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reflection

Xu Yan has been like this and does not speak or read. She just sat in a daze at the window for several days. Even the thick lines of Shuangjiang could see what was wrong with her. Shuangjiang put the medicine that Yun Lang brought on time every day in front of Xu Yan and said to her: "Your Majesty, the medicine from the Lord of the State of the Parliament has been delivered." Xu Yan did not speak, but just took it silently, and then fell into the flower pot with a familiarity.

After so many days, Frost River was completely accustomed to Xu Yan's process. She took the bowl back, bowed respectfully to Xu Yan, and then said to her: "Your Majesty, have you had any worries in the past few days?" Xu Yan shook her head when she heard her words, said nothing, and continued to look at the scenery outside the window.

Frost Valley occasionally wondered what was so attractive outside the window. One day, after she served Xu Yan to sleep at night, she saw this unclosed window. She was unconsciously attracted by it and walked over step by step. When she lay on the window, she saw the scenery outside. It was just repeated, one bamboo after another.

When people don’t see the true face of this thing, they always have infinite fantasies about it. Are there any beauty behind this thing that they did not expect? They thought of it. But in fact, countless examples tell people that the beauty in imagination is the most beautiful.

When Shuangjiang saw the bamboo without any highlights outside, the beauty she imagined was broken in an instant and was reoccupied by countless disappointments. So she closed the window mercilessly. For Shuangjiang, she might never have the chance to know what Xu Yan saw every day.

Xu Yan stared at the clusters of bright green outside in a daze. What Ri Yunqi said to her once again appeared in her mind. She watched him approach and spoke his arrangements and arrangements to her extremely seriously. For the first time, she felt extremely nervous. Xu Yan retreated in panic, stretching the distance between them again until her back hit the bed.

Yunqi looked at her alert appearance, and a feeling of loss flashed through her eyes. He smiled at her: "It's okay, I won't do anything to you." Of course she knew that he wouldn't do anything to her, and believed it from the beginning. This perception once made her feel extremely sad. A woman who could not make her lover do anything to her without any means, such a thing is worth showing off.

Xu Yan smiled awkwardly at him and issued an order to expel guests again: "Is that all? If there is only these, you don't have to take it seriously. I will have a layout myself, so you don't have to worry." When Yun Qi heard this, he suddenly refuted her: "What layout? Is it your layout to send Xia Zhi to He Yuan to send a message to him to help you?"

Xu Yan didn't know how Yunqi knew her plan, and her face suddenly became ugly, and even her voice became cold: "How did you know?" Yunqi looked at her like a frightened hedgehog, and suddenly showed all her thorns to him. He lowered his head and smiled bitterly: "Yan'er, not everyone can't see through this method. He must have guessed it, but he just wanted to wait and see for a while."

Xu Yan didn't expect that he would tell this fact that she had never been willing to face. She thought he would give her some face. She turned her head and sneered: "Since you all know, why don't you do it? Give me a pleasure directly, won't we save a lot of trouble with each other?"

When Yunqi heard her words, a trace of pain suddenly flashed in his heart. He pursed his lips and said, "Yan'er, you know my grandfather and we..." Xu Yan looked straight at him? He interrupted him and said, "You want to say that you and your grandfather are not in the same camp, right? How do I believe you? You and him are the closest relatives who have broken bones and connected to the tendons. What do I think in your eyes? At most, it is just someone who can give up at any time for your great cause and for your plans!"

Yunqi listened to her breathing and said nothing. Xu Yan's words were said to have said the words she had been holding in her heart for so long, and she was extremely excited and forceful? So she hadn't recovered yet. She never felt that there was a moment as refreshing as she was now, and she finally said the words she had always kept in her heart.

I don't know why? She felt that her nose suddenly became sour. She sucked her nose and couldn't help but scold herself in her heart: Why are you so weak? Why can you finally give him a chance to embarrass her? She herself is even more sad and excited than him?

Yunqi didn't know how to comfort her? He watched her emotions calm down little by little. He said to her: "Yan'er? I have never placed you in a secondary position because of anything. I know you may not believe it, but it doesn't matter? You just need to remember it like this. As for Liang Yu, no matter what step you and him have made, I will ask you for anything he does to you."

Xu Yan listened to his decisive words and looked at him with a dark look. She suddenly laughed, like the daffodils blooming quietly in the dark night, with purity and in-depth danger: "I know the purpose of you. You came for Liang Yu, for my marriage with Liang Yu."

She said without any doubt. She thought so. Yunqi looked at her and suddenly didn't want to explain anything, so she nodded as she said. Xu Yan looked at his movements, stunned for a moment, and then turned her head back. When both sides were about to fall into embarrassment again, Xu Yan suddenly asked Yunqi a question: "Have I never asked why you didn't come before?" Yunqi didn't expect her to ask about this, but since she asked, he admitted it.

Xu Yan didn't look at him, but just burst out all the emotions that had been accumulated in his heart for so long: "After I was kidnapped by Liang Yu, do you know that I am looking forward to you every day? Liang Guo is so cold. It is already summer, but it still has a chill. I sit by the window every day and look at Xu Guo's direction, hoping that the moving shadow on the mountain is you."

"I was looking forward to it being you, but also looking forward to it not. I lost my voice and couldn't speak. Those maids wouldn't tell me anything. I was worried that if it was really you, if you couldn't find me, if he hid me deeper, I couldn't tell you where I was."

Speaking of this, she suddenly made a sarcastic smile: "Later I realized that I was thinking too much. That shadow would not be you. Do you know how I knew it?" Yun Qi didn't say anything, but just looked at her silently.

Xu Yan smiled extremely desolately: "I have been looking at it for a long time. Occasionally, when it moves, I will compile countless fantasies. But one day, the palace maid assigned by Liang Yu told me that it was not the direction of Xu's country, and that shadow was just a scarecrow."

"At that moment, I suddenly felt my face burning. I didn't dare to look at her. I just stammered at her and said that it was just because I was curious about the scenery behind her." But what she knew was that this was the tacit secret between them. In her eyes, she would take her away at any time, her lover.
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