Chapter 128 [Looking back suddenly] (Part 2)

"Why did I see you today... Why... If I didn't see you, I could still keep a trace of illusion and leave a glimmer of hope for myself! But now? When I saw you, you... you are so cold to me!! Hundreds of misses... During the time you left, I cried and couldn't fall asleep every night... I finally got the news of your safety, but you had already thrown me behind my head... When you were living in Vancouver, did you ever think that in China, there was a woman like me who was still caring about you every day?"

"I..." I was really shocked! I could hardly say a word. Looking at Fang Nan, this woman cried in my arms, and I suddenly felt that I really might owe this woman a lot...

"But today, I saw you... Maybe I should be happy, should I be satisfied? Should I be satisfied? But you just said a few words to dispel my hope..." Fang Nan looked at me, with a bit of resentment in his eyes: "Chen Yang, why are you so cruel? Why can you be so kind to others, but you can be so heartless to me?"

"Fang... Fang Nan." I finally changed my color, and I didn't care about anything else at this moment. I hugged her shoulders with both hands, and then said seriously: "It's not that I'm cruel, nor that I'm heartless to you! Fang Nan, what I mean, you may have misunderstood."

I sighed, grabbed her shoulder hard, looked at Fang Nan's eyes, and said, "I don't know what kind of life I'm living now, how much he told you, how much do you know! But I just want to tell you that today, I have already changed so many times from Xiaowu in the mainland! I am no longer the Chen Yang in the past! It can even be said that I am probably not the Chen Yang you once liked! Do you understand all these?"

Fang Nan stopped crying, she looked at me. I took a deep breath and let her go. Then I rolled up my sleeves and rolled it to the upper arm, revealing a long, winding scar on my arm, like a centipede: "Did you see this?" I whispered and laughed bitterly: "Do you know, there are only twenty scars on my body like this. There are three bullet holes in my body! What kind of life am I living now, do you know?" I stretched out my hands.

In front of her: "Did you see my hands? Fang Nan, back then I could be your driver, drive for you, stay by your side, do housework, and even help you change light bulbs... But now, the most important thing my hands do is to soak in blood and then deprive others of their lives! I am already a person who is heading for depravity and hell! I am a cold-blooded butcher, dictator, and infamous gangster boss... Do you understand all these?"

Fang Nan was stunned. She stared at me for a long time, looked at the ugly scar on my arm, and listened to me saying those cold words. Then she jumped up like crazy, and suddenly hugged me. She suddenly pressed her to me desperately, and then took the initiative to press over and tried to kiss me desperately.

When the soft and sweet lips were pressed against me, I almost surrendered at that moment. But I still resisted the impulse in my heart. My movements were very slow, but I firmly pushed her away.

"Fang Nan, what I want you to know is that I don't think I can give you happiness and happiness, so...please forget me!"

The person in her arms shivered for a moment, and she looked up at me. There was a hint of incredibleness and despair on her face. Then she suddenly showed a hint of madness in her eyes, and she bit her shoulder hard!

She bit her bit her very hard! She even bit her blood! She looked at Fang Nan with her head raised. Her rosy lips and a trace of blood remained on the corners of her mouth. These reflected her heartbreaking eyes, with a bit of sadness...

Then she pushed me away with force and then ran away stumbled.

I sat down dejectedly... Although this was exactly the result I wanted, I really watched Fang Nan leave disappointed and sadly, and suddenly felt an indescribable emptiness and fatigue.

"You shouldn't have been like this." Aze, who had been lying on the table, suddenly raised his head. His face was still drunk, but his eyes were awake.

"Hmph, you still said!" I said depressedly: "You were deliberately leading me here. I don't want to see Fang Nan just to avoid such a scene... Alas, Aze, you shouldn't have done this."

