Chapter 320: Talking All Night
[69 Book Bar-www.] "Mom, why don't you come to me? I'm waiting for you... Mom..."
"No, Yu'er, don't go! Don't go... Mom wants to save you too. Mom shouldn't let him take you away..."
Lan Yifeng cried and shouted, and suddenly she heard someone say in her ear: "It's okay, it's okay, be good, don't be afraid, sleep peacefully."
She seemed to have heard this sound for several nights in a row. But she always thought it was a nightmare and could not open her eyes.
And today, she didn't want to be tortured by nightmares anymore.
Lan Yifeng forcefully opened her eyes and escaped from the painful nightmare. However, there was a soft coaxing voice in her ear: "It's okay, don't be afraid..."
The voice was so familiar. Even if the room was dark, how could she not know who it was? She closed her eyes and breathed calmly, as if she was still asleep.
After waiting for a long time, the man beside her didn't leave. Instead, he tucked her in with the quilt as gently as possible, and then sat quietly next to her.
She remembered that when she looked at him during the day, there was indeed a dark mark around his eyes, which was obviously because he had not slept well. Could it be that he really stayed outside the door all night as Aunt Liu said?
When he heard her cry, he came in to comfort her.
An indescribable feeling was stuck in her heart. She was sad, but she didn't know why He was sad. She just felt sad that he was sitting here.
After waiting for a while, she didn't feel sleepy at all, and he didn't leave. The only sound in the room was the breathing of the two people.
She suddenly wanted to chat with him, but she was afraid that he fell asleep while sitting, so she didn't dare to say anything directly, so she moved a little first, and then moved a little wider to let him know that she was about to wake up.
Then at this time, Huo Qingcang suddenly left her side, as if he was leaving.
"Qing Cang!" Lan Yifeng shouted subconsciously, sat up and turned on the bedside lamp.
Huo Qingcang's back froze when he had fled to the door.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up." He said with some embarrassment.
Recently, he had said a lot of sorry to her. If it were applied to Huo Qingcang before, it would be a daydream. When she thought about it, she realized that Huo Qingcang had really changed a lot. He hadn't spoken to her for a long time.
He lost his temper and apologized humbly to her. He spoke to her softly and carefully paid attention to her mood.
A lot has really changed.
"You...come and sit."
Lan Yifeng stuttered as she spoke. She really couldn't talk to him calmly anymore, and she was even a little unaccustomed to it.
Huo Qingcang suppressed the ecstasy in his heart, pretended to be calm, turned around and walked over.
He sat back to his original position and looked at her under the dim light.
There was a thin layer of sweat on her forehead because she had just had a nightmare. No, in other words, she was haunted by nightmares every night. He really wanted to help her get rid of the nightmare, but there was no way to stop her from being trapped in the nightmare every night.
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She couldn't sleep at night, how could her face and energy improve? Sometimes, she would cough, which made him worried.
At the same time, Lan Yifeng was also looking at him. He had lost a lot of weight recently, his facial features were more three-dimensional, and there were really thick dark circles in his eye sockets. During the day, he had to worry about his children, work, and helping Lan Yu take revenge. At night, he had to worry about his children, work, and revenge.
, he has to take care of her, so it would be strange if he doesn't lose weight.
Their eyes met, facing his deep and passionate gaze, she couldn't stand it anymore and looked away.
"Huo Qingcang, you don't have to be like this..."
"I'm fine."
"I will recover from my grief as soon as possible, I will learn how to take care of my children, I will accept the child support from you with peace of mind, and I will never again suffer for my children for the so-called dignity."
Huo Qingcang's thick eyebrows were knitted tightly together, and his voice was a little rough: "Qianqian, what do you mean?"
"After Lan Yu's revenge is avenged, Qingcang, I want to leave here."
As soon as her words came out, he stood up in a hurry, feeling a little excited and clenching his fists: "I don't allow it!"
"Huo Qingcang..."
He was eager to explain, so he spoke a little fast: "Yifeng, it's not that I didn't want to save Lan Yu. Even if I didn't know he was my biological son at the time, I never thought about not saving him. Mingzhe was too injured at the time.
, so I had to rescue him first. I know you blame me..."
"I used to blame you." Lan Yifeng interrupted him, "But I blame myself more. I was sad and angry, so I took it out on you. Although I don't want to admit it, I have decided in my heart that you are not
No matter what you do to me, you will tolerate me, and I will defeat you."
Huo Qingcang looked at her in shock, and she also raised her head and looked at him: "I'm sorry, actually I took advantage of you."
"Use it, I'll let you use it, you can use it however you want." In the past, he would have called himself despicable if he had said these humble words, but now he couldn't care so much. He just hoped that she would stop talking about leaving him.
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They have obviously wasted five years, how many more five years are left for them to squander?
"Qianqian, in fact, I have also reflected during this period. When you asked me to help you keep Jin'er at first, I didn't help you. It wasn't until later that I realized that if a woman is willing to seek help from a man, she is asking for help from this man.
The reason a man feels relieved is to open his heart to this man, especially someone like you who doesn't trust people easily and keeps his heart tightly closed. But I let you down. It's been me who has let you down all along."
Huo Qingcang said, his eyes became a little sore unconsciously, "I hope there will be a chance to make amends, and I will never let you taste the sadness of disappointment again."
Lan Yifeng's eyes were also sore. She turned her head and remained silent, blinking her eyes before pushing back the tears.
"Qingcang, we have no choice... I have no way to be with you. When I see you, I will think of how you treated me five years ago, how you treated me after we reunited, and you
His face looks so much like him... I really can't look straight at him... Please, let me take the child and leave..."
She said decisively, obviously leaving no room for him to turn around.
Huo Qingcang realized that this time, she was really leaving, and it seemed that the relationship between him and her was really over.
He still refused to give up and asked nervously: "Will you be happy if you leave me?"
Lan Yifeng replied without thinking: "Yes."
Chapter completed!