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[Extra]: I can't stand up anymore

I have been in the hospital for almost two weeks, and my mood has been very low during these two weeks. No matter how Xie Yun made me laugh, I couldn't laugh.

"Zi Han, look what I brought to you." Early this morning, Xie Yun smiled and pushed open the door of the ward, holding a plastic bag in her hand, and said to me mysteriously.

What can it be? Isn’t it just the same thing?

"What?" I didn't want to make Xie Yun sad, so I asked with a grin.

"Non." Xie Yun handed me the bag in his hand. I took the bag and took out the contents. Haha~~ It was a small pendant with photo stickers of me and Xie Yun on it. The background was based on vampires.

background color.

This pendant is what I want most because it is difficult to make and buy. I searched many places with Xie Yun but couldn't find it. I didn't expect Xie Yun to be able to find it at this time.

I really liked it, and a smile slowly appeared on my face. It was the brightest smile I had in the past two weeks.

"Thank you, Xie Yun." I thanked Xie Yun gratefully.

"It's not me who wants to thank you." Xie Yun winked mischievously and sat on the edge of my bed, "The person you want to write about is Ouyang Xu. He knows that you like this, and he is almost looking for you all over the world.

It ended in failure, but he tried every means and finally ordered one abroad."

Ouyang Xu...

My mind was empty. I never thought it was Ouyang Xu. It turned out that this was the reason why he hadn't been here these past few days. I felt a lot better.

I seem to have fallen in love with Ouyang Xu... When I'm with him, it's sweet. But I know this will always be a dream.

He is as high as a prince, but I am a sparrow with broken wings, and I can never reach that height, even if I am the young lady of the Yan Group.

"Xie Yun, I want to go out for a walk."

When she heard me say this, Xie Yun's expression changed, but she quickly recovered, "I'll go find you a wheelchair."

"No..." Now I am very aware of the word wheelchair.

This lady may have to spend her time in a wheelchair...

What the doctor said is vivid in my mind, so I hate wheelchairs.

"I'm going to walk by myself." Once I've made up my mind, I won't change it. Even if I can't feel my legs, even if I can't stand up, I still want to try my best to fight.

"Zihan, what did you say?" Xie Yun shouted loudly, "You don't want to die? Your legs haven't healed yet. How could you..."

"Are we going to spend the rest of our lives in a wheelchair?" I yelled at Xie Yun while sitting on the bed with tears in my eyes.

At this moment I couldn't hold it in anymore, all the resentment and anger in my heart burst out at this moment.

I don’t want to spend my whole life in a wheelchair, no. That is a very scary thing. No one can know the feeling of having no feeling in the legs, and this kind of pain is something that ordinary people cannot understand.

Regardless of Xie Yun's obstruction, I lifted the quilt and got out of bed like this. I wanted to be defeated and I wanted to stand up.

However, God is stopping me.

As soon as my feet touched the ground and I just wanted to stand up, I fell to the ground, lying on the ground, tears falling on the ground. I was unwilling to stand up again and again, but fell down again and again.

land.

Why, why did God do this to me? What did I do wrong to punish me like this?

I lay on the ground and sobbed loudly, I really couldn't reconcile myself to it...

"Zihan, please don't be like this, okay?" Xie Yun cried, feeling distressed and trying to help me up.

"Xie Yun, can you feel the pain? The feeling of not having any feelings?"

"Zihan, let's go back to bed first, okay?"

"You go out first and let me be quiet..."
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