Well... alive?

Just one person, are you alive?

Under the white light that seemed a little cold, he stared at the cold body beside him for a long time. After a long time, Qianye slowly raised his hand and gently placed the cold hand that was holding his tightly, and placed it on the girl who showed a satisfied smile.

There was no expression on his face.

However, this thought flashed through his heart.

A thought flashed through the heart that was mixed with sorrow, frustration, and depressed without any anger. A thought seemed to be questioning this girl who could no longer answer, or questioning herself.

Then, he easily opened his hand and let go of his hand that he didn't want to let go.

Should I thank me in the past?

This time!

Then, after letting go, my eyes stared at the girl with almost transparent skin, and a bitter smile slowly appeared on the corner of my mouth.

A bitter smile that seemed to be even worse than crying.

If, if, if, if, hadn't I had experienced that cruel memory repeatedly, so many deaths, so much sorrow, and even the kind of sorrow that almost makes me lose my feelings and feelings, can I still maintain the most basic rationality now?

Then, under the ugly smile, this thought flashed through Qianye's heart.

That's right, the reason why Chiba can still maintain her current rationality, not do anything extreme, or even do anything excited is entirely because of that cruel memory.

Because of that cruel memory, he grew up.

If he hadn't experienced that cruel memory, at this time, he would have been completely hysterical and completely defeated by grief and anger. It would be normal for him to do anything irrational.

Even the best thing is that you have already chased you out now and chased Nobuhiko Uchiha at all costs. Then, before you break Uchiha Nobuhiko's head, you will do whatever terrible things and what is without a bottom line, as long as you can kill Nobuhiko Uchiha.

I guess after unscrewing Uchiha Nobuhiko's head, he will not be able to withstand the emptiness after revenge, and then break himself.

Now, after experiencing that cruel memory, repeatedly seeing and feeling so much loss, so much sorrow, and the hysteria that caused the loss of feelings and feelings in my heart, Chiba knew and knew very well that if he lost his mind at this time, the final outcome might be even more miserable and meaningless than his past self.

If he loses his mind now, he is just escaping, betrayal of Kushina, Hirohiko, Minato, and others, and an insult to Yukina's self-sacrifice!

Therefore, he cannot lose his mind or be hysterical and do whatever he wants.

On the contrary, if he wants Yukina's sacrifice, Kushina's care, Hirohiko's heart, and Minato's gifts to become meaningful, he must survive.

Live well.

Because his current life carries the continuation of their lives.

They gave up the opportunity to be resurrected and left the hope of survival to him.

They don't want him to die.

They don’t want a world without a time traveler named “Takychiba”!

This is their "love" for themselves, beyond life.

To be honest, Chiba now wants to be hysterical and desperate, and even wants to use the power of the light ball as soon as possible to cause damage to the world that cannot be destroyed, but it is also a heavy damage.

But, he can't.

Reason tells him that he cannot.

Perhaps, when he expected Kushina and Hakubuki Mizuno to die, he decided to use the natural art of reincarnation to resurrect everyone, sacrifice himself and save all of them, he had actually made plans in his mind to fail all plans.

Even the innate art of reincarnation fails.

All irreversible plans.

At this moment, he, who has the most basic reason, even felt that he had an expected feeling of "Sure enough, it developed into this situation".

This is also the feeling that neutralized the negative emotions in his heart and made him still have the most basic rationality.

Also, the ability to think.

And it is precisely because of his ability to think that he realized that even if he destroys the world now, it will be useless.

It's just futile.

It was just a moment of anger, and then there was endless emptiness.

If the world is destroyed, there is only one lonely person left.

I still can't come back what I want!

Could it be that all this was as expected by me in the past?

That's why I have to experience that cruel memory?

He knew that I, who had feelings, would eventually destroy myself because of feelings, so I was able to experience those cruel memories again and again, train me with those cruel memories, and also adapt to the pain of losing the most important person.

And, after seeing the feeling of emptiness?

Yeah……

is that so?

Although I had no feelings or feelings in the past, I also saw through the two sides of the relationship.

Feelings will indeed make people stronger.

But, the same goes for the advantages and disadvantages. While emotions can make people stronger, they can also destroy a person.

And it is, completely destroying a person.

Then, the next second, all kinds of emotions passed through my heart, and many emotions were intertwined, like a millstone, and between the most basic rational negative emotions. This thought slowly emerged deep in Qianye's heart.

With this idea, he suddenly realized that he had arranged a path for himself in the past.

A path leading to the straightest path to the past self in an absolute rational state without feelings and feelings.

Now, in my grief, extreme grief, frustration, and extreme frustration, I still maintain a rational and thinking mentality, which is the gift I gave myself in the past.

This is what I wanted in the past, to have the emotions that can make myself stronger, and to have the true power of reason and soberness that cannot be shaken by this strong emotion?

As this thought emerged, Qianye's thoughts slowly began to float out.

So, what should I do now?

What can be done?

Now, is it really the end?

Then, as thoughts drifted away, Qianye seemed to have caught something and got everything he wanted.

This time, it is not simple, and there is hope, nor is it simple, and it is not simple, and it is forcing oneself to pursue it without letting oneself down, or because of escaping failure, thinking about naive ideas such as reincarnation in the filthy land and using the innate birth of reincarnation again.

Instead, it is practical to get everything you want once and for all!

"Um?"

Then, just as Chiba felt something, his eyes seemed to have discovered something and landed on Xue Na's other hand.

This is?
Chapter completed!