Three hundred and eighty-four chapters retrospect
Xu Yan struggled in this dream where she couldn't tell whether it was reality or illusory. She wanted to get rid of this place and get rid of these emotions and thoughts that shouldn't have. She desperately wanted to push Yunqi, who was walking towards her step by step, and shouted loudly: "Go away, go away!" But it was useless, she could only watch him get closer and closer to her.
Suddenly someone sounded the alarm bell in his mind, one more than another. She looked around blankly, but found no trace. She understood that this might be a game, a game carefully designed for her. But who is the layouter, and what exactly does he mean? Why did she insist on arousing her obsession with him?
"Xu Yan, do you know that you are wrong?" An old voice rang in her mind without warning. She had never heard of it, but she felt extremely familiar. She shook her head desperately, trying to drive the voice out of her mind. But it was obviously useless. Her head was getting more and more painful, forcing her to face the person. She asked in pain: "Who are you?"
The old man sighed helplessly, and then said to Xu Yan: "At this point, it is meaningless to be entangled in my identity. You just need to know that because he forcibly changed your fate alone, everyone's fate has been affected."
When Xu Yan heard this, she understood the reason why she appeared here. The pain in her mind, as dense as a needle prick, gradually weakened, and the cause of why she fell into a dream appeared little by little. She frowned and asked, "You have collusion with Tai Taijunzi Lan? Are he and you a group?"
The man replied, "Everything has its own cause and effect. Excessive investigation may not necessarily lead to good relationships. Why should you worry about this?" After a while, he said to himself, "Forget it, I'm afraid your fate has changed, and your personality has also changed."
Xu Yan seemed to know her very well when he heard what he said. This look of understanding the world was very similar to a person she knew. She rolled her eyes and asked, "Then why did you bring me here? Is it because others have entrusted you? You keep arousing my obsession with Yunqi. Did he ask you to bring me here?"
After hearing Xu Yan's words, the man murmured in disappointment: "It seems that fate is really mysterious, and it can change a person's temperament to this point. You once had the world's mind, and you would never stick to such vulgar issues."
Xu Yan quickly captured the point of his words, and she immediately asked back: "Once upon a time? What do you mean by what you mean? Have you seen me before? What is the me?" When she asked this, her heart suddenly beating quickly. She understood that what he said next was probably the key that has always troubled her. There are always some things in the world that they cannot explain, mysterious and unsightly to see. Perhaps today, she can touch the edge of this mystery.
When the man heard this, he realized that he had just said something. Fortunately, he was silent and did not want to say another word to Xu Yan. Xu Yan was once again trapped in the severe headache, and scenes that made her strange and familiar appeared in front of him.
She watched herself go to court, and not far from the steps were standing there was the tall figure, her clouds rising. Her eyes kept following his every move. Her heart suddenly felt a pain, and then layers of envy came to her. She wanted to turn into the breeze that brushed through his ears, and to be free to be by his side, ignoring the eyes of the world.
She saw Liu Fei standing in front of him with deep affection for him, and a sudden discomfort suddenly surged in her heart. She was most familiar with this feeling, full of malice towards people, and a feeling of malice towards the world is called: jealousy. She knew that she was trying hard to suppress this emotion and hid her trembling hands under her wide sleeves. She wanted to disguise herself as an empress who loves every subject, disguise herself as she appreciates Liu Fei with friendly appreciation, even if she was about to be jealous.
But his eyes cannot deceive people. Liu Fei turned her head, and her shyness had not completely dissipated from her eyes, but it faced Xu Yan's eyes. The naked jealousy that had not been completely hidden in Xu Yan's eyes instantly fell into her eyes, making her tremble in fear. Xu Yan immediately covered up her expression and gave her a kind smile. After seeing this, Liu Fei reluctantly smiled back and comforted herself that she was probably thinking too much.
Xu Yan smiled speechlessly when she saw this scene. She really disliked herself, who became ugly and terrible in love. To be honest, she could not face Liu Fei, who had no malice towards her, which always forced her to face up to how terrible she was. She would rather Liu Fei hate her as much as she is now, which would at least give her a reason to hate her. Instead of hating her just because she is Yunqi's fiancée.
She saw the moon-white figure that would always be in front of her, no matter how fast she walked, she would never catch up. She watched the wind greedily as he rolled up his hair and looked very beautiful in the air; she could even smell the cold fragrance on his body that made her feel at ease, but at this moment, Xu Yan smelled the fragrance again, and she had the urge to cry.
She hurriedly closed her eyes and couldn't bear to look at it anymore, but the smell drifted into her breathing, tightly wrapping her whole body, leaving her nowhere to hide. She felt a person approaching her, tremblingly opening her eyes, but only saw his figure lying down with his back to her. The familiar pain in the depths of her heart swept through her whole body again, making her unable to move.
I don't know how many years and hours she looked at this back and survived the deep and shallow night. She never dared to sleep for a moment, for fear that he would leave him in the next second. She wanted to look at him and try her best to keep every moment of his in her mind.
Logically, Xu Yan didn't know why he was lying beside her, but when she entered this scene, she had subconsciously accepted this fact. It seemed that this was the right thing to do, she should be so greedy and secretly loving him.
Without anyone explaining anything to her, she suddenly realized that maybe she forced him to stay by her side. Xu Yan loved Yunqi, or she thought she had loved Yunqi. But she never felt that she loved him at any moment like this.
This is a kind of love that is burning with both jade and stone. I want to get you, your eyes, your heart that loves me, and your wholehearted loyalty to me. In order to achieve this goal, I am willing to make a deal with the devil, and I am willing to give everything I have! I just hope you give me an extra second of review.
Chapter completed!