134 A huge betrayal(2/2)
"It's best for him." Chang Suining looked at her, "Both you and him have been following me since childhood. Only if he betrayed the master first, you will be a little less cautious in the face of your own betrayal.
It gives you peace of mind, right?"
That's why she kept repeating over and over again that Yu Zeng had lied to her.
Yuchi raised his head in panic: "No, that's not the case, Your Highness..."
"Why not?" Chang Sui Ning lowered his eyes and looked at her, "Do you really have no idea whether the statement in the letter about rescuing me from Beidi is foolproof?"
"You took it upon yourself to 'drown' me out and save me from Beidi. What made you have such an stupid idea?"
"On the contrary, you have determined that it is impossible for me to leave Beidi alive. You think that if you stay with me, you will only die."
Chang Sui Ning said: "So, you are betting on this lucky chance. If you lose the bet, you will die anyway. If you win the bet, maybe you can get a chance of survival -"
Yuchan kept shaking her head and crying in denial.
However, the voice continued: "In other words, even if you have thought about the possibility that the medicine is poison, you will still do it - after all, if I die, at least the Beidi soldiers guarding me will withdraw, and without those unbreakable
As a guard, you have a little more chance of escaping in the chaos, which is better than having to wait for death by my side. No matter how you calculate this, it won't be a loss, right?"
"Your Highness... I don't think so, I don't!" Yuchi cried and knocked her head heavily on the ground, her body heaving with the cry.
A wind with raindrops poured into the house, seeming to make the voice above the voice fainter: "It is not wrong for you to seek survival, but betrayal is betrayal, so why should you deceive yourself anymore."
The words "self-deception" fell into Yuchi's ears, causing her whole body to become cold for an instant, as if her blood had been frozen.
This bone-chilling coldness reminded her uncontrollably of her many struggles at that time, as well as those thoughts that she had not acknowledged and faced.
The white figure slowly stood up from behind the piano, as if he had no intention of saying anything more.
Jade Chip straightened his upper body with support and raised his head in confusion.
In the darkness, her eyes were blurred by tears, and she could not clearly see the true face of the woman with the veil on her face. Looking up from here, she could only see the white clothes and black hair.
But even so, she could still be extremely certain that it was her Highness.
She stretched out her hand and grabbed the corner of the white clothes, as if grabbing the bloody knot of her heart. The pain was so painful that she couldn't stop crying——
"Your Highness, it was my maid who was wrong..." She raised her head and finally said, "My maid regrets it every day."
But she didn't dare to admit that she was wrong or regretful. Admitting these would be equivalent to admitting betrayal.
If it was just an ordinary betrayal, if everything had been done and the determination had been made back then, there would be nothing that could not be faced directly, but, but...
Tears of regret welled up in Yuchi's eyes.
However, that day, His Highness finished drinking the cup of tea and put her away.
Later, she heard that His Highness had beheaded the Beidi coach and committed suicide.
His Highness is dead...died in that way!
She was at a loss and her thoughts were still stuck in her previous plan, so she took advantage of the chaos to escape, with the pursuers approaching behind her. When she was on the verge of despair, she unexpectedly waited for the person arranged by His Highness...
His Highness tried his best to arrange everything for her. His Highness had long been prepared to die alone!
At that moment, she was saved.
But at the same time, she can no longer get any redemption.
She was even in a trance... What did she do?
What did she do to His Highness like that!
Her Highness committed suicide, His Highness rescued her, and died so awe-inspiring. His Highness cared about the greatness of the whole family and the country, but he still cared for her, a mere piece of grass. Her betrayal was no longer an ordinary betrayal.
It was a monstrous betrayal that she herself could not forgive or even face.
She committed a heinous crime, which will make her live in self-judgment every day.
She couldn't bear this knowledge, so she went crazy, which was a kind of escape from self-collapse.
Therefore, the only thing in her mind was that he lied to me.
But at this moment, the long-collapsed fragments seemed to be put back together bit by bit. She was facing all this, and she had never been so clear-headed.
She clutched the corner of her white clothes tightly, shedding tears in a daze. Her voice was low and choked: "Your Highness, I know I was wrong. Can you forgive me?"
The woman in white looked down at her, her hazy eyebrows seemed to be younger than the His Highness in her memory, but that was her Highness.
Chapter completed!