Kangkang Extra (3)

When I was seventeen, my father began to urge me to find a crown princess. He said that he urgently wanted to take my mother to travel around the world.

He has devoted seventeen years to Xuanyan Dynasty, and it’s time to take my mother to relax.

But for more than half a year, I still haven't gotten over the shadow of losing Zhiqing.

Therefore, with the persuasion of my mother, my father did not force me to find a crown princess.

My mother is not keen on having a two-person world with my father. She likes to watch us get married and have children.

Later, I learned from my mother’s words that my father was not forcing me to find the Crown Princess, but forcing me to come out.

At that time, I was so tortured by love that I had a nervous breakdown and could no longer be interested in anyone.

Not to mention looking for the crown princess, so the father thought of the daughters who were outstanding among their peers.

Most of those outstanding girls like me, and their dream is to marry me.

My father made a promise to them: as long as they give birth to a royal son for me, he will give them the position of crown princess.

Those girls were like giving me chicken blood. They used all kinds of methods, and some secretly gave me medicine.

In particular, Princess Xichu, whom I used to anger Zhao Zhiqing, thought I treated her differently.

When I was seventeen, she began to use various means to force me to marry her.

Now with my father's tacit approval, she is even more unscrupulous in using various skills to get me to marry her.

In addition to studying, I also competed with her in a battle of wits and courage. There is no doubt that I won the battle again.

The first time was the quarrel between me and Zhao Zhiqing. I was so angry that she ran away and finally died in Nanman.

When I was eighteen years old, Princess Li Wanting of Xichu finally gave up and no longer bothered with me. She went back to Xichu heartbroken.

So I happily went to see her off, and even told her to be careful on the way.

Therefore, I have the opportunity to think about Zhiqing and every detail between us.

Thinking back carefully, Zhao Zhiqing and I really never got along well.

Most of the time I was sulking, and she was secretly thinking about me, and I didn't even think about secretly missing her.

Because I thought she liked my second brother from the beginning, I didn't show any real affection to her.

It's just a reluctance. She likes her second brother but not me, so she gets sulky.

When I was eight years old, I really didn’t understand love. I was an ignorant half-grown child.

Thinking, thinking, I thought about Li Wanting and all the things between her and me.

The two of us are really

There are really too many things to count, just like the entanglement between me and her.

So much that I was a little bored before. Is it so boring that I can't let her go?

I forced myself not to think about that annoying person. The more I tried to forget, the more I thought of her.

As I was thinking about it, I suddenly felt something strange, and that strange feeling spread in my heart.

It made me feel very uncomfortable, as if something was rolling inside my body.

There are girls around me who are constantly pursuing me, especially my father who gave me a lot of memorials for review.

I have been struggling like this for a year. I am almost 20 years old and I still haven't found a suitable princess.

I thought that in this life, I might just find a suitable young lady to marry and have children, and manage the people of Xuanyan Dynasty well.

But since this year, I have been dreaming of the same dream, which is to be with Li Wanting.

I know that such a dream is ridiculous, but every time I dream about her, I feel an inexplicable feeling in my heart.

Just like now, I think of Li Wanting again.

"Wanting~Wanting~" I shouted several times, but there was no response, and I became even more panicked.

I looked around and found that I was lying on the bed. I remembered that before going to bed last night.

I am still thinking desperately about Zhao Zhiqing, and then, and then, and then.

I thought about Li Wanting, and I became extremely worried. Could Li Wanting

Thinking about it, I quickly put on my clothes and ran out of the palace, feeling more and more frightened in my heart.

I can't let anything happen to Li Wanting. I will never allow it. My personal eunuchs saw me running out with anxious expressions on their faces.

They quickly stopped me, and I was so flustered that I forgot it was still midnight.

I looked at them, with anger and fear in my eyes, and yelled: "Get out of the way, get out of the way."

After they heard what I said, not only did they not get out of the way, but they blocked me even more tightly.

One of them even shouted to me: "Your Highness, please don't be impulsive in the middle of the night. Please calm down."

After hearing what they said, I looked out the window and finally gave in.

I deliberately said indifferently: "You all should step aside. His Highness seemed to be sleepwalking just now."

They also breathed a sigh of relief, "It's still early, please go back and sleep peacefully."

Although I was still worried about the dream just now.

I couldn't calm down my mood at all, so I lay on the bed again.

I didn't care what they were saying next to me, I just lay on the bed in a daze.

Not long after, the dream just now appeared in my mind again, and this time, I felt even more panicked.

I don't know what this dream is about, but I know it very well at this moment.

If something really happened to Li Wanting, I wouldn't be able to survive. This time I know for sure.

Li Wanting is different from Zhao Zhiqing in my heart. If Zhao Zhiqing hadn't died for me in the end.

I will definitely not be so sad. At this time, I clearly know that I am ashamed of her.

That is definitely not love. Thinking about Li Wanting, I feel even more panicked.

I don't know where I got the courage. I decided to go to Xichu to find her.

I know that if I go to Xichu to look for her, I will definitely be turned away, but I can't care about that anymore.

I just wanted to find her and confirm if she was safe, let alone whether she was married.

The more I thought about it, the more panicked I became, so I stood up from the bed, looked at them, and shouted: "Serve your highness to change clothes."

During breakfast, "Father, the Queen, mother, and I want to go to Xichu to find Li Wanting."

After hearing this, my father was overjoyed and his voice was trembling: "Kangkang, have you finally figured it out?"

But there is no expression of joy on my face. I am afraid that my father will understand my inner world.

Because since Zhao Zhiqing left, I have buried deep and deep pain in my heart.

My father-in-law and my mother-in-law saw it in their eyes and felt pain in their hearts. Now they heard the news that I wanted to find Li Wanting.

There will inevitably be an indescribable excitement in their hearts, which can be seen from the trembling voice of my father.

My mother looked in disbelief, and my second brother and third sister looked surprised.

It turns out that when I am in pain, they feel it too.
Chapter completed!