Chapter 595 The first appearance of love
Seeing Chen Mange's hesitant eyes, Fang Yan smiled.
"You don't have confidence. You are not sure whether Ye Nanxian will have a estrangement from you, so your relationship is not as strong as you think."
After being told by Fang Yan in one sentence, Chen Mange's face looked a little ugly.
"Why? Don't like to listen? If you can't believe it deeply and give the other party enough trust and tolerance in the country of love, then it's okay if you don't want this relationship. Chen Mange, you are not a crying woman, you have your own ideas, but only in terms of feelings, you are too humble."
The words of dialect made Chen Mange slightly stunned.
“Humiliated?”
"Isn't it? When you fell in love with Ye Nanxian eight years ago, were you still you? After three years of marriage, what did you live like? You circled around Ye Nanxian every day, centered on his mood every day, and even lost yourself. If it weren't for Chu Mengxi's incident, you were buried in the sea of fire, maybe Ye Nanxian could not see his feelings clearly. I have to say that God is still very good to you, at least Ye Nanxian fell in love with you. If he doesn't love you, everything you get is your own fault, and you handed over your life to others and let others slaughter."
Hearing Fang Yan say this, Chen Mange's brows frowned slightly.
Fang Yan continued: "Five years later, you came back, and came back with hatred for Ye Nanxian, planning to pick Ye Nanxian's kidney to save your daughter. At that moment, you lived out yourself. But after learning that everything was a misunderstanding, after you confirmed Ye Nanxian's intention, you asked yourself, did you lose yourself again? What about your career? What about your enterprising spirit? Everything about you revolve around Ye Nanxian, and your life returned to the state eight years ago. The only difference is that Ye Nanxian responded to your feelings. But Chen Mange, although the Ye family does not need you to earn money to support the family, without your own marriage and feelings, is it still your original love? Waiting for Ye Nanxian to come back every day, cry with you, and laugh with you, is this really the love you want?"
Chen Mange was stunned again.
"No, I just have too many things. You know, when you come back in five years, everything hits me, leaving me with no time to do what I want to do."
"It's all excuses. Can you deceive others or yourself for this reason? The invitation letter for the car design competition has been sent to you, why don't you participate? You think you are Mrs. Ye now, and Ye Nanxian has a good relationship with you, so you are willing to guard the one-acre and three-point land at home and don't want to go anywhere. So you gave up this opportunity. You could have shined in the design industry, but unfortunately you didn't do this. You are willing to be mediocre and guard Ye Nanxian. You are willing to wait every day in such a small area as the old house of the Ye family. When a man comes back, this is the love and marriage you, Chen Mange, want? If the strength of the man and woman are too different, why do you ask the man to be nice to you and be affectionate to you? He is constantly moving forward, you are standing still, and now you may still be able to fly together, but what ten years later? Do you still guarantee the freshness of love remains the same? He has been practicing and growing up, but you have become a bird in a cage and a golden silk bird. Do you and him have a common language? Chen Mange, you have been married for eight years and have experienced hardships, but never understand the true meaning of love."
Fang Yan paused after speaking, looked at the sky outside and said, "Love looks beautiful in the beginning, it was the heartbeat of that moment, the hormonal impulse, but after all, such a beautiful thing is just a moment, and it can keep this heartbeat forever, not a passive wait, nor is it just a silent wait. Women can make themselves wronged for love for the rest of their lives, but men won't. Maybe Ye Nanxian will really be nice to you all their lives, but you are sure that it has always been. Do you want the love you want? He has been keeping pace with the times, but you are keeping your original appearance. He is good to you, maybe it was because of love at the beginning, but it will only become a responsibility over time. When a beautiful love becomes the responsibility of a man, how many heartbeats will be there? Have you ever thought about it? You can't always make yourself outstanding and dazzling. There will always be many women in the world who are excellent and outstanding, enough to attract the attention of any man. What should you do then?"
Chen Mange was completely silent.
This time she couldn't even say anything to refute.
Yes, she was always grieving herself and giving up on herself. She even subconsciously hid her strength because Ye Nanxian was also an automobile designer, and even gave up participating in that design competition for fear of overshadowing Ye Nanxian's limelight.
But is this really the life and love she wants?
Shouldn’t a beautiful love be done whatever you want?
