Chapter 269 Don't say such things, please
Mr. Gongsun slowly lifted up his hem of clothes and sat opposite Xiao Chuanyi.
He sat upright and answered Xiao Chuanyi's question very seriously: "Everything is a personal choice. Whether it is worth it or not is never required to judge outsiders."
"Because those who understand will be grateful for your righteousness, but those who do not understand will feel that all this is your own fault."
"A person lives openly and upright, and there is no need to point fingers at the unexpected."
"But I know that there will always be someone in this world to sacrifice, and the sacrifice must be an admirable hero. I can tell you very seriously that no one can match the loyal souls of the Bai family."
Xiao Chuanyi knelt on both knees and saluted respectfully to Mr. Gongsun: "I would like to forgive Chuanyi for his offense. Before my aunt left, she told Chuanyi that she was the master she invited for Chuanyi."
"Although Chuanyi is young, I know that the inheritance of my Bai family for generations is precious. Chuanyi has always been very proud of this in his heart."
"As the gentleman said, there is no need to care about the comments from outside. Whether it is a joke about my Bai family's stupidity or a good family, my Bai family is not a person who seeks fame and reputation. We have always had our own persistence."
"But the so-called teacher for one day is a father. The Master is like a father in terms of passing on righteousness. He teaches knowledge and guides the righteousness to be a human being. Therefore, passing on righteousness will never accept a person who does not recognize the sacrifice of the Bai family.
Master.”
Mr. Gongsun sneered: "In this way, it's not that I want to test whether you have the qualifications to become a disciple, but that you are testing me."
Xiao Chuanyi said respectfully: "Please forgive me, sir."
Mr. Gongsun smiled casually, obviously very satisfied: "When the good news comes, you will officially give the ceremony of apprenticeship!"
Xiao Chuanyi respectfully responded to "yes", with a humble and polite attitude, but he could not see the joy and anger in his heart.
It was my eldest aunt who taught him that he was not afraid of favor and disgrace, and he did not dare to forget it one day.
at the same time.
Cui, who was lying on the bed, opened her eyes slowly, and her voice was weak: "Husband...husband..."
Bai Jing suddenly raised his eyes. He had been dull and finally had a little reaction because of this faint voice.
He held Cui's hand tightly, his eyes were already red.
Cui tried hard to squeeze out a smile: "Don't show that look, I'm fine."
Bai Jing pressed his face over, with a look of guilt and sadness.
“Su Su…”
"If you do this, how can I feel at ease..." Cui spoke, his voice weak and hoarse.
Bai Jing's eyes turned red again, and he held Cui's hand tightly: "I'm sorry, it's all me who hurt you, I'm sorry to you."
From the moment he saw Cui being pushed into the deep ditch, he already understood that all this was a trap.
It was precisely because of the trap that he fell into this trap and eventually caused his wife to be injured to save him. All of this was his fault.
Cui squeezed out another smile, and the face that was already so decayed was still so gentle and affectionate: "I also have something to be sorry for you, I blame me for not being able to persuade you to stay away from the high knots."
At the critical moment, she felt the breath of her second brother, so she rushed over without hesitation.
She was completely subconscious and willing to do so without any regrets.
But she was also blaming herself for not being able to take good care of her husband, and even feeling faced with her husband for what her brother did.
Thinking of this, Cui slowly closed his eyes.
In fact, she could no longer see any light.
The increasingly cold body, like the fear of falling into the abyss, all showed that her situation was not optimistic.
I heard that people will have a premonition before they die, maybe she is about to reach that moment.
After a long time of silence, she wanted to comfort her husband, but found that her hands were no longer in control.
She realized that it was time to say goodbye.
She was still laughing, but her voice became weaker: "A Jing, I should have worked with you until old age to have children for you, but in the end, I couldn't bring you anything, and it made you feel guilty. It's not good for me.
.”
Bai Jing cried, and tears suddenly rolled down: "Su Su... don't... don't say such things, please don't say..."
Cui said gently in a weak voice: "Don't cry, I don't feel any pain, I'm not afraid, I have no regrets, no regrets."
Bai Jing choked several times, and his voice almost begged: "Can you not leave? Live well and stay with me all the time. I can't live without you, Su Su..."
Cui's smile faded, and she said, "Look at you, why did you become like this? Where was the energetic boy back then?"
"Where did that confidence that one can overcome all obstacles with one sword? My husband who has ambitions and never takes difficulties and obstacles seriously, where did you hide him?"
Bai Jing was lying on Cui, crying like a child.
He said word by word, over and over again: "I'm here, I've been there all the time, Su Su..."
Cui said powerlessly: "But why can't I see it?"
Bai Jing was crying: "Su Su, as long as you promise me not to leave, I promise you that I will live stronger and braver than before, and will never be a coward who cannot accept the death of his relatives!"
Cui's voice was as weak as a mosquito roar, but it was the ultimate she could do: "I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't agree to you, I can't do it anymore. After I leave, you must live happily and happily.
”
Bai Jing held her hand tightly, and tears kept falling. He couldn't speak because he was too sad to speak.
Cui opened his eyes with difficulty, looked at the tent that she could not see at all, and his face was peaceful and peaceful: "March is full of spring, and I met the boy in bright clothes and angry horses by the Qingqing River for the first time."
"At that time, I was thinking that I would marry him, to the young man with vitality and confidence."
"Later, we got engaged, I was happy for a long time, and until now, I am still full of joy for your proposal."
"I will embark on another journey of my life with this joy and contentment. Don't be sad and don't blame yourself. Only when you are happy can I feel at ease."
Bai Jing took out a handkerchief from his arms, and he opened it tremblingly, and the tears on his face dripped down, dyeing the silk into a darker color.
He slowly spread the silk, and it turned out to be a small peace talisman.
Bai Jing stuffed the peace talisman into Cui's hands.
But Cui could no longer hold it, and his fingers had no strength.
Bai Jing choked and said, "You are always talking, it's time for me to say it."
"Su Su, do you think I didn't notice you that day? You held a pink round fan, your smile was like a flower, and your cheeks were even more charming than the spring light."
"You are such a cute girl, speaking softly, and a smile on your face that makes people's heart turn into water."
"I deliberately galloped in front of you, deliberately making myself look heroic and trying every means to attract your attention."
"Every time I met later, it was a case I deliberately created. I approached you with such careful and joyfulness."
"Later we became husband and wife, and all happiness came so naturally and so precious."
"But I always feel that I have not cherished you well... Su Su, I went to the City God Temple to ask for peace talismans, and I told myself to cheer up quickly and become a big tree you can rely on."
Chapter completed!