After sending Yue Lei away, Xu Xiaoru could no longer calm down to embroider cross stitch.

Various scenes from the past were constantly replaying in her mind, and suddenly she wanted to go to the school where she used to work.

Xu Sanduo looked at Xu Xiaoru's tense emotions and followed behind without saying a word.

Because the principal had bullied Xu Xiaoru, this school was severely attacked by Ling Lanchen and led to bankruptcy. At this time, only empty rooms were left, lifeless.

Xu Xiaoru looked at the familiar building, and the class sign in front of the door made her feel familiar, and a smile finally appeared on her lips.

Intermediate class 2.

Looking at the sign, Xu Xiaoru's eyes lit up. This was the class she had taught before. The scene of Mo Xiaobai's confrontation with herself was still vivid in her mind. Xu Xiaoru couldn't help but walk into the room.

As soon as she opened the door, Xu Xiaoru suddenly felt the smell of alcohol hitting her face. She sniffed her nose, then turned her head and looked at Xu Sanduo behind her with a puzzled look on her face: "Is there anyone there?"

"You go in." Xu Sanduo always felt that something was wrong. He looked around the whole room with squinted eyes and seemed to find some familiar atmosphere. A hint of cunning flashed in his eyes and he said to Xu Xiaoru.

"You stay with me!" Xu Xiaoru didn't understand why Xu Sanduo didn't go in with her, so she insisted.

"This is your memory. It's none of my business. I'll just stand at the door. If anything happens, just call." Xu Sanduo frowned, the intuition in his heart getting stronger and stronger.

Xu Xiaoru walked in and looked at the mottled walls. The small desks had accumulated a thick layer of gray. Along with a strong smell of alcohol, she couldn't help but put her fingers under her nostrils, frowned slightly, and looked at

Walk towards the cabinet in the back row.

When Xu Xiaoru took several steps forward, she suddenly stopped. She felt a suffocating feeling in her heart. She looked at Ling Lanchen sitting on the ground, squinting her eyes slightly and still holding half a bottle in her hand.

Wine, and there were already several empty bottles beside him. Xu Xiaoru frowned and looked at Ling Lanchen, who had a stubble on his face. This was the first time Xu Xiaoru had seen this embarrassed look.

Xu Xiaoru looked at Ling Lanchen and wanted to speak, but found that she didn't know what to say. She let out a sigh in her nose. Xu Xiaoru was about to turn around and leave, but she didn't expect that Ling Lanchen suddenly opened her eyes, and the luster in her cold and charming eyes faded.

With a hazy and distracted look on his face, he looked at Xu Xiaoru blankly, with a trace of uncertainty flashing across his face, and murmured in a low voice: "Xiaoru?"

Xu Xiaoru's steps stagnated and she stood there, but did not turn around. Ling Lanchen looked at the blurry figure in front of him. He suddenly stood up and wanted to walk towards the figure. He only took two steps, but his legs suddenly stopped.

It got soft and fell to the ground.

The wine bottle he was holding was broken. Ling Lanchen fell on the broken wine bottle. Glass shards were embedded in Ling Lanchen's palm. He only felt a pain coming from him. He raised his hand and wanted to see but it was very blurry. He tried hard

I rubbed my eyes, but found that I couldn't see clearly no matter how wide I opened my eyes. There was a red patch under my eyes.

Xu Xiaoru looked at Ling Lanchen's appearance, and her heart trembled slightly. She took a few steps forward, looked at the bleeding palm, pursed her lips tightly, and twisted her eyebrows together unconsciously.

Ling Lanchen seemed to feel the breath. He stuck out his head and looked left and right. His eyes were unfocused and he could only see a blurry figure. He tentatively said: "Xiaoru, is that you?"

Looking at Ling Lanchen in front of her, Xu Xiaoru couldn't believe it. The corner of her mouth trembled. She suppressed the excitement in her heart and whispered: "It's me..."

Hearing this, Ling Lanchen seemed to have heard something terrifying. He forgot about the wound on his hand and took a few steps back, with a look of panic on his face: "Get out, get out..."

Ling Lanchen was like a wounded trapped animal. He sat on the ground and kept moving his hips behind him. His eyes were filled with panic, and his sexy thin lips were surrounded by a circle of stubble. He was no longer so heroic.

It's so compelling that Ling Lanchen at this moment can probably be described as lost and lost.

Xu Xiaoru looked at Ling Lanchen in front of her, her eyebrows knitted together involuntarily, and the coldness in her eyes gradually dissipated. Xu Xiaoru only felt her throat tightening, and she wanted to speak but couldn't.

Ling Lanchen kept mumbling, Xu Xiaoru stood quietly, looking at Ling Lanchen without saying a word. Ling Lanchen thought that Xu Xiaoru had left, so he became quiet. He raised his head and his eyes were dull.

