"What is God...What is human, what is the meaning of living..."

In the cycle of reincarnation after life, Xiao Yan's thoughts are constantly enlightened, experienced the birth and end of life, felt the glory of the supremacy of emperors and marquises, and also experienced the inevitable poverty and suffering of living with all their strength just to be able to eat once.

The sufferings, ups and downs of the world are all endless aftertastes in Xiao Yan's heart.

Feeling all this, Xiao Yan showed a bitter smile on his lips. As the ancestral realm fighting god, although he has not yet broken through to immortality, even with his current strength, Xiao Yan has been able to become the creator of most stars.

He is already fully capable of creating his own stars. Even as long as Xiao Yan is willing to spend time, he can even create a galaxy, or a larger boundary space than the Doudi Continent.

This is the ability Xiao Yan has now. Before he knew it, Xiao Yan seemed to be looking up. He had not looked down for a long time.

"So... I've walked so far without realizing it." Xiao Yan sighed. He always felt that he was not strong enough, because there were always enemies stronger than him, constantly appearing, so Xiao Yan had to continue moving forward.

Only he himself knows this feeling. After practicing until now, looking back, it seems like he has had a very long dream.

It seemed that I was just yesterday when I was lying in the back mountain of the Xiao family in Wutan City, and was still feeling sad because of the fighting spirit.

But... the father has been reincarnated, and every familiar face has disappeared.

"Father...Big brother and second brother..."

Xiao Yan's eyes were rosy, and two lines of tears were falling from his cheeks. He really came to this day. The further he went, the stronger he was, but... he became more and more lonely.

He is immortal... But time is passing by, and the long river of time will take away everything. Life is just a grain of sand floating in the long river. It disappears and disappears. The water disappears in the water without leaving any trace.

If it becomes immortal, it will have an almost endless life span. As long as the world of Shenxi stands, every immortal strong man will be written into an immortal song, which is eternal life.

But Xiao Yan was afraid... because between death and rebirth, Xiao Yan spent a different world. Compared to death, parting and forgetting are the most terrifying things in this world.

Deep in Xiao Yan's heart, he didn't want to be immortal, and even now, he seemed to be stopping and seriously accompanying his friends and lovers for a while.

"What's the use of eternal life... Behind God is endless loneliness. This is what I realized, is this immortal?"

Xiao Yan murmured, showing sadness in his eyes. It was better to disappear into the long river after a brief splendor.

In these hundreds of lifetimes, every lifetime is unwilling to accept life when it reaches its end.

Everyone will leave with a wish and disappear forever.

This may be considered unwilling and sad by mortals, because they have not experienced the loneliness brought by the vast time. In God's eyes... Regret is the true meaning of happiness.

"What is the true meaning of life..."

Xiao Yan's thoughts moved, everything around him changed rapidly. At this moment, there was a loud noise of people around him. He stood in a market, looking at everything familiar around him, a faint smile appeared on his face.

The crowd was flowing around Xiao Yan, looking at him standing in the crowd motionless, all of them looked at Xiao Yan with strange eyes.

Xiao Yan turned his head and there was a door sign not far away, with the words Xiao Mansion written on it.

This is Wutan City.

Xiao Yan's footsteps stopped outside the Xiao Mansion. He did not walk in, but stood outside the Xiao Mansion and looked up. At this time, there was a boy and a girl. The boy had beautiful eyebrows, clean clothes and two strands of hair that were fluttering on his ears. The girl was wearing a simple and elegant veil, with glittering silver pieces on the corners of her eyes. She took the boy's hand and ran out of the Xiao Mansion, her eyes turned into crescent moons, and both of them seemed very happy.

They ran out of Xiao's mansion and headed towards the back mountain. They soon disappeared into the sea of ​​people and disappeared.

These are all memories from Xiao Yan. How eager he grew up, he seems to have done it now. So far, Xiao Yan keeps asking himself, is this really what he wants?

"In this long life, the more you get, the more you lose. In this vast time, no one can change the established story. Everyone will come to an end. This is the best story ending..."

"Dad is...Big brother and second brother are..."

"Nalan Yanran...Yafei..."

A figure that had almost been forgotten appeared in Xiao Yan's mind, and the old friend remained the same.

"There are too many memories, and I feel like I have forgotten a lot without realizing it." Xiao Yan smiled bitterly, and the memories were surging, but the heart was slight pain.

"Brother, what are you doing here?"

Just as Xiao Yan was watching the long memories around him, a five or six-year-old child suddenly appeared in front of him. His cheeks were pink and his fleshy little mouth was licking candied haws, and he looked at Xiao Yan curiously.

Xiao Yan was stunned, and watched the child squat down, stretched out his hand and touched the child's tiger-headed and brainy little head, with a smile on his face.

"Brother... I miss home."

"Why didn't my brother go home?" The child was puzzled, his eyes full of innocence.

"I'm going to go back and have a look." Xiao Yan smiled, the child nodded obediently, and then a gentle call came from not far away.

"Chi'er, come back soon." A woman was a little angry as she spoke, but when she approached the child, she still showed a soft look on her face. She looked at Xiao Yan with a strange look on her face and led the child away.

He even knocked on the child's head while walking.

"Mom said not to talk to strangers casually. Chi'er is disobedient. Mom won't buy you candied haws."

The child's chubby little hands touched the head that was hit by his mother, nodded obediently, and responded.

Xiao Yan smiled, smiling sweetly. He looked at everything around him, peaceful and quiet, and his life was in his own way. There were countless such stars and countless such ordinary families in the Shenxi world.

"What is God...What is Ordinary..."

"Is the real meaning of cultivation still a guardian..."

"It's just that it's no longer just protecting one's own relatives and partners, but protecting more and more ordinary creatures, powerful and purposeful. Only the real strongest people understand the true meaning of protecting."

Xiao Yan's eyes suddenly opened, and an eternal aura spread from his body. A golden light flashed in his eyes. The immortal power that stayed in front of his heart merged into his heart!
Chapter completed!