Chapter 53 [Disillusionment](2/2)
Suddenly, my anger surged in my heart, and a resentment that had been suppressed in my heart for many years was squirting out at this moment!
"Why? Don't you know why?!!!" I suddenly stood up, clenched my fists, and walked to Cang Yu step by step: "Brother Huan! Brother Huan! Ha!! He was of course my brother Huan! It was my eldest brother!! I was willing to die for him! I was willing to give up everything for him, and I didn't even frown once! But in the end! When Jinhe pointed a gun at me..." I gritted my teeth and poked my temples with my fingers. I laughed angrily: "At that time, do you think I should continue to call him 'Brother Huan'!!"
Cang Yu didn't say anything, I felt my face hot, and the muscles in the corners of my eyes kept beating, and I hissed: "I used to regard him as the heavens! I regarded him as the elder brother, like a kind father! But what was the last thing I got! Is it like a dog being chased and forced to leave my hometown! Cang Yu! Is it because I, Chen Yang, I am sorry to him Ye Huan, or is it because he Ye Huan is sorry to me Chen Yang!!! If one day, he will abandon you without hesitation for the sake of profit, and even when Jin He pointed his gun at your head, what would you feel!!"
"I know." Cang Yu's words slapped hard in my heart like a whip: "I understand what that feels." Her voice seemed to have a strange sadness: "Xiao Wu... Actually, I understand, I really understand. Your heart is not only about hatred for Brother Huan... but also about him! The resentment in your heart now comes more from being betrayed and betrayed. It is precisely because the deeper your feelings for Brother Huan in the past, the deeper you hate now."
"Ha! You understand? You understand, that's the big deal!" I couldn't help but curse, "You understand, but you still want to kill me! Jin He understands. You still want to kill me!! You were all my friends! You are my sister Cang Yu, and he is my brother Jin! But you all watched me betrayed by Ye Huan and sacrificed by him! But you still have to turn your guns at me! Ha! Friends! What is friends! What is old love? What is love? If you understand, will you still want to kill me with a syringe today? Cang Yu!!"
My chest kept rising and falling. I stared at her with gritted teeth: "Kill me... do you have a clear conscience?"
I sneered, looked at Cang Yu, and stared at her eyes tightly: "Cang Yu, tell me. Do you have a clear conscience when you treat me like this?"
Her face was complicated, as if after a fierce inner struggle, she finally...
"...Xiao Wu, kill me." Cang Yu lowered her eyelids and sighed.
"Kill you..." I suddenly had the urge to smash everything. I said coldly and repeatedly silently: "Kill you... Kill you... Kill you..."
Kill! Is there only the word "kill" left behind in everything?
I was in a state of great resentment and grievances that I could never vent.
Ha! What a love affair!
I was nostalgic for the past, so I rescued her. But when she fell down, she wanted to kill me without mercy! This is true for Jinhe, and so for Cang Yu!!
You, are you all blind? You can’t see that Ye Huan is sorry to me, Chen Yang!! Why do you all help Ye Huan kill me! Come and deal with me!!
Love...haha! Love!!!
I suddenly laughed. My laughter was very strange, and my laughter was cold. This smile made Cang Yu's eyes feel a little cold.
I walked to her side. Then I reached out and gently pressed it on her shoulder. Kurayu sighed, closed her eyes and waited for death.
But my hand did not fall on her throat, nor did I crush her throat further, but instead landed gently on her cheeks and gently stroked her face.
"Cang Yu...Sister." I took a deep breath, and my voice no longer had any emotion: "Actually, I want to thank you, thank you for your actions just now." I looked into her eyes and whispered: "You broke the last fantasy of my old love in my heart with your own hands."
After saying that, I left her and turned toward the door.
"Don't you kill me?" Her confusion came from behind.
I ignored it and opened the door with my skills.
"Wait!" Cang Yu suddenly shouted loudly.
I turned around and looked at her.
"Chen Yang..." Cang Yu bit his lip hard, and then whispered: "Actually... that needle was prepared for Shen Shan. I didn't expect to meet you today...but..."
"It doesn't matter anymore." I said lightly, "But you chose to kill me just now, didn't you?"
After saying that, I closed the door and then took Tu Dabi away.
After walking out of this place that made me depressed and coming to the street, I took a deep breath.
"Tu." I suddenly felt very tired, there was no one around me, so I could only speak to this cold killing machine: "Do you know? I really want to kill someone now."
"Yes, boss." Tu still answered me like a machine: "Who do you want to kill? I'll do it now."
"No..." I shook my head, then looked at Tu and whispered: "I must solve this person myself, I must!"
Do you know? I once thought that when I was back, I would use my strength to get back everything that originally belonged to me!
But today, I suddenly realized sadly that everything that was originally, all the warmth, and the old things had actually disappeared and disappeared.
Even if I killed Ye Huan, Jinhe, or even Cang Yu... I killed all the people they had betrayed me... can those lost things be found?
Summer just passed, and the climate in Shanghai was still a bit hot, and the autumn sunshine still brought some summer heat. I stood on the street, with only one Tu An quietly following me.
But I couldn't help but tighten my clothes...well, it was a little cold.
Chapter completed!