Chapter 607, my heart is already cold
The night was quiet, and there was no light on in the room, only a ray of moonlight that slopped in from the window, and you could vaguely see the furnishings in the room.
He walked in lightly.
Qin Ya was just lying down and couldn't sleep, so she drew a picture. She lowered her head and felt a little painful in her neck. She knew as soon as the door rang, but she just didn't make a sound, pretending to be asleep with her eyes closed.
Su Zhan didn't notice it at all. The light was not very clear. He couldn't see Qin Ya's expression clearly, so he couldn't find it.
He gently placed the chair next to him to the bed, then sat down, and looked at her quietly.
I had a lot of things in my heart to say to her, but I didn't know where to start.
I don't know how to express my feelings.
He reached out and held her hand and held it in his palm, resting his head on her body. All living things fell asleep late at night. Only he was still awake, able to clearly hear her breathing and look at her.
No matter how much repentance is, it does not have the tranquility of this moment and can penetrate into people's hearts.
He just described her in his heart quietly.
Although his appearance changed, he knew that she was still her and had not changed in his heart.
Everyone makes mistakes, and so do I.
I don't ask you for forgiveness, I just hope to see you frequently.
Qin Ya, I'm sorry, it's me who made you scar and sad, and I'm also in pain for losing my child. If it weren't for my bastard, I would be about to be a father now.
Whenever it is late at night, I often think that it would be better if I could lose my memory, and it would not be so painful.
God gave me a chance, but I was not sure.
If I have the opportunity to start over, I will take good care of you and not let you suffer any harm.
Hold your hand until you are old.
If you still hate me, please continue to hate me. At least in this way, you will still think of me in your heart.
Qin Ya, it is you who let me know what unforgettable is. Even if you hurt your self-esteem, I still feel inferior and want to win you back.
Even if you speak ill of me at all times, my heart is still warm.
Qin Ya, I have said a lot to you before, but I have never fulfilled my promise.
Qin Ya, I am very sad, really sad.
There is no word that can express my feelings at this moment.
He stayed here until 5 a.m., although he closed his eyes, he never fell asleep, and he thought a lot.
I was worried that she would find herself, although she was reluctant to let go of her hand, but she still let go of her hand. She had been clenched for too long and was covered in sweat.
He possessed himself and kissed her forehead gently, "I love you, it will never change."
After saying that, he got up, looked at her for a few seconds without finding any signs of her waking up, then put the chair back to its original position and left quietly.
The moment the door closed, Su Zhan thought that the sleeping woman opened her eyes, and her fingers moved, and there was the temperature he left behind in her hands.
She opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling above, tears unknowingly slid down from the corners of her eyes and drowned into her hair.
She had a very torment that night. No matter how much pain she felt in her heart, she had nowhere to tell her, so she could only endure it alone.
This is her disaster, she cannot change it, the only thing she can do is to cross it and then live hard.
As for feelings - she probably doesn't have the strength or courage to touch them again.
I once told Lin Xinyan that she still believes in love, but it was just an excuse to prevent Lin Xinyan from thinking too much.
Where can I have the courage to talk about relationships?
Losing a child, the physical incompleteness makes your heart feel cold.
The sky is getting brighter and darker, and the sun is coming, and it is another beautiful day.
Qin Ya slowly closed her eyes, she didn't want to be found out that she hadn't been asleep all night.
At around six o'clock, Yu's mother and Aunt Wang had already gotten up. Aunt Wang's cooking skills were very good. Yu's mother retired from the kitchen and prepared breakfast by Aunt Wang, but Yu's mother would tell her some habits of her family.
Zong Yanchen got up early, but Zong Jingxi couldn't do it anymore. She would sleep in and would lie in bed even when she woke up.
Lin Xinyan had already woken up. Thinking of Su Zhan being there, she was about to get up. As soon as she lifted the quilt, she was held by someone and pressed her legs against her, "Sleep again."
Chapter completed!