Chapter 91 [Brotherhood] (Part 2)
Chapter 91 [Deep Brotherly Love] (Part 2)
He looked at me and said slowly, "Simply put... you can understand your difficulties, but I can't accept that you are a gangster. Understanding is one thing, accepting is another."
"Then...you don't recognize me?" My heart trembled. It was finally difficult for me to meet another relative. Would I lose him like this?
The eldest brother looked at me and said slowly: "Chen Yang, your eldest brother is a decades old and doesn't understand the truth. But I have to think about everything slowly."
He sighed: "Today, you came over to change Xiaohu's ward to help me. But for me, I will feel a little bump in my heart. You are very rich, I can tell. But how did your money come from? If I were asked to spend your money, my heart would be uneasy."
"Senior Brother, stop being so pedantic!" I sighed heavily and said in a deep voice: "I ask you, you said you are unwilling to accept this money... Hey, I admit that a lot of my money is indeed earned from illegal business. But so what? Do you think that if you don't spend this black money, others will not spend it?"
I pointed at the patients walking around the hospital yard and sneered: "Did you see these people? There are many of these patients in the hospital, and their treatment costs are not paid by themselves! Many people have accepted donations from those charities! And this hospital, many hospitals have accepted donations from charities! But, do you know where the donations from those charities come from??? Do you know???"
The eldest brother was stunned for a moment.
I continued to sneer: "I tell you, the largest gangster in Canada, the boss of Hell Angel, who throws at least 10 million out every year, is to donate to these charities! If my money is black money! Then the money in Hell Angel will only be a hundred times darker than my money!! That money is donated to charities to bleach them and earn their reputation! But the same is true, the money has been invested in hospitals and sponsored to many patients! So, these hospitals, these patients, they spend black money every day!!"
I looked at my senior brother: "You said you would not spend black money. You would be uneasy! Then I tell you, this hospital must have charity investments! Many people who donate to charity must have black money!! You said you don't spend black money! But when Lei Ren was admitted to this hospital, he was already spending it!!"
At this moment, I had no concealment. I was even deliberately trying to blow the senior brother's confidence, I was trying to blow his mental concepts!! I stared at him and gritted my teeth and said, "Do you think the boundary between black and white is that simple?"
After I finished speaking, he looked at the eldest brother and was stunned, with a little confused look in his eyes.
After a long time, the eldest brother sighed, his tone was extremely complicated: "Chen Yang, Chen Yang...you...why do you have to go on this road...I know these truths, I can't tell you, and I know that what you said may make sense. But you are my junior brother. It's really hard for me to let go of it when I watch you walk into the underworld... It's very difficult!"
This time, I laughed instead!
I had a ferocious expression on my face and even more evil spirits in my eyes! But I was clearly smiling!
This is a kind of crazy laugh, a kind of crazy laugh with indignation and sadness!
"Why did I go to the underworld? Why did I go to the underworld...hahahahahaha!!!" I laughed loudly, and then said angrily: "Do you think I am willing? Do you think I am willing to be like this?"
I suddenly stood up and pointed to the sky: "If you want to blame, blame this thief God!" I turned around, looked at my senior brother who was still sitting here, and shouted: "The master went there... I dare not forget the teachings he taught before his death! I dare not for a moment!! I returned to Nanjing, and with my skills, I was already out of the way in the underworld! But I didn't! I would rather take a few hundred yuan a month as a small waiter holding plates! Being a small worker! Later, a boss appreciated me and thought I could do it, so he improved me and let me become the supervisor step by step!" I took a deep breath: "I can swear to the sky! In those years, Chen Yang, I, had never done anything that was harmful to the sky! Nothing was done!!"
Then I paused and my voice became gloomy: "Although there were some twists and turns, I had always lived a good life. For some reasons, I left the boss, I found a job in a company, had a good income, and I also had a beautiful, kind and gentle girlfriend. I have my own good friends, my own life, peace and happiness! Do you think I don't want to live such a life? Do you think I like to be like this??"
I was excited and my face turned red, and even the blue veins on my neck burst out. I clenched my fists and yelled at the senior brother!
