"It's impossible for a lifetime?

Huo Zhenning, is this the truest thought in your heart, right?”

Xiao Yu seemed to have dried up all his tears in his lifetime in the past two days. Although he was sad at this time, his eyes were so dry that he could not shed any tears.

Huo Zhenning dodged a little, but still whispered: "We have missed this life, and I will pay you back in the next life."

"I have never finished this life. Do you and I promised the next life?

Huo Zhenning, do you still remember your promise to me?

You said you would be nice to me in your life and spoil me as a princess. Now that's how you treat me?"

Xiao Yu's voice was filled with a hint of mockery, but Huo Zhenning couldn't raise his head.

"You just pretend that I haven't said anything before. I will betray you in this life. You can hate me and scold me. I will never blame you."

"Don't you blame me?

Huo Zhenning, do you know if I will blame you?

I tell you, no matter what your attitude towards me in this life, unless I say let go, I will die with you even if I die! Stop telling me those useless things!”

After Xiao Yu finished speaking, he put the prepared food on the table and turned around and left the room.

Shen Mange was a little worried about Xiao Yu. He glanced at Huo Zhenning and heard Huo Zhenning say before he could speak: "Go and see her, don't let something happen to her."

"good."

Shen Mange quickly chased after him.

Ye Nanxian looked at Huo Zhenning with a hint of inquiry in his eyes.

"Uncle II, do you have any hidden secrets?"

Although Ye Nanxian's words were inquiry, they were more certain.

Huo Zhenning has been suffering in this life. He thought he could digest it alone, but after Ye Nanxian said this, he couldn't help feeling a little uncomfortable.

"How can I see it?"

"Your eyes.

Your eyes were filled with Xiao Yao, but you said something that hurt her and didn't even want to be with her.

We are all men, and I think I should understand what you think.”

Ye Nanxian was neither humble nor arrogant, but what he said made Huo Zhenning slightly stunned and then smiled bitterly.

"So, Xiao Yu can't see what you can see, right?

I still think I am so smart, and endured the heartache and pain that hurt her. It turned out to be just a joke."

Huo Zhenning looked at the table of dishes that he loved to eat. Now that he thought of Xiao Yu's expression and words just now, he whispered: "I may not be a normal man in my life.

Do you think there will be any happiness for her to be with a man like me, a eunuch?"

As soon as he said this, Ye Nanxian was stunned. Even though he had thought about many possibilities, he did not expect that this would be the result.

"What did the king do to you?"

"I did everything, and I would like to torture me as much as possible without telling the secrets they wanted to know.

At the beginning, I was injected with various drugs. I didn’t know how many times I had struggled on the verge of life and death. Every time I thought I would meet with the god of death, I would be rescued. Over time, death has become a luxury for me.

Later I realized that I had lost the most basic function of a man, but I didn't care. I might die like a mouse in a stinky ditch in that cellar, no one was concerned about it, and even turned into a pile of bones. Someone didn't know, but I didn't expect you to rescue me.

Now I am glad that I came out, but I am depressed. I don’t know what I can do after I come out. I have no strength all over. I look like a person, but in fact I have become a useless person.

I can’t pick my shoulders, I can’t lift my hands, and I can’t even lift my normal functions. What’s the point of being alive?”

Huo Zhenning has been trapped for so many years, and it is really hard. Now that Shen Mange and Xiao Yu are not around, he doesn’t know why he says this to Ye Nanxian, but it seems that if he doesn’t say anything, he will feel uncomfortable and don’t know what to do.

He was confused about the world, feared the future, and even had a resistance to contact with others.

He knew that he was wrong in this way. At least he was saved and he was still alive. This may be good news for his relatives. Even for those relatives, he had to continue to live, but what else was the reason for living besides this?

The person he was thinking about in the past was Xiao Yu. Even if the manager wanted to be with Xiao Yu for any suffering, he now became the person he was most afraid of meeting.

No one would know that feeling without personally experiencing it, but he still wants to say it because he has been holding it in for too long.

Ye Nanxian didn't know how to comfort Huo Zhenning, so he could only whisper: "Second uncle, you still have us, Mange and I are your children, we will give you a care for the elderly and see you off."

