I don't know if I have endured it for too long these days, so Shen Ye was a little out of control at night.

She also had to take care of her injured calf, which was quite a struggle.

After it was over, Shen Ye took He Shuibei to take a bath. He tied waterproof tape to the plaster on her calf and gave her a bath in the bathtub.

The way she looked at him gradually became deeper, and the movements of her hands became more lingering, prompting him to stop messing around.

After giving her a shower, Shen Ye stayed in the bathroom and took a shower by himself.

He Shuibei was lying on the bed wearing Shen Ye's clothes. His phone was about to run out of battery, and he didn't see the charger on the bedside table.

She leaned over and opened the drawer of the bedside table. She thought that this person didn't like to put things outside, but liked to put them inside the drawer.

So the room looks very neat inside.

Opening the drawer, she saw the same charger as her mobile phone inside, and she took out the data cable.

When I closed the drawer, I saw several white medicine bottles inside.

Out of curiosity, she picked up the medicine bottle.

Her English was pretty good, but she couldn't understand the professional terminology on the bottle. She looked back and saw that it had the effect of helping sleep and calming the mind.

It doesn't look like sleeping pills.

He Shuibei didn't understand it very well, so he took a photo and read the pictures online.

Mainly because she saw the medicine bottle in Shen Ye's drawer, she wanted to know if he was sick or something.

The mobile phone software prompted He Shuibei that the words on the picture were verafaxine, mirtazapine and benzodiazepine. He Shuibei knew these words, but when they were combined, she had no idea what they were.

The related search results are drugs for treating severe depression.

Seeing this, He Shuibei was stunned.

How could that happen? Impossible.

How could Shen Ye have depression? He looked so normal.

At that time, there was a noise in the bathroom, and He Shuibei quickly stuffed the medicine bottle and charging cable into the drawer, as if he had never seen it before.

But He Shuibei was lying on the bed again, his thoughts were completely confused.

None of the medicines inside are new, which means they have been taken for a while.

So when did Shen Ye start eating it? Did he hide it from her because he didn't want her to worry?

Not long after, Shen Ye came out of the shower, wearing black pajamas and no shirt.

The wolf tattoo on the shoulder is particularly conspicuous.

But his face remained normal, and he didn't look sick at all.

Or is he trying his best to hide it and restrain himself from showing it in front of her?

Shen Ye saw her staring at him for a moment and almost put his pajamas top on him, "Stop looking, I won't do it today."

There was a slight laziness in his tone.

He came up from the other side of the bed and squeezed on the same pillow with her, but there was a quilt between them, because he was afraid of the gun going off.

Thinking that she was not satisfied yet, Shen Ye turned his head and kissed her on the forehead and said: "There are still a few days, don't worry, I will provide you with it."

Why did she say this as if she was dissatisfied with her desires?

He Shuibei's face turned red immediately, "You are... you are the only one who still thinks..."

"I can't even think about it, for fear of hurting you." Shen Ye did not deny it, as if he would never be satisfied in this matter.

Thinking about it, when she was not injured, he was really cruel twice, causing her to die of pain.

He Shuibei did not continue to discuss the matter with him. He was thinking about the medicine in the drawer and didn't know whether to ask directly or tactfully.

If he didn't tell her, he probably didn't want to say it.

But pretending not to know, she doesn't have that good acting skills in this matter.

"What's wrong? You look restless. Do you have something to say to me?" Shen Ye saw the expression she was trying to hide when she came out just now.

Her acting skills on the screen were good, but in front of him, she seemed to have zero acting skills.

He Shuibei groaned, "How did you know that I had something to say?" The key is, I haven't decided whether to say it yet.

By asking so rashly, would Shen Ye feel that his privacy had been violated?

I did see it accidentally just now.

"I think if you don't tell me tonight, you won't be able to sleep well." Doesn't Shen Ye know He Shuibei yet?

Now that it's come to this, if she doesn't ask, she will indeed be thinking about it tonight.

He Shuibei thought for a moment and said: "Isn't my phone almost out of battery just now? I was looking for a data cable in your drawer. By coincidence, I saw a few medicine bottles. Out of my exploration of unfamiliar knowledge, I went I read the pictures on the software and knew that those medicines are used to treat severe depression..."

He Shuibei's voice became softer and softer, trying to make this matter less serious.

But I still feel that the state of the person next to me seems to be different from before.

He Shuibei turned to look at him. When he turned his head, his eyes were level with the tattoo on his shoulder.

The tattoo artist must have very good skills, and his eyes are determined and reveal a little bit of ruthlessness.

There is also a trace of the gentleness of the creeping rose in front of me.

She raised her head slightly, her eyes falling on Shen Ye's face.

The previous smile was gone, and his expression seemed a little heavy.

He Shuibei said apologetically: "I didn't mean to pry into your privacy, but you didn't hide it in a place that is difficult for me to find..."

Really, it's too casual.

As long as it was hidden deep in the closet or in the safe, she couldn't find it.

However, does this seem to mean that Shen Ye is not so afraid of her knowing?

Shen Ye sighed softly before telling He Shuibei: "It's not depression, it's postwar traumatic stress."

Shen Ye indeed had no intention of hiding anything.

He Shuibei sat up from the bed and came face to face with Shen Ye, because she had only seen this disease in some movies, TV series or documentaries, and did not expect that this symptom would appear in Shen Ye.

"Stop looking at me like that." Shen Ye touched her head, "It's getting better. It's much better than when I first returned to China."

"Why..." Why is this happening? "Don't you have psychological counseling?"

Shen Ye nodded, "Yes, but the reality is that even psychological counseling cannot alleviate it. What you see in war movies only shows one-tenth of it. It used to be just exercises, but what happened That's what happened in China. After shouting "Ka", the 'corpse' on the ground will wipe off the dye on its face and mouth and stand up again."

Shen Ye actually said everything very implicitly.

He was afraid that He Shuibei would be frightened.

"After Jiang Qi's death, my psychological evaluation has always been unsatisfactory, so my superiors arranged for me to return to China. After I came back, I got much better. I took medicine to control my condition and received regular psychological counseling."

He described the past in an understated way when he spent sleepless nights.

Because it's not worth mentioning.

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