Zhou Hanshen felt really tired.

He was even a little afraid of receiving her call, but he still answered the call, but after Lu Ruan asked him where he was and he reported his address, whether Lu Ruan believed it or not, he stopped trying to explain.

Then Lu Ruan gradually felt that Zhou Hanshen had no feelings for her, or had a better candidate, or as Shu Jia said, he might have really fallen in love with Shu Jia. This assumption left her with no choice.

Real peace of mind.

Not to mention, his treatment of her is really different from when he was in school. He spends too little time with her, and he doesn't always stay with her like he did before when she was in a bad mood.

She also wanted to control herself, not to mind, not to think too much, and told herself that he was very busy.

But there is absolutely no way.

Zhou Hanshen didn’t know how to solve it either.

As time went by, because long-term explanations were useless, he gradually stopped explaining.

What made him even more frightened was that the long-term quarrels and repeated separations and reunions made him gradually no longer feel much about the breakup.

But every time he saw Lu Ruan in pain, he felt that he had indeed failed to do a good job, so he could only treat her twice as much.

Later, Lu Ruan returned to Haicheng and lived in China Southern Airlines, but the relationship between the two did not ease.

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Zhou Hanshen prepared a proposal when their relationship was at its worst.

At that time, they had a big argument because Zhou Hanshen was socializing with people above her at KTV and didn't hear her call, so she answered the call half an hour late.

He thought it would be better if he got married.

But when he arranged the proposal scene, Lu Ruan called and she said: "I found a more suitable person, let's break up."

She just wanted to stimulate him.

But at that moment, Zhou Hanshen discovered that he didn't feel much discomfort in his heart, but more of the relief and blessing that she could find a better person.

Zhou Hanshen said: "It was probably that time that made me really realize that maybe I really don't love anymore."

At that time, he and Lu Ruan had been on and off for almost four years.

He didn't try to save it.

That period happened to be the most critical period for him to invade the Zhou family. A few days after the breakup, he almost died at the hands of one of his cousins ​​while socializing. The person who did it was his second uncle's child, who is still alive today.

Lying in the hospital, it was he who did it later.

If he hadn't been in Haicheng at that time and the assistant arranged by his uncle had saved him and stood on his side, allowing him to escape the disaster, he might be gone now.

Later, Lu Ruan didn't know where he got the photo of his proposal and came to find him.

Zhou Hanshen had just come out of the intensive care unit for a few days and he didn't see her.

After he recovered from his injury and returned home, he saw her again, still waiting at his door because Zhou Hanshen no longer answered her calls.

Lu Ruan stood up and said, "The person I told you about doesn't exist at all. I just wanted to stimulate you. I just wanted you to care about me. Zhou Hanshen, I never thought about breaking up with you."

Zhou Hanshen said: "Ruan Ruan, maybe I really like someone else."

Lu Ruan was stunned.

She said: "Who is it?"

Her tears fell down immediately, and she was trembling a little, and said, "Is it Shu Jia?"

Zhou Hanshen said: "No, it's someone else."

He paused for a moment: "She and I really never had anything happen."

Lu Ruan wanted to know who it was, but Zhou Han kept it secret so tightly that no one even knew, probably to protect her.

Lu Ruan later left the country, and then gradually learned that Zhou Hanshen did not have a girlfriend, and he didn't even look for one. Everyone just thought that he was waiting for Lu Ruan.

Zhou Hanshen said: "But in those years, I just had a fear of marriage, fear of marriage, fear of endless quarrels. When I met you, I was attracted to you, but at the same time I was afraid and resisted having sex with you.

, I was expecting you to come to me, but at the same time I was afraid that you would come to me, until the second time we had sex, you gave me the ultrasound order."

At that time, he was knocked unconscious.

Zhou Hanshen smiled bitterly and said: "My first thought at the time was that I couldn't have this child. Once I did, maybe we would just follow the same path as my father and I, because I'm not sure whether I like you or not."

, or it was just a temporary attraction, and I wasn’t sure if we could really go on with it. Later, I went back with the B-ultrasound order, and I thought if I could give it a try.”

As soon as the idea came out, he found that he was looking forward to it. He even had no choice but to wait until Chen Rui gave him the set time of seven days. He didn't even want to wait for a moment, so he went downstairs to wait for Chen Rui.

From three o'clock in the afternoon until after eleven o'clock in the evening, this expectation had no intention of lowering at all. I was just thinking about how to arrange it.

Zhou Hanshen said: "The marriage certificate thing was my fault. I really didn't think much about it at the time. Later I went on a business trip and I didn't know what to say to you on the phone. I felt awkward on the phone. I just wanted to sort things out."

Please handle it as soon as possible and come back early.”

Since the two of them were not in a relationship, he could only settle the matter as soon as possible and come back early.

Chen Rui remembered that at that time, he did come back a few days before the time limit he gave her.

And both times, Zhou Hanshen waited for her for a long time.

Chen Rui said: "You didn't say anything when we got divorced."

"What did I say?" Zhou Hanshen said: "The child is gone and it is all my responsibility. My thoughts are so insignificant. I am just trying to excuse myself when I say them. I think they are fake and I have no shame to mention them."

And Chen Rui didn't want to hear it at that time.

Zhou Hanshen said: "We met that time in the hospital when we were socializing. It was also the first time we met after we received our marriage certificates. She drank until her stomach bleeds. I went to find her car and found her beside her car.

, sent her to the hospital, she talked a lot, said

It was all about things in the school at that time. I was really touched at the time, but after I was touched, what I thought about was the way you were sleeping on the sofa, waiting for me, the way you were holding me, and asking the driver to take you back.

Speak clearly to her."

He paused and said, "Actually, this is the day when you asked me if I had wavered."

"If you asked me when we got divorced, I didn't know if it was considered a shake-up, so I was a little hesitant at first."

But his hesitation completely determined the matter.

Zhou Hanshen said: "The day I sent her back, I made it very clear to her that I really wanted to marry you, and it was true that I no longer had feelings for her. After I sent her back, it was too late and I was sleepy.

I slept for a while in the car, and when I woke up, it was already past six in the morning. Maybe because I felt guilty, I never dared to mention what happened that night."


Chapter completed!