Huo Zhenning was slightly stunned, then smiled and said, "No wonder my niece fell in love with you. You kid are really interesting."

"In fact, Xiao Yiu has not been easy for so many years."

Ye Nanxian couldn't help but speak for Xiao Yao.

He remembered the king's attitude towards Xiao Yao and his heart as if he was dead.

Why didn’t Huo Zhenning know that Xiao Yu was not easy?

It is precisely because of this that he felt that he should leave Xiao Yu, which is the best choice for Xiao Yu.

Xiao Yu, who was outside the door, almost pushed the door in, but was stopped by Shen Mange.

Shen Mange pulled her to a place where no one was, and her mood was very complicated.

Although Xiao Yu ran out, he did not go far. When he saw Shen Mange come out to find him, he held her hand and hid outside the door and eavesdropped.

Shen Mange had never done anything like this before. Now Xiao Yu was dragged by Uncle Er, and he couldn't help feeling a little nervous and uneasy, but he didn't expect to hear Huo Zhenning say such words, which scared her so much that she was stunned.

Now looking at Xiao Yao's gloomy eyes, Shen Mange gritted his teeth and whispered: "Auntie, I'm going to kill the king of F country, don't stop me."

"I won't stop you, I will even help you.

This man is so hateful, I will give him the money and interests."

Xiao Yu never expected that this was the reason why Huo Zhenning refused him.

No wonder he didn't want to touch himself, no wonder he has changed so much now, no wonder he has been silent.

A good man turned into a eunuch, and no one could accept anyone. Huo Zhenning was already considered strong if he was not crazy.

Xiao Yu was trembling all over. She rarely became so angry because her childhood training allowed her to know that she could not let her emotions go out and that others could not know what you were thinking, but now she no longer cares about it.

She wished she could rush into F Country and kill the man now.

How could he be so cruel?

How dare he! Xiao Yu's hands were tightly held together without saying a word.

Chen Mange was a little depressed and worried.

"Auntie, what are you going to do in the future?"

“What should I do?

Huo Zhenning is my man, no matter what she becomes, I will never leave him!"

Xiao Yu said it very firmly.

Chen Mange said hesitantly: "But you are the seventh lady of Country F."

"Mrs. Seventh has long died, and the whole country knows it.

Besides, Mrs. Seven is a concubine, an optional woman who does not enter the ancestral hall or the genealogy. As long as I am willing, I can leave. In law, I have nothing to do with him."

Xiao Yu's words made Chen Mange a little sad.

How unfair has Xiao Yu been treated so unfairly over the years?

Did Xiao Yu pretend to die in order to escape the destruction of the king, at least he pretended to die in death, and he was alone and didn’t have to serve the king to sleep, right?

Chen Mange felt that his idea should be correct, but he was embarrassed to ask.

"But aunt, what if you ignore this, what will Fang Ze do?"

Chen Mange still remembers that Fang Ze is still in F Country.

Moreover, Xiao Yu has always been very good and caring about Fang Ze.

But Xiao Yu said without a pause this time: "Fang Ze is his son. If he wants to kill me, I will not stop him. To put it bluntly, Fang Ze's existence is a stain on me, reminding me at all times that I have given birth to such a child for him.

If he really can't protect himself and dies, it's his life and I can't blame me."

Chen Mange was completely stunned.

What's going on?

Xiao Yu had asked the king to let go without regard for Fang Ze's dignity. Why is this just saying now?

Chen Mange was puzzled, but he quickly figured it out.

Without knowing Huo Zhenning's life and death, Fang Ze was the only reason and motivation to support Xiao Yu to survive. However, now that Huo Zhenning was tortured by the king, he would never have his own child in his life, and Xiao Yu's mood has also changed.

She can give up everything now, even if her own son wants to keep Huo Zhenning, she must be with Huo Zhenning. Such a relationship makes Chen Mange not know what to say.

They have deep affection and friendship, but the heavens make people beat people. How to solve such an endgame now?

Chen Mange doesn't know.

She actually didn't want Fang Ze to die, but if the king was really disappointed with Xiao Yu, would he threaten Fang Ze's life?
To be continued...