The night was cold and dark, and Ye Jiaqi's heart felt as if it had sunk into an ice cellar, very cold.

She stayed close to Josnian and didn't dare to let go. She was afraid that if she let go, Josnian would disappear.

"He is too stupid. He should go to treatment..." Ye Jiaqi's voice choked up and his throat became hoarse. "He shouldn't stay in the village... The conditions in the village are not good..."

"It's useless. It can't be cured. I think he should have enjoyed this year very much. At least, he has no regrets."

Ye Jiaqi was silent.

She thought of many things Zhuo Yuanhang said to her. She didn't understand them before, but now she understands them.

After eating crabs that day, he stood in the rain holding an umbrella, his face gentle and clear.

He looked at her like that and said: "I'm very happy tonight. I haven't been happy in many years. In fact, if you think about it carefully, all my happiness and unhappiness over the years, all my emotions and six desires, are related to you. Before I met you

, I am a very indifferent person, without any joy, anger or sorrow. Only after meeting you did I understand that a person can also be happy and unhappy."

He also said: "I'm afraid if I don't say it today, I won't have the chance to say it in the future."

Only now did Ye Jiaqi understand what these words meant...

Ye Jiaqi leaned against Josnian, his cold body trembling.

Josnian held her little hand tightly without letting go: "Jiaqi, and I, it's okay."

"Si Nian..." In an instant, she burst into tears, "I have never hated him, you know? I have never hated him... I hope he is well, he is still so young... God has been too cruel to him.

It’s unfair. He has never been happy since he was a child. He has a sensitive identity and a humble status. Later, he achieved what he is today through his own efforts... But why... it’s so unfair..."

"It's very unfair." José Young patted her back.

Although Zhuo Yuanhang didn't have much sense of existence to him, he knew what Zhuo Yuanhang meant to Ye Jiaqi.

"Why is this..." Ye Jiaqi cried.

In the dark night, her cries were amplified many times.

The rain stopped, and her crying seemed to be the only thing left between heaven and earth.

"He saved my life, and I haven't had time to repay him..."

"Good day, don't be sad, take care of yourself. We are not wrong in some things, it's just that our destiny has deviated from the track."

Ye Jiaqi didn't understand.

Zhuo Yuanhang is not a heinous person, and she has never hated him. He is a very important existence to her. He once pulled her when she was lonely and helpless, and also saved her at the last moment of her life.

But in the end... the fallen flowers drifted away with the water and disappeared without a trace.

Ye Jiaqi was silent for a long time, and his tears kept flowing.

Josnian knew that she was crying, so he took out a tissue and hurriedly wiped her tears: "Stop crying, I'm still here."

"I feel bad." Her voice changed.

"It's my fault for making you cry in the middle of the night." Josnian felt that he was really... saying something bad and insisting on saying this.

"It's none of your business, I will always know."

"Be good, stop crying." Josnian patted her back to comfort her.

Ye Jiaqi sobbed softly, his shoulders trembling, and he snuggled into Josnian's arms.

There was no light at night and it was dark all around.

Josnian knew that Ye Jiaqi's eyes must have been red from crying, and his pajamas were wet with her tears.

For a long time, he sighed in his heart, but there was nothing he could do.
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