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Chapter 1089 gap

"That time you saw me and Zhang Fugui together, you still humiliated me like that. The gap between us is too big. I'm afraid that I am not worthy of you. I may not be worthy of you now." Wang Guihua smiled helplessly.

With.

"Nonsense, who said that a material gap is a gap? Your soul is holy, and your love and generosity determine that we are equal. Stop saying such silly things." Wang Feng hugged her tightly.

Wang Guihua wants to give her strength and support.

"Actually, I know that you don't feel safe with me now, and you don't have confidence in yourself. But Guihua, I hope you believe in me. We will have a bright future, and I will work very hard."

"I hope that if you have misunderstandings or dissatisfaction with me, you can tell me instead of keeping it in your heart." Wang Feng pressed Wang Guihua's head, and the two of them leaned against each other quietly in the evening breeze.

"Feng, I know that I am not the best. When others see me and you together, they always feel that we are not worthy. But although I am not the best, I can be the one who loves you the most, and I can sacrifice myself for you.

life.”

"Although I am not the most beautiful and shining one, I hope to be your sun to warm you in the future. I am not the best, but I will try my best to be a better version of myself to match you." Wang Guihua sobbed in Wang Feng's arms.

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This night, there were no earth-shattering vows. The two of them just stayed in the beautiful scenery, with a simple breeze, a round moon, and shining lovely stars. The two of them cuddled against each other quietly,

Feeling each other's sincerity and warmth.

Although there were no vows on this night, the two opened their hearts to each other on this night. Their misunderstandings disappeared and they quietly spoke to each other about their love for each other.

"Osmanthus, do you always think that I have a lot of worries every day? Do you still think that I am cold, inaccessible, and cruel?" Wang Feng said to Wang Guihua with a smile.

"Yes, I'm afraid that I can't keep up with you. I don't know what you are thinking. You rarely explain to me. It seems that we think differently. I can't understand your heart. I'm afraid that I

I can’t get into your heart.”

"However, I think there must be a lot of unhappiness and unspeakable complaints. It is difficult to speak. I remember someone said that there are things that you want to say but can't. Maybe it's like you." Wang Guihua said.

"Maybe. I have been like this since I was a child. Faced with all injustices, insecurities and dangers, no matter how angry I am, I will be angry again."

"I won't say it, because I have no one to talk to, and they don't stand with me. I have always been alone, but your appearance is like a ray of light, a warmth that I can't refuse."

"Osmanthus, like me, I don't complain about the suffering that I can tell, and I can't tell the real suffering. Maybe it's because I'm used to it. I don't have the habit of telling others what I'm worried about. I'm always used to keeping it all to myself.

You can figure it out in your mind."

"Moreover, it seems that there is no use for me to say it. In the end, I can only solve it myself. Moreover, I can't bear to tell my beloved people these unhappy things. I am already in great pain. I don't want my beloved people to be with me."

I feel the pain together, and I can’t bear to bear it.”

"Osmanthus, I hope you can always be happy, always carefree, and always be by my side."

"You give

My feeling is that even if everyone leaves, at least you will still be there. You will always love me. You make me feel the long-lost warmth and support. You make me feel as if I have escaped the pain of my original self.

of hell.”

Wang Guihua clung to Wang Feng's arms, listening to his heartbeat and what he said.

"For so long, I don't know whether it is right or wrong to keep you by my side. I love you, and of course I hope you can always stay with me, but it is too dangerous to be by my side."

"I have experienced this deeply since I was a child, so I have become what I am now. My body and heart are all hurt." Wang Guihua listened to Wang Feng's sadness, and Wang Guihua put her arms around Wang Feng's hand.

Tighten.

"You have to face much more than me now. You also have to face the assassinations of the women around me who have plans for me. In addition, you have to face those who are targeting me.

There are just too many!”

"I'm afraid that I won't be able to protect you, that I'll make you suffer, and that I'll make you suffer. I'm even more afraid that you'll be hurt, and I'm even more afraid that we might be separated in the future. So I'm too scared. When I think that you will bear my pain, I

Unacceptable.”