He looked forward, with a confused look on his face, and asked tentatively: "Xiaoru, are you leaving?"

"...No, I'm leaving now." Xu Xiaoru was hit hard by the situation of Ling Lanchen in front of her. She didn't know how to comfort him. After being silent for a long time, she tried hard to keep her voice steady and said lightly.

Hearing this, Ling Lanchen leaned forward slightly, his dull eyes looked in the direction of Xu Xiaoru, his Adam's apple trembled, and his hoarse voice was thin and full of fear: "Don't, don't go..."

Listening to Ling Lanchen's low-pitched begging, Xu Xiaoru turned around and stared at Ling Lanchen blankly, forgetting to react for a moment. The man in front of her...

Xu Xiaoru sighed, walked to Ling Lanchen and squatted down: "Ling Lanchen, you have to cheer up."

"Don't go." Ling Lanchen heard Xu Xiaoru's figure, her ears twitched, she turned her head in the direction of the sound, and stretched out her blood-coagulated hand to touch Xu Xiaoru.

Xu Xiaoru looked at the pair of hands that were much older among the princes. For the first time, she did not avoid them, but let them touch her cheeks. Xu Xiaoru closed her eyes and swallowed the tears that were about to overflow into her stomach.

Feeling the temperature of Ling Lanchen's fingertips, he heard Ling Lanchen murmur: "I have nothing, nothing..."

"It doesn't mean you can't start over again." Xu Xiaoru looked at Ling Lanchen seriously, looking at his lost look, a faint pain flashed through her heart, her words were full of encouragement, and she said seriously to Ling Lanchen.

"But, I lost the person I love most. I have been hurting the person I love most. This is unforgivable." After hearing Xu Xiaoru's words, Ling Lanchen was slightly startled, then retracted his hand and squatted down.

He leaned against the wall with his back on the ground, holding his knees with his hands.

Such an action made him feel so helpless and lonely. Xu Xiaoru watched Ling Lanchen banging her head against the wall with a dull sound. She wanted to reach out to stop it, but finally gave up. Perhaps only Ling Lanchen could overcome such a blow.

stand up……

"You know, I hurt the person I love most. I have been hurting her all the time. For the damn promise, I hurt her again and again..." Ling Lanchen didn't know whether he was talking to himself or to Xu Xiaoru.

, suddenly no longer banging his head against the wall, but opened his eyes wide, with a clear and unfamiliar light blooming in his eyes, looking at Xu Xiaoru, as if he was eager to prove something, and said to Xu Xiaoru.

Seeing Ling Lanchen's dazed expression, Xu Xiaoru's nose felt sore, her eyes were slightly red, she bit her lower lip, walked forward a few steps, and put her hand on Ling Lanchen's arm: "Ling Lanchen, please wake up!"

"Awake?" Hearing this, Ling Lanchen opened his eyes wide, but they were empty. He couldn't see Xu Xiaoru's face, he could only hear her voice. He had no face to face Xu Xiaoru. He didn't want to wake up or face the world.

Looking at Ling Lanchen's appearance, Xu Xiaoru gritted her teeth, stretched out her hand and slapped Ling Lanchen hard on the face: "Ling Lanchen, let me tell you, what's the use of pretending to be a coward if you are running away here? If you have the guts, just give it to me.

cheer up!"

Xu Xiaoru looked at Ling Lanchen in front of her, her chest was tight. When she hit Ling Lanchen, she saw that Ling Lanchen's face was slightly red and swollen, but his face was calm, as if Xu Xiaoru's action just now had never happened.

Ling Lanchen just hugged his knees, didn't speak, didn't move, and looked at the ground quietly.

Xu Xiaoru closed her eyes and felt her heart aching. She gritted her teeth and said, "Ling Lanchen, please cheer up, okay?"

Xu Xiaoru suddenly knelt down in front of Ling Lanchen, holding Ling Lanchen with both hands, tears streaming down her face. She cried softly, and her sobs reached Ling Lanchen's ears. Ling Lanchen's ears twitched, and she turned her head with unfocused eyes.

Looking at Xu Xiaoru, a pair of hands with scarred wounds and stained with dried blood tentatively moved forward. When he touched Xu Xiaoru's tears, he violently retracted his hands as if he had been electrocuted, and then continued

He hit his head against the wall, suddenly raised his palms, and slapped his face vigorously, muttering: "I deserve to die, I'm wrong, I made her cry again, I deserve to die..."

Ling Lanchen's sudden and excited self-mutilation shocked Xu Xiaoru's heart. Seeing Ling Lanchen's bloodless palm open again under his strong pressure, and when the bloody flesh was turned out, Xu Xiaoru grabbed Ling Lanchen with both hands and shouted loudly: "

enough!"

"Not enough..." Ling Lanchen struggled to break away from Xu Xiaoru, as if punishing herself, and slapped herself hard.

