I once loved him so deeply. Every day I only think about him alone and can hardly do anything else. I always want to know what he is doing, where he is, and whether he is thinking of her. She only pretends to be alone in her eyes, hoping that he can love him like she does, and even just need to give her a few calm eyes and tell her that he is by her side.

But it didn't. Sometimes she was really wondering why he wasn't by her side whenever she needed him. Whenever she was about to be unable to hold on and needed someone to pull her, that person was not him. Why? She had asked her this countless times, but never asked him. She should have guessed why, but she just didn't dare to admit it.

At that time, they were still young and the situation was relatively turbulent. They always faced many things that they needed to deal with every day. In Xu Yan's opinion, these things could be completed if they could be completed. If they could not be completed, there would always be one day to complete, or people who helped them complete them. They were always better than others in terms of family background, which also shows that when they encountered this situation, there were many people who could help them.

Xu Yan never thinks that there is anything wrong with others to accomplish for her. Everyone is just taking their own needs. Why should they pretend to be cold and arrogant on the surface? But Yun Qi never seems to think so. He likes to do everything himself. He has to do everything by himself. This is also something that Xu Yan doesn't understand.

It would be fine if she just liked everything herself, but why was there still only the original thing in his eyes when there was something more important in front of him? Thinking of this, Xu Yan lowered her eyes and smiled with a little self-deprecating smile. She looked at the pot of flowers blooming in the windowsill, reached out to touch its petals casually, as if she wanted to cover up her panic in her heart at this moment.

What's more important is just her nonsense. In her heart, she always felt that her affairs might be more important, but obviously Yunqi didn't think so. Xu Yan felt that this might be a choice made by Yunqi unconsciously. In fact, Yunqi himself did not realize that in the process of getting along with them, Xu Yan always gave in first. He didn't think so, and he also defaulted to natural.

But Xu Yan is also tired, and no one can make endless concessions, just as she was disgusted at that time. A person's heart is only a little big, and if he puts something in a little, it will be full, let alone if he puts it in a person. He takes up your whole heart, and when he first enters, he takes it in a complete posture, but as time passes slowly, if he is still the person who treats you well, his integrity will not be missing; but if he disappoints you, then that complete body will lose a corner until it becomes completely transparent.

Xu Yan didn't understand how much weight Yunqi had left in her heart, but she could clearly feel that what he had left was definitely not the complete him. She looked at the clouds in the sky, and her thoughts were floating to where she was floating.

It's nothing, she told herself. Xu Yan tried hard to pull herself out of these illusory emotions to face reality. What I thought about today is actually something that is not there at all. She just wanted to know why Yun Lang asked her to marry Yunqi at this critical moment. Could it be that he still wanted to win her over? No, Xu Yan felt that it was not like this.

At this point, Yun Lang is actually sure to win. Whether in others or in her opinion, Yun Lang is only one step away from that position, and he doesn't need anything else at all. At this time, there is no need to protect her at all. She also believes that Yun Lang will not waste things to do such meaningless things. Then what will he do for? She can't figure it out.

It has been a long time since Liu Fei came here to find her, but she still didn't think about it. Shuangjiang once came in and asked her if she needed to prepare some tea, but she did not respond to her. Xu Yan didn't know what she was thinking now. How could she force others to understand something that she didn't even know.

Thinking of this, Xu Yan leaned back a little depressedly. If you decide this, just take a step at a time. There is still a long time before the tenth day of the first lunar month. They will definitely react when they hear it, let alone Yun Lang. She is just waiting for Yun Lang to come to find her so that she can find out his words. After all, she is not very cautious in making such a decision before she figures out what he wants to do.

Xu Yan patted her cheeks, stood up from the chair, and when she was about to open the door, a knock came from the door. Shuangjiang's respectful voice came from behind the thick door, which made Xu Yan stunned for a moment. Shuangjiang asked, "Your Majesty, do you have time now?" Xu Yan was a little confused when she heard Shuangjiang's question. In the past, she had something to say directly, why did she still ask such things today?

Xu Yan hesitated for a moment, fearing that there were people outside, so Shuangjiang did not dare to speak. So Xu Yan cleared his throat and replied, "What's wrong?" Shuangjiang replied quickly, as if he had already practiced this sentence in his heart for thousands of times. She said to Xu Yan: "Your Majesty, Master Zhengguo is asking for a meeting."

When Xu Yan heard this, he didn't know what he thought, but he was always a little surprised. It was true that Cao Cao came. She had just finished her thoughts, why did someone come to find her? Xu Yan shook his head helplessly, drove out all his thoughts, and then said to Shuangjiang: "Since that's the case, please come in." Shuangjiang responded softly, and then pushed open the door.

Xu Yan sat at a table in the room when Shuangjiang said the first sentence, waiting for him to come in. So as soon as Yun Lang came in, he saw Xu Yan sitting in the middle of the room. His face was as usual, and even a little joyful. Before Xu Yan could say anything, he smiled and bowed to Xu Yan and said, "Old minister, your majesty, your majesty will be blessed!"

Otherwise, everyone around her said that Yun Lang has a high rank, how can this not be high? Xu Yan looked at Yun Lang who was still well-behaved with her etiquette, and even she herself couldn't help but admire her. To be honest, if she had been so tempted to treat her enemies, she would never be able to do such a thing. She was afraid that she would just want to eat her meat raw, so how could she do such a good etiquette to him?

But Yun Lang is different. Even though he was sitting opposite him with an enemy who had been resentful for more than ten years, it was the only stumbling block on his road to success. Even now he was completely in a position of victory, he could still maintain the most elegant posture without any sense of arrogance, making people unable to make any mistakes. This spirit is something that Xu Yan admires from the bottom of his heart when he saw it. Xu Yan nodded to him and said, "Since the Lord of the Palm Country is here, please sit down quickly."
Chapter completed!