Xinyan's voice became cold, "Now please get out of the way. If you don't believe it, you can ask Mr. Zong by yourself."
She doesn't want to be enemies with anyone, she just wants to do her job quietly, why do she come to her trouble?
"At 2:30 pm, I had a meeting with the president of HSBC Bank, and a banquet at 8:00 pm-"
Zong Jinghao made a bag with one hand, and walked calmly while listening to Bai Zhuwei's itinerary behind him.
"Let Guan Jin go to the dinner for me." He spoke slowly.
"This banquet is the 100th anniversary of Dingfeng, so it is not appropriate not to go there." The company founded by Dingfeng in the last century started its jewelry industry.
It has a history of a hundred years now—
"Mr. Zong, Secretary Bai." Wu Meixia seemed to have found a witness and pulled Lin Xinyan over, "Secretary Bai, have she asked for leave from you?"
Bai Zhu looked up at Zong Jinghao and shook her head, "No, what's wrong?"
Chapter completed!