"Chen Yang, so I said you don't understand women at all." Aze sat up straight: "You don't even understand Fang Nan's thoughts... Well, I heard what you said just now. Don't you just think that you can't be with her now and that you can't give her happiness? So what do you think Fang Nan wants? Do you think she wants to marry you as a wife? Do you think she wants to stay with you forever? Xiao Wu, in fact, she understands very well that these are impossible, whether from your situation or her own situation! If I guess correctly, Fang Nan's request is very simple, just get the minimum little bit of feelings from you... Even if it's just a little good memory. Xiao Wu, you don't understand women, let alone the heart of a woman who is over thirty years old and still alone! Fang Nan has never expected anything at all, but you rejected her too ruthlessly and too far!"

"Then...what exactly does she want?"

"It's very simple. A little good memory can make the pale life even a little color. Even if it's just a little smile, it's enough to make people have more things to support their hearts in the future. These... you don't understand. In fact, what about her needs is just a little response, making this poor woman feel that her infatuation is not wasted at least... And what about your current attitude? Let me say something ugly, your attitude will make Fang Nan feel very desperate! Your cold rejection will make her feel that her affection for you is a... a very cheap behavior!!" Aze stared at me and said coldly: "Imagine, if you treat someone as a treasure, then you treat you as a mustard of grass... what kind of feeling would you do?"

I was stunned and stood up involuntarily.

"Go out and chase after me." Aze said lightly: "She must be very sad at this moment. She may drive out and find a place where no one is. She burst into tears... If someone can't think about it, she may even have the desire to die."

"What did you say??? No way!!" I said in a daze.

"Nonsense. Do you understand women, or do I understand women?" He pointed outside the door: "When you go out and turn left, there is an alley. If you walk along one, you will encounter a canal. However, the canal is not wide and should not be able to stop you. You jump over and you can take a shortcut in front of Fang Nan. Her car parked there, go quickly, if you go late, you can't catch up. Remember, it's a defender h3. It's easy to find."

I hesitated for a second, and suddenly ran out!

After following Aze's words, I left the door of this tavern and went to the left. Sure enough, there was an alley here. I ran down in one breath, but found that the alley was getting narrower. After running out for two hundred meters, I found a canal across the street in front of me... Just... Damn!

Who said that the canal is not wide? He also said that he would definitely not stop me?

This canal is at least seven or eight meters wide! Even if I am the Olympic long jump champion, I dare not be sure to jump over it! I looked left and right, but found that there were no bridges nearby. The nearest place where I could cross the river would probably take at least five minutes to run over it.

I was anxious to chase Fang Nan, and at this time I didn't care about so much. I took a few steps back, took a deep breath, ran over with a sprint, and then flew...

My legs tried to push the ground as hard as possible! And my body stretched out in the air... I was like a big bird, and then...

thump!

I fell into the canal.

I couldn't help but scold Aze for his intelligence error. I climbed up to the other side in a hurry, my whole body was soaked, my shoes under my feet were filled with water, and I walked with slippery and slippery... Fortunately, the water in this canal was very clear and there was no spilled garbage or debris. It seemed that the scenic spot management department was working very well!

I didn't care about my appearance anymore, so I chased forward in one breath. Sure enough, I forced the canal to cross the channel and took a shortcut. The passers-by next to me watched me as a wet guy like a cock running wildly on the road, and they all let the road open for me. I ran to the parking lot outside the ancient town in one breath, and saw a yellow Hanma H3 off-road vehicle in a row of cars in the parking lot!

From afar, I saw Fang Nan facing away from me, as if she was opening the car door. She was standing on the ground, but her upper body was lying in the front passenger seat of the car... Well, are you crying?

My heart softened, and I ran over to the front of the car regardless of everything, rushed to the front of the car, and then hugged Fang Nan from the back, making her body tightly press on me. At the same time, I said softly in her ear: "Fang Nan, it's my fault, it's me wrong! I shouldn't have made you sad. All my words just now were wrong... Well? You are not Fang Nan, are you?"

My scalp tingled and I looked at "Fang Nan" in my arms in amazement.
Chapter completed!