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When the secret code Xu Yan said was finally responded to, God knew how excited she was at that time. Tears rushed out of her eyes uncontrollably, and she wet her clothes in an instant. She hurriedly wiped away the tears from the edge of her eyes with her hands, and then said to the people outside: "So how are they doing now? Are everything going well? They haven't encountered any problems, right?"
The people outside paused, as if thinking about how to answer this sentence. Xu Yan listened to the noise outside, and nervously pressed his ears to the wall tighter. After a while, she heard an inexplicable rustling sound. Just as she was about to listen in more detail, she heard the answer from the secret guard: "Very good, the adults are running for His Majesty's affairs. They also asked the young man to tell His Majesty that everything is fine, so that His Majesty should not be worried and put great cause first."
When Xu Yan heard this, she reluctantly let go of her heart. She then said to the secret guards: "That's good. Tell them not to overwork. I have a sense of responsibility and will not put myself in an overly dangerous situation." After saying this, she thought about what she had just been taken to the Convention Hall by Yun Lang not long ago, so she couldn't help but feel guilty and didn't say anything else.
The secret guard did not expose her after hearing Xu Yan's words, but replied to Xu Yan: "Okay Your Majesty, the youngest will definitely tell you this way, and please take good care of yourself. If you have any arrangements in the future, the youngest will definitely tell you as soon as possible." After hearing the secret guard's words, Xu Yan breathed a sigh of relief and then replied to him: "That's good, thank you for your hard work." After the secret guard exchanged a few words, there was no movement again.
Xu Yan sighed, wondering what kind of mood he was now, excited or lost? She couldn't tell the difference. She only said that she had given up on her heart to live, and did not expect that she could win in this dispute. But when she heard what Shuangjiang said, she was full of energy and ambition for everything in the future.
Thinking of this, she felt a little speechless. She said nothing about giving up, but she still thought in her heart that it would be fine if someone could save her. Even if someone came, she could follow the man with full fighting spirit and bravely. But without a single person, she gave up this idea. She just chose to die in obscurity.
I wonder what they would think after knowing her thoughts, and would they feel regretful of their decision to save her? After all, no one would accept that the empress, whom she had worked so hard, was a person with no desire to survive. Thinking of this, Xu Yan couldn't help but smile bitterly. Forget it, no matter what they thought, it was a matter for the future. The most important thing at the moment was how to successfully escape from here.
Xu Yan looked around the room and found nothing that she could use. She thought about what she could do now, and after thinking about it, she realized that what she could help them was just directing them to do this and that. Thinking of this, she was speechless for a moment and could not say anything more. Then, she sighed, took out the paper from the desk as if she had accepted her fate, lit the lights on the table, and wrote something under the swaying faint light.
Although they did not join their discussion, Xu Yan knew their division of labor well. This is not to say that she was special, but that she was too clear about each of them's strengths and weaknesses, so she could think of how their division of tools was operated with her eyes closed.
Thinking that they were together without her mediation, Xu Yan couldn't help but shivered. She rubbed her arms, trying to wipe down all the goose bumps that she shouldn't have, and then picked up the pen and continued to write them. Soon, the blank paper was filled with dense words.
She wanted to sigh when she thought of the Shura scene, but she didn't know how they discussed it. Could it be that the fight started before she could have discussed something, right? Thinking of this scene, she nodded silently in her heart, but then she secretly offered a little hope, hoping that she would not be so unlucky, and hoped that they could grow a little, know what is the most important and what can be postponed before talking about it.
As she was writing, she suddenly thought of the existence of that person, and the tip of the pen stopped. The thick ink slipped off from the smooth tip of the pen, and dripped onto the paper and fainted into a little ink mole, which was particularly obvious on the pure white paper. She panicked and wanted to wipe the paper away, but the moment she got the paper, she thought to herself that she was stupid. So she didn't write anymore, just staring at the drop of ink mole that shouldn't have, dazed.
I don’t know when she was able to eliminate him from her life very naturally. That was her greatest hope and it was also something that had tortured her for countless years. The harder she tried to erase him from her life, the clearer his figure became. She once wanted to go crazy because of this, but now she realized that she had forgotten him without realizing it.
When she discovered this fact, she was silent. She had already gotten what she wanted, and had successfully erased him from her life and treated him as someone who had never appeared in her life. Why would her heart still hurt or be reluctant to leave?
Everything has passed, and the other things are just unnecessary regrets. Apart from adding troubles and feelings to herself, she has no other use. She should cheer up and look forward, after all, she has made a decision and can no longer regret it. Thinking of this, she held the pen again and wrote her words firmly on the paper.
Once you think it through and once you firmly think about it, it is not that difficult to write down his name. Xu Yan looked at the name that was written naturally from the tip of her pen, tried hard to ignore the pain in her heart, and wrote the remaining words word by word.
Actually, there is nothing difficult, Xu Yan felt so. She just said what she should have to , and she knew that this was something she had to write down. In fact, it can also be said that she felt that the reason she could let go of them was ultimately because of him. He was like an inexplicable force, which could gather all of them restless people, let them gather into a force and work hard in one direction.
So she had to admire him and had to be kind to him, which was why she had to write a letter to him alone. The last word was finally completed, and she carefully wrapped the envelope in the envelope, and then put her own name on it.
To be honest, until all these were completed, Xu Yan couldn't help but feel dazed. She looked at the extremely familiar font on the envelope, and inexplicably returned to the night a few years ago. She, the little one, wrote her name on the letter.
Chapter completed!