"You may not be happy being with me in the future, and I may turn you into something else. Everything is too insecure, everything is too dangerous. I don't have the confidence to keep you safe yet, but I am willing to do it for you."

You gave me your life."

Wang Feng's words were spoken clearly against Wang Guihua's ears.

"Shh, don't say stupid things. I won't allow our love to cost you your life. I love you, so don't say this."

"Feng, how can I bear to let you face these things by yourself? These things in a relationship are originally borne by two people. Only by working together can we become better in the future."

Besides, how can we know what our love for each other is like without going through some storms?

How can we understand what position each other plays in our respective lives? Only by going through ups and downs together can we truly witness our feelings.

"If we finally give in in the face of these difficulties, then everything we say here today will be lies. Only the future economy can prove whether we really love each other."

"I believe that if we really love each other very much, these things will not stop us. You know, true love is unstoppable." Wang Guihua looked at Wang Guihua and said to him with a smile.

"Osmanthus, do you know when I fell in love with you?" Wang Feng said, holding Wang Guihua in his arms.

"I don't know, tell me quickly, I seem to know, but I know that I loved you earlier than you loved me. I fell in love with you from the first time we met."

"Yes, after being with you, although I am very happy, I have been living in worry and pain, the feeling of love and hate, and sometimes I feel powerless, but I have never given up loving you."

Wang Feng smiled and was relieved of all this.

"Really, when I called you for the first time, although I didn't fall in love with you, such a girl was deeply engraved in my heart. I don't know if this is love."

"Later I took you as an enemy to take revenge. I didn't expect that I tortured you and hurt you so much."

, you still love me so much, I was shocked at that time, as if I was struck by lightning, I felt that I was finished and lost." "But I couldn't extricate myself deeply, and lived every day.

In the self-blame and guilt towards my sister, I still have to torture you every day, which makes me even more miserable. Since I can’t let go, is there anything I can do?”

"At that time, I felt too powerless. I told myself desperately not to fall in love with you, but remember that I must hate you, but our relationship is like a network."

"I was pulled in. No matter what I went through before, I would solve it, but you, I can't solve it."

"Later, you got pregnant. Although I said that I hated you and the child, I hoped that you could take the initiative to do something to make me disappointed in you and make me hate you. But you didn't. I was still looking forward to us.

What does your child look like?”

"At that time, I thought, if the child can be born, let our past be in the past, forget the past, and let's start from scratch."

"But I hurt you too badly. Not only did we lose our child because of me, but you almost lost your life. You were probably very disappointed in me at the time." Wang Feng said repentantly.

"Later, I knew that I had made a mistake in everything. I was really, really in pain, but I felt relieved because I knew I didn't love the wrong person."

"On the other hand, I'm worried. I'm afraid you'll never come back because I hurt you too badly. I'm afraid you will always hold grudges against me and not forgive me."

"Feng, I don't know why. I was really disappointed with you at that time. After I left you, I thought I would be free. I thought I would hate you, but I didn't."

"I'm also suffering. I've been telling myself that you were so cruel to me, and you were so cruel to our children. I tried hard to convince myself to hate you, but I couldn't do it?"

"When I found that I couldn't do it, I kept scolding myself in my heart, saying that I felt that I was cheap. You don't love me, you hurt me so much, but I still love you that way, and I hate myself too.

.”

"Slowly, I realized that it was not your fault alone that the child left. We were all at fault. We failed to protect him."

"Wang Feng, from today on, can we trust each other and love each other all the time?" Wang Guihua cried.

"Okay, I promise you, I will love you. Until my life ends, I will use my life to protect you. I hope we are not wrong about each other." Wang Feng placed his chin on Wang Guihua's head.

explain.

"Okay, we will never leave each other. You must tell me what is on your mind in the future. If you have any misunderstandings in the future, you must speak out. If you are hurt in the future, you must also tell me. Because I love you. Thank you. We must face it together.

.”

Wang Guihua gave Wang Feng confidence and said.

"Okay, I will only tell you all this from now on."

"Feng, do you know? In fact, I have always known that you are not very happy. I want to love you all the time. I want to kiss all the wounds on your body. I want to give you strength."
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