Then, with a squeak, I tore my top open with both hands! The buttons burst, and I tore my shirt on the floor, revealing my body inside!
Under the sun, my chest, back, arms, and shoulders, scars, gunshot wounds, bullet holes...
The eldest brother was stunned!
He stared at the scars all over my body, and tried hard to open his mouth, unable to say a word for a long time!!
Finally, his voice was hoarse: "Chen Yang...you, how did you do it like this?"
"It's like this?" I laughed, but my eyes were cold: "These are the prices for me to be a good person!!"
I began to tell that since I promised Brother Huan to take care of his daughter with a sense of responsibility and kindness in China. Then, in order to protect his daughter, I caused a big disaster! After that, I took Ni Duoduo all the way, went through hardships, suffered a lot, and finally handed over Ni Duoduo to his father!
"A man is a real man, and he promises a thousand gold. This is what it should be." The senior brother nodded and said in a deep voice: "Since that Brother Huan had favored you back then, his daughter, a weak woman, was bullied by evil people, it is also worth it for you to take action to eliminate the harm. You can persist and never give up. Leaving the girl to his father is also a man!"
"Man?" I laughed loudly, almost burst into tears. I stared at the senior brother: "Do you think the wounds on me were caused by those enemies who chased me? Wrong! Senior brother! You were wrong! You were wrong!! Wrong is as outrageous as I was back then! So naive!!"
Then I began to tell that since Brother Huan betrayed me and wanted to kill me to silence me, I fought bloody battles in Guangzhou. I fought a bloody road and was rescued by the kind fat man, and then I died for a lifetime... However, I could no longer stay in China! I was forced to smuggle abroad, and I encountered a smuggling group and pirate at sea, and I died for a lifetime...
"Do you think I don't want to be a good person? I don't want to be a dignified and good person? I don't want to live a peaceful and peaceful life?" I smiled miserably and looked at the eldest brother. I slowly said, "Senior Brother, have you seen these scars? I tell you that these knives not only slashed on me... but also slashed in my heart with one knife! It was so cruel! It cut off my soft heart, my kindness! It cut off my innocence! It also cut off my conscience!!"
I vented it in one breath. I felt a little weak in my mood, and my body became soft...
The eldest brother's eyes were already red, and he suddenly hugged me. His broad palm slapped my shoulder hard, and his voice choked: "Chen Yang... Chen Yang... made you suffer!" After a pause, he gritted his teeth and said: "Senior brother, I don't know that you have suffered so many grievances!!"
His hands were trembling, gently stroking the hideous scars on my body. Finally, the eldest senior brother took a deep breath: "From today, with the senior brother here, no one can wrong you anymore! With the senior brother protecting you, no one can touch you and hurt you again!!"
After hearing this from my senior brother, I finally felt relieved!
I haven't vented for a long time! Or, I have never gotten the opportunity to vent!!
Siro is my good brother, but most of the time, he seems to be my younger brother, he is more impulsive and inexperienced than me. So, I must stay strong in front of him and maintain an image of a boss he can trust and rely on!
Although Yan Di, Qiao Qiao and I have a good relationship, they are women. A man cannot express his pain in a woman's arms.
Only the eldest brother! Only the eldest brother! Only the eldest brother has beaten me, recited me, and scolded me when I was a child!
After my master died, I hadn't cried like this for a long time. I almost vented all the grievances that I had been holding in my heart for so long and all the things that I could not express to others in my arms.
Don't say I'm weak.
After all, I am only twenty-four years old!
When she returned to the ward, Lei Ren looked at his father carefully, but seeing that my senior brother and I were both red in their eyes, they walked in shoulder to shoulder, and the clever boy breathed a sigh of relief.
The eldest brother no longer refused my kindness. I left two of the most senior caregivers to take care of Xiluo and Lei Ren in the hospital, and I followed the eldest brother back to "Baozhilin".
I could finally ask the doubt in my heart: "Senior Brother, what does it have to do with Baozhilin? Is our sect also the successor of Huang Feihong?"
The senior brother smiled and was about to speak when my cell phone rang.
Xiao Huang called and he told me that the things I told him to do were done.
Chapter completed!