Zhou Hanshen said: "When Lu Ruan had a car accident, I was really a little confused at the time. Although I broke up with her, I also wanted her to live well. After all, we were together for so long, and the feelings I put in at that time were all real. We broke up with her.

There was no resentment at that time, it was really just that I didn’t love her anymore. Before I met her, I

I went to City A to deal with branch matters. One of my uncle's sons misappropriated the company's funds. I called the police and met her on the way back. Before this, my uncle kept calling me and wanted me to use the Internet.

To be honest, I thought it was him, but Lu Ruan's condition was not very good at that time, so I didn't answer the call."

But he never imagined that it would become a lifelong regret for him.

Zhou Hanshen said: "I was really confused and panicked at the time. Even if I didn't love her anymore, I was afraid that she really wouldn't survive."

Chen Rui pursed her lips.

Zhou Hanshen said: "Xiao Rui, I did love her before, and I did stay with her for seven years, but after we separated, I really didn't love her anymore. That child, I know nothing I can say can make it up, but I

I really like you. If you think there is anything I didn't do well, I can change it. Just give me another chance, okay?"

Chen Rui looked at him.

Zhou Hanshen still has injuries from the car accident, and they are still not fully healed.

Chen Rui started off, and after a while, said: "Since you have no feelings for her, why do you stay in the house you prepared for the two of you, and never thought of changing it for so many years? Even when you get married, you still want me to do it.

Would you like to move in and cherish your feelings?"

She paused and said, "Is it because this marriage is not worth your effort in the first place?"

Zhou Hanshen was stunned for a moment: "What kind of house did two people buy?"

He remembered that the last time Chen Rui was discharged from the hospital, he wanted someone to go up, but Chen Rui was extremely resistant.

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Zhou Hanshen said: "Who did you listen to?"

Chen Rui said nothing. She turned her head and her eyes gradually turned red.

Zhou Hanshen said: "When did you know?"

Chen Ruixiao said: "It wasn't long after the divorce. I felt really..."

Very indescribable.

She calmly told Lu Chengyu that it didn't matter, but how could it be that it didn't matter? She liked Zhou Hanshen, and she was hurt because she liked him, and she cared about Zhou Hanshen in this relationship because he didn't love her.

If it was really just for money, what Zhou Hanshen gave her was really enough.

Zhou Han took a deep breath. He didn't know what else she heard. He said: "I didn't have that idea when I bought it. I just wanted to buy a house of my own, just like you want to buy a house of yours."

The house is the same, I’m at Zhou’s house…”

He paused, pulled his lips, and said: "Growing up, my dad and mom didn't like me, nor did they like my brother. My dad preferred the one outside. My mom treated me badly because of my dad's relationship.

My brother and I were even more unhappy. When I got home, I felt low pressure and tired. I had no sense of belonging to the Zhou family. I used my first earnings to buy a house. I just wanted to have a house that was completely mine.

It’s just my home.”

Chen Rui was stunned.

Zhou Hanshen said: "The reason why I haven't moved is also for this reason. If it is really bought for me and her, and I will write her name on it and give it to her, wouldn't it be more meaningful? And if it is because

For this reason, it is impossible for me to live here again after the breakup."

He paused for a moment, weakly and nervously: "But the first person I brought over to see it was indeed her, and she also decorated the house."

"However, after we bought and renovated this house, we didn't move in. Later we moved in and spent most of the time arguing. We didn't have many good memories."

Chen Rui lowered his head.

She understands this reason herself because she has deep experience with it.

She suddenly remembered what Zhou's mother told her, saying that Zhou Hanshen was a person with a strong sense of family. She didn't understand it at the time, but she seemed to understand it now.

Zhou Hanshen went over and he hugged Chen Rui tightly.

After hugging him for a long time, he spoke in a hoarse voice and said: "Xiao Rui, after I got together with you, I really liked you and was attracted to you. Sometimes I'm really messy and I don't want to say anything about it.

, I had to compete with you and Li Ying at that time. I cared so much, but I had to hide it. I didn’t want to tell you directly. I didn’t like you fawning over other men, so I wanted you to change your career. I really didn’t look down on you.

You are just my own selfishness."

He thought she was immoral and a philistine, but if it were another woman, would he care?

No.

In the final analysis, he just couldn't stand her flattering other men, and he felt angry. The more angry he was, the more he felt that she was a philistine and immoral.

But when she nudged him a little bit, he couldn't control it at all.

Zhou Hanshen said: "I didn't want to divorce at that time not because of what you said, but because of guilt, but because I didn't want to divorce, and I didn't want to separate from you just like that. But the mistake I made was really too big. At that time, I couldn't say anything.

I have no confidence, I know about the child, I hurt you deeply, I will slowly make up for it, can you give me another chance to truly pursue you."

Chen Rui let him hold her. She seemed to have been wronged for a long time, and she had been brooding over some things for a long time. But for so long, she never seemed to have thought about getting confirmation and explanation from Zhou Hanshen.

Not once.

There were many things that she did not expect.

She remembered what she told herself when Zhou Hanshen entered the operating room. As long as he came out well, she would promise him anything and never make trouble with him again.

At this time, she tried her best to look at this marriage from an objective perspective.

Zhou Hanshen said that he did not do well in this marriage, but what about her? Did she do well?

Really not.

First of all, she did not put her mind on an equal couple, so when problems arose, even if she felt uncomfortable and even knew that problems would happen sooner or later in such a marriage, she never really communicated with her.

As for an accident, if it were her, Li Ying or Lu Chengyu, would she panic?

Definitely.

She knew that she was looking for excuses for Zhou Hanshen, because there was no what-if in this matter, and the consequences were irreversible. She was the one who was really hurt.

But the fact is indeed the case.

Human emotions are complex and multifaceted.

That child was indeed a hurdle in her heart, and it did hurt her, but was it fair to him if she blindly blamed him for all her mistakes?

Chen Rui took a deep breath and didn't speak for a long time.

Zhou Hanshen was a little worried.

He hugged Chen Rui even tighter.

It felt like there was a knife hanging above my head.

He knew that if Chen Rui was hard-hearted, he would never stand a chance.


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