Ni Duoduo couldn't help but feel a little nervous. She seemed to think for a while: "Luo Lie...you...I..."

"Hmph! Are you trying to say sorry to me, right?" Luo Lie expressed his feelings just now, and now he finally put aside his concerns when speaking, and said loudly: "I know, I'm actually all delusional!! You won't even like me at all, right? I know! I know everything! I know!! You only have that guy in your heart! Although you are willing to say a few more words to me on weekdays, it's actually because... because..." His voice suddenly became hoarse: "It's because of me...my appearance, it looks a bit similar to him, right?"

The last few words almost popped out from his teeth!

"No...you...I..." Ni Duoduo panicked and hesitated, but couldn't say a complete sentence.

"Haha! I know everything! You think I don't understand, but I know everything!" Luo Lie suddenly became excited, his voice became high, and he even felt a sense of resentment that had been suppressed for a long time!

"You! You Ni Duoduo! And your father, Brother Huan! And Jinhe, and even Cang Yu... All of you... Hum!" Luo Lie said loudly: "Three years ago, I was still a gangster. Your father suddenly promoted me. At that time, the look of your father looking at me made me very strange! I didn't know him at all, but he was very kind to me and very kind. Sometimes, he even looked at me in a daze, with the reluctance, sadness, and even a bit of guilt in his eyes... I got it. Although he was looking at me, he regarded me as another person in his heart!"

thump!

Ni Duoduo suddenly sat on the ground. Without her back blocking the cat's eyes, I could finally see the scene outside again.

"You, Luo Lie, what did you say just now? My father, is there really guilt in his eyes?" Ni Duoduo said tremblingly.

Ni Duoduo's words also made my heart tremble! Because, I couldn't help but think of this sentence in my heart!

Ye Huan...Brother Huan, does he really feel guilty?!

"So what! So what!" Luo Lie suddenly clenched his fist, and with the dim light, I could vaguely see the expression on his face. He gritted his teeth, his face full of anger: "What does this have to do with me! But do you know! In the past few years, I have been strange at first. I am a little gangster, and it turns out that it is inconspicuous at all. But why did your father have a lot of eyes for me? In less than three years, I sat down to where I am now! I became your father's confidant, Jinhe taught me kung fu. Your father asked me to help him manage his business... At the beginning, I felt very proud and happy because I felt very capable and successful. But then, every time...every time..."

He suddenly laughed: "Hahahaha! Do you know! Every time I do something very well and do it very successfully, Jin He suddenly mentioned the words "No, you are as capable as him." But when I failed and didn't do it well, I heard Cang Yu occasionally say, "Oh, you are so impulsive in doing things." I... I'm fucking enough!! No matter how good I do things and how satisfied they do it, they think of it is that guy!! No matter how bad I do things or how failed, they still think of that guy... I... What the fuck I am! What the fuck I am! Is it his shadow? Is it his substitute!!! My name is Luo Lie! My name is Luo Lie! Not Chen Yang! But why, here. Everyone regards me as his substitute!!"

Luo Lie became more and more excited as he spoke. He clenched his fists tightly, and even his joints were clattering. Obviously, his heart was in a state of great excitement. Ni Duoduo suddenly said powerlessly: "So...you can..."

"Yes! What you said just now is actually correct. Although I have never seen him, I am not even familiar with him, I hate him very much! I really hate him very much! Because he is first, your father, Jinhe, Cang Yu, and you... Each of you regards me as his substitute and as his shadow. Even if I make ten times more effort, try my best to show myself and achieve results, I just hope that you can notice me Luo Lie! But every time, my efforts can only be exchanged for your nostalgia for him! Why! Why!!"

Bang!

In his anger, Luo Lie punched hard on the wall, making a muffled sound! His punch hit very hard, and I could vaguely see blood flowing out of his fist.

"Ah!" Ni Duoduo also saw it. She let out a low voice, then stood up quickly, took out a pack of tissue from her pocket, pulled out one, and quickly walked over and wrapped Luo Lie's hand hard: "You...you are bleeding! Why are you so excited...I..."

"Oh..." Luo Lie's hand held by Ni Duoduo suddenly froze, then sighed, watched Ni Duoduo hurriedly bandaged his palms, and then suddenly whispered: "Duoduo... in your heart, you always treat me as his substitute... Could it be that I look very similar to him, and I am also wrong? I know, I... I climbed up step by step from the bottom, so I really want to show myself hard, and I hope to get everyone's recognition. But every time I work harder, I make everyone ignore me more and more... This feeling is really unhappy."

Ni Duoduo didn't say anything, but just wrapped his handbag. Then he took a step back, lowered his head and thought for a while, and then whispered: "Luo Lie, I don't know. Sorry... I really don't know. But I know, you actually work very hard. During this period, you have done a lot of things for your father. Even Uncle Jinhe appreciates you very much. In fact, you don't have to be too demanding on yourself. It's not that everyone has not seen your efforts, but that everyone is feeling a little guilty towards him, because of this guilt, we can't forget him. These are not your fault, it's really not your fault."

"What about you?" Luo Lie said in a deep voice: "What about you? When you were with me, you looked at my face. Are you thinking about him in your heart?"