Xu Xiaoru held his hand, and he started hitting the wall again, condemning himself all the time.

Xu Xiaoru tore off her shirt sleeves and tore them into strips. Then she briefly treated Ling Lanchen's wound and bandaged it briefly, for fear that the wound would open again.

Seeing that Ling Lanchen was still excited, Xu Xiaoru suddenly leaned forward and bit Ling Lanchen's dry thin lips with her small red lips. Xu Xiaoru sucked hard and rubbed Ling Lanchen's thin lips with her teeth. When she wanted to

When he stretched out his tongue to pry open Ling Lanchen's teeth, Ling Lanchen seemed to have come to his senses and suddenly pushed Xu Xiaoru away with both hands.

Xu Xiaoru, who was pushed to the ground by Ling Lanchen, was in great pain. Before she could stand up, she watched Ling Lanchen begin to wipe her mouth vigorously, shouting while wiping: "I'm dirty, I'm dirty, I don't deserve it."

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Seeing Ling Lanchen acting like this, the defense in Xu Xiaoru's heart collapsed. For so long, Xu Xiaoru's heart-broken heart and unfeeling towards Ling Lanchen were no match for the "I love you" deep in her heart. Xu Xiaoru's eyes flashed.

With a look of determination, she held Ling Lanchen tightly in her arms: "Don't be like this..."

"Go away, go away..." Ling Lanchen suddenly stiffened like a frightened beast, and then began to struggle.

Xu Xiaoru took a deep breath and looked at Ling Lanchen in front of her. If she said she didn't love him anymore, then even if he was lying dead on the street, Xu Xiaoru would not look at him now. But why did Xu Xiaoru tell her that she didn't love him anymore?

, but seeing Ling Lanchen in such a condition, she still feels distressed.

No longer fighting against her inner world, Xu Xiaoru just wanted to obey her own will. Xu Xiaoru stood up, stopped talking, pulled Ling Lanchen up and walked towards the door.

Ling Lanchen felt Xu Xiaoru taking her away, and her eyes filled with a layer of white mist narrowed slightly: "Where are you going?"

"Let's go home." Xu Xiaoru turned around, looked at the confused Ling Lanchen, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, raised a sweet smile, and said to Ling Lanchen gently.

Hearing this, Ling Lanchen resisted instinctively. He shrank his hands and stood still, not wanting to move.

Seeing this, Xu Xiaoru sighed slightly: "Shall we start over?"

"I'm not worthy..." Ling Lanchen began to shake his head and backed away.

At this moment, the door was kicked open, and Xu Sanduo's eyes were full of shock. His childish little face was trying to stay calm. He stood at the door, looking at everything in the room, and felt a lump in his throat.

Tight, her voice rose slightly: "If you don't deserve it, then try to be a man worthy of us!"

Xu Sanduo's words were full of irresistible domineering, and the provocation in his tone was slightly angry. Ling Lanchen was startled. He turned his head and looked in the direction where Xu Sanduo was speaking. He tried his best to open his eyes wide.

Still in a blur, he shrank his hands timidly: "I don't want it, I don't deserve it."

"Yes, you are not worthy, but I will not allow me to have such a cowardly father, so you can go or not!" Xu Sanduo walked into the room in a few steps and looked at Ling Lanchen's simply bandaged hands with keen eyes.

Wound, continued to stimulate Ling Lanchen said.

Hearing this, Ling Lanchen was startled and said nothing.

Xu Sanduo saw that Ling Lanchen was no longer resisting, so his eyes flashed with light, and with a cruel heart, he pressed hard on the wound on Ling Lanchen's hand. Seeing this, Xu Xiaoru couldn't help but screamed: "Xu Sanduo, you are crazy!"

"I didn't." Xu Sanduo saw Ling Lanchen shrinking his hand in pain, but instead of looking at Xu Xiaoru's surprised face, he said calmly.

Hearing this, Xu Xiaoru wanted to say something else, but Xu Sanduo was the first to say: "Big man, you are timid and cowardly after receiving this injury. Ling Lanchen, you are a coward."

Xu Sanduo's voice was calm, but full of provocation. Sure enough, Ling Lanchen's originally panicked face slowly returned to calm, but he did not speak.

Seeing that Ling Lanchen's mood had calmed down a bit, Xu Sanduo turned around and winked at Xu Xiaoru. Xu Xiaoru nodded tacitly, then reached out to pull Ling Lanchen: "Ling Lanchen, you can't let your son look down on you, so you have to cheer up."

"I don't deserve it, I don't deserve you to be so nice to me." Ling Lanchen broke away from Xu Xiaoru's hand and stepped back. Perhaps for some reason that he couldn't see, Ling Lanchen lost his footing and fell down behind him.

Seeing this, Xu Sanduo narrowed his eyes slightly, full of doubts, and turned to look at Xu Xiaoru: "His eyes...?"
To be continued...