But since the moment she fell in love with Ye Nanxian, she has been changing herself and catering to Ye Nanxian. Even if she returns again five years later, her previous hatred was replaced by Ye Nanxian's friendship. The previous efforts seemed so insignificant in front of the Ye family, which made her feel a little inferior, so something happened later. She gave up on the way and felt that she just wanted to be a qualified young lady from the Ye family.
But even such a goal was not achieved, she still had a mess, right?
"The days will never stop, and things will not appear less because of your compromise. This time I hijacked you, Ye Nanxian came to save you with his heart and lungs. Have you ever imagined that if you were kidnapped again ten years later, what would Ye Nanxian look like? Maybe he will still come to save you, but do you think it is just for you or for your children?"
The words in the dialect hit Shen Mange's heart like a heavy hammer.
It is difficult for a rich wife to be a good person, she has always known it, but she seems to put the cart before the horse.
Only by doing yourself first can you do other roles well, right?
Chen Mange looked at Fangyan and said gratefully: "Thank you, Fangyan, thank you for waking me up today."
"I'm just telling the truth. I apologize for your actions before, but if I can still start over, I will still do that. You are a good woman, but I'm sorry to avenge my brother."
"I understand, so Fangyan cannot agree to Mr. Kun to go to their designated location, no!"
Fang Yan smiled and said, "I have been waiting for this opportunity for five years. Even if I leave my life there this time, I will have no chance and regrets. My only purpose of living is to take revenge."
"No, you still have a great life. You can let Nanxian do all this, you can..."
"Look, this is the difference between me and you. You are now solving everything with Ye Nanxian. Are you unable to do it yourself? Chen Mange, relying on Ye Nanxian like this. If one day Ye Nanxian is gone or an accident occurs, what are you left? What else can you do?"
The words of Fang dialect made Chen Mange stunned.
Fang Yan ignored her and whispered: "I will never pretend to be someone else when I can do what I can. Just like when I decided to be Ye Nanfang, the hatred of Nanfang is my own. If I don't solve Huo Zhenxuan with my own hands, I will die with my eyes."
After saying that, he directly dialed his phone to Mr. Kun.
“Location, time.”
As if he had already expected that the dialect would agree to this request, Akun quickly revealed the address.
"East Pier, after an hour, be sure to bring Shen Mange."
"I know."
After hanging up the phone, Fang Yan went to prepare.
Chen Mange fell into deep thought.
Did she really lose herself?
She stretched out her hands and looked at it, picked up the pen and planned to draw a picture, but she realized that she was actually a little bit of a hand.
She didn't look like this when she was in the United States.
She gets up before dawn every day, prepares delicious food for the children, and starts to work hard for her livelihood. Although those days are a little hard and tiring, when she watches herself from an unknown person to a contestant who can participate in the design competition, the joy is something she will never forget in her life.
But what has she done now?
From the day she returned to China, she seemed to have never done anything complete.
She returned from the design case with Hengyu Group, but the design eventually died in Tang Ziyuan's hands and did not become a link between the two companies' cooperation.
She told herself that it was Tang Ziyuan's feelings for her that influenced her creation, but was it really like this? Didn't she give up on her design for Ye Nanxian's love?
Now that her design has been changed a few times, it has become the design of the Down Group. Now that she has been put into production, she occasionally looks at the sales volume, and she feels fluctuating. It’s like her child being snatched away. No, she sent her child away and watching her grow up with someone else’s surname, everything no longer belongs to her.
This time she returned to China, as Fang Yan said, she was living a mess and even lost herself.
The old lady of the Ye family hoped that she would be the mistress of the night, just because she was Ye Nanxian's wife. What about herself? Regardless of whether she liked it or not, because it was the responsibility that the Ye family's wife should bear, she agreed, but can she really take on everything about the night?
cannot!
She didn't even know the most basic operation! Yang Fan has always been the manager.
After returning to China, she gave her son and daughter a home. She once thought she would be a good wife and mother. She woke up in love every day, and then her two children went to school. But now? After so long she has been with her children?
What is she busy with?
Fang Yan is right, life is always passing by, and things and accidents are involuntarily interspersed in. She is like a lonely boat, drifting with the flow, and never thought that she would take the initiative to do something or change anything.
She lived a mess, left all the children, and put herself in danger many times. When she thinks about this, she even thinks it is a trouble and a burden. What would Ye Nanxian think?
Chapter completed!