There was a banquet that was always over. After Liang Yu spent three days with Xu Yan, he was finally called back by an urgent report. Before leaving, Liang Yu looked at Xu Yan who was smiling at him in front of him, and wanted to tell her that they would rather go together, so that he would take her back to Liang Kingdom. Even if he didn't become his queen, he would be an ordinary and ordinary woman.

But he couldn't say it in the end. Because he knew that Xu Yan was not such an ordinary woman, she should have a better for her; and he was not such a person who could really give up everything and sacrifice his life to accompany the gentleman. He waited for this moment for too long, but in the end he was still not worthy of Xu Yan.

On the day he was sent away, Xu Yan deliberately got up early and asked Yingchun to change her into a pink and blue embroidered long skirt. She looked at Liang Yu from a distance and smiled, as if Liang Yu had just gone for a while and he would come back tonight, and she would be waiting here for the day when he came back.

During the days when Liang Yu was with Xu Yan, Xu Yan's emotions finally stabilized. Although there were still some fluctuations, at least they would not feel sad and angry for no reason as before. She learned to control and regulate her emotions so that those around her who were worried about her could relieve themselves.

Ping Qing still came to treat her every day. Every time she saw Xu Yan, she lowered her head and kept silent. She did not dare to raise her head to look at Xu Yan. He became taciturn and more like an imperial physician who came out of the palace. But Xu Yan was not used to it. She would rather he chatter like before and say some unscrupulous words in her ears.

One day she handed the letter she wrote to Ping Qing and asked him to take it back to read. After all, she couldn't speak now, and the words were too sensational, and she might not be happy to let her say it out. Writing it into a letter was the best way to let him read it. Xu Yan was full of expectations that day, hoping that the Ping Qing she saw the next day was still the heartless barefoot doctor she was familiar with.

But nothing changed. When Ping Qing was packing the medicine box and preparing to leave, Xu Yan grabbed Ping Qing's sleeve. She anxiously poured the water from the kettle on the table, then wet her fingers and quickly wrote down what she wanted to say on the table: "Did you read the letter?" She didn't know that Ping Qing beside her had already red eyes when she saw her anxious and clumsy movements.

He turned his back and tried his best to hide his emotions and replied, "I am just a rough country man, how can your Majesty spend so much effort on me?" After hearing his words, Xu Yan didn't know whether he had read it or not, but just held him and refused to let him go, wanting him to look back and continue reading the words she wrote.

While pulling him back, Xu Yan anxiously reviewed what she had just written. The water marks on the table were evaporating quickly at a speed she could not imagine. She was a little anxious and used some force in her hand.

Ping Qing was in pain and turned around. Then she saw another sentence she wrote below: "It's not your fault." Ping Qing smiled bitterly, slowly put Xu Yan's hand off his clothes, and then said: "How could it be not my fault? I clearly knew that Your Majesty might become like this, but I clearly knew but didn't stop it. This is my fault."

After hearing his words, Xu Yan had no way to comfort him. While she was silent, Ping Qing suddenly said, "But your Majesty, don't worry. If it cannot be cured... no, it will not be cured. I will be by Your Majesty's side for the rest of my life until I will cure you. I have found some ways now. Your Majesty's illness is just caused by forcibly awakening because his body has not recovered. If you have recuperated your Majesty, it may be cured in two days."

Xu Yan also knew that Ping Qing was sayings to comfort her, but in the current situation, she could only agree. She nodded and expressed that she trusted him. In the end, the conversation between the two was broken here.

Liang Yu has helped her give a lot of opinions on political affairs these days, so that she will not be as tired as before. Although it is now a great victory for Yunlang's faction, she knows in her heart that everything that is happening now is under her control.

She knew they would rescue Yun Lang, and she knew that they wanted Yun Lang to supervise the country. After all, a tutor who had assisted the empress for three generations of empress seemed to be more trusted by the empress than the prime minister who had just been promoted. So there are no rumors in the people yet, just people who are worried about the empress's body.

Her plan is being implemented step by step, and the only variable is that she is dumb. She is very confused. Now she is like a disabled person, how should she return to the position of the Supreme Nine Five to command the world? Could it be that when she was in court, she still had to write down everything she said and circulate it for the ministers? Thinking about that scene, it felt too ridiculous. She knew in her heart that the jokes she said when she was a child that she did not want to be an empress would probably be realized today. However, this way of implementation was too cruel for her.

Just as she was standing by the window thinking about these things in a daze, Yingchun knocked on the door and walked to her and reported: "Your Majesty, someone is here to visit you."

Xu Yan frowned when she heard this and felt a little funny. Why would anyone come to see her now like this? Besides, she has never revealed her place, how can they find it? The people who have come to see her these days are already familiar with her, and Yingchun doesn’t need to come in specifically to report her relationship with her at all. So who is this visitor?

Xu Yan looked back curiously, and unexpectedly met a pair of cold eyes. She turned around in a panic and waved her hand to Yingchun. After so many days, Yingchun had already known the meaning of Xu Yan's actions. She turned around and replied to Yun Qi, who was standing at the door: "You saw it, Your Majesty doesn't want to see you."

Although Yingchun didn't understand what happened between them, from the confrontation between He Xun and Yunqi after Xu Yan was injured, what must have happened between Xu Yan and Yunqi. But she knew very clearly that her duty was to obey all Xu Yan's instructions, and her identity did not allow her to talk too much at this moment.

Yunqi did not leave, and he kept looking at Xu Yan's back and silent. She was clearer than before, and his thin face almost made him unable to remember that Xu Yan was so healthy. He couldn't bear to look at him anymore, and he knew why she became like this. But he had to look at it because all this had nothing to do with him.

He whispered, "Yan'er." Xu Yan's back froze, and then he quickly waved his hand to Yingchun. Yingchun took a step forward, held the door frame and said to Yunqi, "Young Master Yun, you said you are here to visit Your Majesty. Now you have come and you have seen it. Your Majesty has already understood your feelings, so don't make things difficult for me anymore." After that, he wanted to close the door.

Yunqi pressed against the door frame and tried to push it away, but he finally put down his hand. He understood that the time had not come. Even though he wanted Xu Yan to believe him, the current situation was far from developing to that point. He had expected these situations long ago, and he could not blame others. He could not be so anxious. If he went over and hugged her now, he might not be able to accompany her in the future. So, he had to endure it.
Chapter completed!