"..." Ni Duoduo was silent for a while, then suddenly laughed. Her laughter was a little awkward, but after all, she still laughed: "I...I admit. I was willing to talk to you at the beginning because you really look like him. But later, I talk to you because you are very kind to me." Ni Duoduo's voice also became a little strange: "Actually... haven't you noticed it? The people around my father don't seem to like me very much."

"What?" Luo Lieqi said.

Even I was standing at the door and eavesdropping, I couldn't help but feel a little strange.

"What I said is true." Ni Duoduo smiled bitterly and said, "Jinhe and Cang Yu, neither of them like me. Although they are very polite to me, I can feel it. Because... everything, everything is the trouble I caused! If I hadn't had the trouble that day, I wouldn't have even become like Chen Yang. Without that incident, my father wouldn't have become enemies with Chen Yang... If there weren't that trouble, my father wouldn't have been forced to turn against Qinghong's people in the end... You see, everything is caused by my disaster. So, whether it is Cangyu or Uncle Jinhe, they never said it, but I... I can feel it. They actually don't like me in their hearts."

Luo Lie was silent. And I was in a complicated mood at the door.

Indeed... If Ni Duoduo hadn't run to the hell party, and ended up getting involved with the son of the boss Qinghong's one-sided boss... I'll go to save him again...

If Ni Duoduo was not so ignorant back then, she would be a good girl, not make such bad friends, and go to such disgusting party...

Then, nothing will happen in everything.

I might still be his confidant general under Ye Huan. Ye Huan would not be forced to rebel Qinghong and set up his own business.

But can all this... really blame such a girl?

I shook my head.

"You are very kind to me and very nice to me." Ni Duoduo whispered: "Actually, even if you don't say it, I know what you want. It's just... it's just me..."

"But you want to say sorry to me. Is it?" Luo Lie smiled bitterly.

"Yes, I'm sorry." Ni Duoduo said in a low voice. Her voice was very soft, but after a while, she suddenly said, "Luo, Luo Lie. I know, I'm actually very stupid, really stupid. No matter how much I think of him, he can't see or hear it. And... what if I see and hear it, what can I do? He and my father are already like water and fire. But I am the daughter of my father. So, no matter how stupid I am, there is no hope between me and him... there may be no more. I... I know you are very nice to me... I... I understand your feelings, and sometimes I am very moved. But... I really can't accept you now. Sometimes, I think you are more in my heart, and brother, big brother."

Although I couldn't see Luo Lie's expression clearly, I knew that his expression must be ugly at this moment.

Sure enough, Luo Lie was silent for a while, then his voice was a little silence: "Brother...Brother?"

He smiled bitterly, and then sighed: "Why do girls always say such an excuse that they can't be so bad that they can no longer be bad? I only treat you as my brother... Haha! What a cliché excuse!"

Ni Duoduo was a little nervous and said quickly: "I, I said it is true."

Luo Lie waved his hand and said, "Okay, needless to say. Whether it is brother, real or fake, it doesn't matter what the reason is. I only know that you will reject me as a result."

The two were silent for a while, and Luo Lie was a little tired: "Okay, I've had enough trouble. Can you go back? It's already very late now."

Ni Duoduo hesitated for a moment, suddenly gritted her teeth and said, "I...I want to go in and take a look."

"What?"

"I want to go in and take a look." Ni Duoduo suddenly made up his mind: "I'm very tired too... Luo Lie. I think of him every day, but I can't forget him, and I'm very tired too... I always like to come here recently, downstairs, looking at it from afar... Actually, I'm very ridiculous, knowing that I'm very ridiculous. I've only been to his house once back then, just once before we ran away. I've been feeling more and more recently, if I'm so stupid, there's no result... I know everything

"The girl shook her head vigorously and whispered: "Today, I just want to go in and take a look... I don't know what I want to see, I just want to go in and see what his former home has become. Perhaps, after seeing it, I thought it would be over in my last thought... Seeing that his home has changed, and there are other people living in it, I might have a break in my heart... Then, I won't have to sneak here to see when I can't sleep at night."

Luo Lie shrugged: "You must go in and look at it, then go in and look at it. Anyway, it's not a big deal."

After all, it was a gangster general, and Luo Lie was not a timid person. He walked past Ni Duoduo and came to the door, knocked on the door panel, and said lightly: "I knocked on the door for a long time, but there was no sound. It seems that there was no one inside. If you want to go in and see, I will find something and pry the door open. But I will agree first. You can go in and take a look tonight, and then you will have this thought in your heart. You won't have to come here again in the future! Do you understand?"

Ni Duoduo nodded. Luo Lie immediately said: "Okay! You are waiting here, I'll go find a crowbar."

"No need." Ni Duoduo seemed to smile bitterly, then touched a hairpin from his hair, straightened it in his hand, shook it, and whispered: "You may know, when I was a little girl for a while, I used to do something wrong with some friends, can I open the lock? Without a key."

After saying that, she carefully poked the hairpin into the keyhole, then put her ear on the door and turned it gently...

A slight clicking sound came from the door lock, and then, clicking, opened...

Ni Duoduo put away his hairpin and then smiled as if he was smiling: "Look, it seems that I haven't forgotten many things."
Chapter completed!