Do I want to blame others? I know I shouldn’t say this to you, but why do you just want to get a shortcut? Why do you have to look at what you don’t have and envy what you can’t get? Can’t you look at what you originally have?”

Bai Luo looked at Bai Yuan: "Also, fourth sister, are you innocent? Although I have no evidence, I don't believe that your participation in what the eldest sister did to the second sister. Fourth sister, you should understand what I am talking about."

"I don't understand!" Bai Yuan almost roared, "Sister Three, I really can't understand a single word you are saying. Do you think I'm the one who hurts the eldest sister? I don't understand what you are saying? How could I hurt the eldest sister! Third sister, what do you mean by saying this?"

"Do you harm me? You know the most in your heart. There is no need for me to say anything more. My good fourth sister, are you right?" Bai Luo's smile gently raised the corner of his mouth.

"I don't understand! Why does the third sister blame me for everything? I did nothing, so why did it turn out to be my fault? If you don't believe it, ask the eldest sister, what did I say to her? I know that the fourth sister has never liked me, but why do you think that things are my fault?" Bai Yuan's eyes were full of anger. She didn't understand. Bai Luo clearly had no evidence, but she would blame herself for everything. What's wrong with it? Bai Luo shrugged: "If this is true, it seems that I misunderstood the fourth sister. OK, everything is my fault. I'm here to compensate the fourth sister. I hope the fourth sister will not be angry with me."

Bai Yuan looked at Bai Luo. She didn't understand why Bai Luo had to target her everything. Did she have nothing else to target her? Isn't she the end of this? Isn't it not the good thing that Bai Luo did? Why should she target her like this? How long would she have to harm herself?

Bai Yuan looked at Bai Luo hatefully: "Today is the eldest sister's business, and it has nothing to do with me. Can I help my eldest sister say a few words? I don't understand why the third sister is targeting me? Is it true that as long as I stay in the mansion, the third sister will target me for the rest of my life? If this is true, then the third sister will scold me to death, or expel me from the mansion. As long as I am expelled from the mansion, maybe the third sister will not speak to me like this, right?"

Bai Luo opened her mouth, and she naturally didn't mean that. She rubbed her eyebrows and eyes: "What I want to say to you is not this at all. Why do you misunderstand what I mean? You clearly know that I just want to tell you that this matter must have something to do with you. If you explain it today, maybe nothing will happen. Since we have all said it out, why don't you explain it?"

Bai Yuan was furious: "What do I want to explain? Mother, tell me what I should explain, but I don't understand. I did nothing wrong. Why does the fourth sister always feel that everything is my fault? What do I need to explain? I don't need anything, and I didn't do anything wrong. The eldest sister wants to harm the second sister's life. Do you have to blame me? What does it have to do with me? My third sister, even if you want to scold me, you have to cause it because of me. Look, everything has nothing to do with me now. How do you want to blame me?"

Bai Ping heard this and shook her head: "Don't say anything, third sister, I know what you want to say. I can't blame anyone, nor the fourth sister asked me to do these things. It's all what I want to do. It's just what I want to kill my second sister, because I think that my appearance is now caused by the second sister. If I hadn't the second sister, I wouldn't have been so tragic now."

After Bai Ping said that, she looked up at Bai Yuan: "Don't worry, fourth sister, I will never blame you for what I did myself. Everything is my own fault. Now, I have completely received retribution. Parents, how do you punish me? You said it, I am willing to accept the punishment. I am already tired... very tired. I don't want to say anything more, because I know that nothing I say... nothing makes sense..."

Bai Ping sniffed, her chest was so painful that it was almost impossible to breathe. She wanted to know what the meaning of doing everything was? She had no future anymore, and she didn't have to worry about anything anymore. She ruined her life. Bai Ping couldn't blame anyone else.

"My father, I have never been an honest child. I have told you... In addition to this incident today, I have also harmed my third sister. I put poison in the sachet of my third sister... I want to kill my third sister's life because I am jealous of my third sister. She suddenly became a legitimate daughter in the countryside. I can't accept this. Why can't such a good thing fall on me? Why can't I meet someone as good as my parents? Why can't I come out of my mother's belly?"

Bai Ping is already desperate. She is willing to say anything now. She doesn't care about anything anymore. What's the point of Mr. Zhang's work? At least she has a dream. After all, she really thought that someone would like her. She was really attracted to by others. Everything is meaningless. Bai Ping understands this.

"Bai Ping, you...you are so confused!" Zhang scolded.

"I am confused. If I am not confused, I can't do these things. I know, I know that I am not a good person. I know, I know that you don't like me. I'm redundant in this mansion, but I just can't swallow this. I just want to change. I want to change my destiny. I want my parents to know, I'm not useless. I want my parents to see me..." Bai Yuan looked at Zhang and said word by word, "Dad, I'm real, really... want... want... want an identity, even if it's fake, I'm willing.

I just want to be noticed, I also want to be loved by my mother, I also want to live a life of my third and fourth sisters, but my identity is so lowly, I know that I can't do it myself. Parents, I... I know I'm wrong... I only now understand that I'm so outrageous. I don't ask you to forgive me. I'm willing to punish me, and I don't ask for anything."

All kinds of wealth and honor are fake. Since she can't get it, what's the point?

She could only endure it. Maybe one day she would stand out, maybe she would be like this for the rest of her life, but enough. She was really tired.
Chapter completed!