Extra: If, no comeback(1/3)
"We're all for your own good!"
"Don't you try to be worthy of our efforts to you over the years?"
"I haven't paid enough for you to create a good family environment for you?"
"I would have divorced your father long ago without you. I have been young for thirty years! Thirty years!"
It was like a nightmare sound, and there was no trace of light around it, which was depressing and suffocating.
"Ahhhh!"
The person lying on the bed turned over and sat up, gasping for breath, looking at the dark environment around him and some unfamiliar furniture, his eyes were full of anxiety and anxiety.
"What's going on with this inexplicable sense of inreality."
Li Wei's voice was low and dumb, not sure whether it was caused by whispering in a nightmare or simply thirst after waking up.
He was used to the days when he was awakened by a nightmare, and the only thing he didn't get used to was the newly rented apartment.
His new home.
In the second year of work, I finally got a regular member of the internship contract and became a regular member of the formula.
The Financing Department is considered an intermediate bank employee with a salary.
The pretty good profit made him finally rent a decent house in the West End of London.
The city center can’t afford to rent, especially those near the Financial City, where the price is definitely not something that a small bank employee can’t beat.
The room is not big or small, and the rent is 600 pounds a week without bills.
Fully functional kitchen, a study with separate office supplies, a bedroom and a living room that is not too small.
“Meow~”
Outside the door, an extremely slender scream came.
It was the little cat he bought a few days ago.
The little cat is very clingy. If it weren't for not buying felt at home, he would have held it and went to bed together.
After all, this weak, slender and furry clingy species can give him the greatest warmth.
It is the only one who can listen to your own words carefully.
It is a short, creamy white and cute, but it has no name at the moment.
After thinking about it, tomorrow is the bank holiday holiday holiday holiday day, and Li Wei didn't need to wear a neat suit to go to work, so she opened the door and put the extremely clingy kitten in.
“Meow~”
The kitten seemed very happy. After rubbing his legs, Li Wei picked it up and returned to the bed together.
He was awakened by the lingering nightmare at midnight. It was only about two o'clock in the morning. So even though the little cat rolled and jumped on the bed and wanted Li Wei to play with it, he was still rejected by his attitude of turning over and sleeping like a dead pig on the quilt.
Life is hard, and the daily schedule is to go to work and get off work, squeeze the tral line and endure the unhappiness of being frustrated. It is a drop in the bucket, and strives to survive in the cracks of this big city.
"Your life is better than many people, do you know?"
"You can't be too comparative in life!"
"Didn't the home create a better space for you as much as possible? What else do you have to be unsatisfied with?
But for some reason, it seemed that I was idle, and the words like nightmares in the past were like gangrene attached to the bones, and they were met unexpectedly.
Life is still possible.
Every month, I call to report it routinely when sending money to my home.
Excluding occasional bonuses every month, it basically has an income of around 5,000.
About 2400 is used as rent, 1500 is transferred to the family, and the remaining 1100 is for your daily expenses.
It's not considered rich, but it can barely live.
After all, he basically doesn't go out to eat, and he has already developed a good skill in cooking while studying abroad.
He is 26 years old this year.
He studied abroad at the age of 18, graduated from university at the age of 22, graduated from a master's degree at the age of 24, and then started looking for a job and internship. This year is the second year of work and the first day after becoming a regular employee.
Repeating such time countless times is nothing more than calculating the date of promotion, the right salary will be increased, and... when will he retire and liberate.
In the education of Chinese families, having little support and a dependence on the elderly is the most basic filial piety that people should abide by.
This is an obligation and a responsibility. No matter how helpless or hate it in his heart, he still can't do anything in public opinion and moral kidnapping.
Just like today, the day to send money to your family every month is also agreed to call your family.
He was very afraid of this day.
This seems to be the reason why he was frequently awakened by nightmare last night.
"Hey, mom." Li Wei, who was on the phone, said weakly.
"Hey! Li Wei! How are you doing recently?"
What is impressed by is the old female voice.
It seemed that the powerful shouts of the powerful general in his ears were so impressive to him yesterday. Compared with the old and old voices at this time, Li Wei felt a little uncomfortable.
She used to be like this and... she is old.
Gangbo was on the phone and quickly asked about his well-being and various repetitive inquiries. Although he was a little nagging, it was not very annoying to Li Wei.
"Li Wei! Is it noon on your side now and have you eaten?"
"Li Wei! If you are fine, call your family more often, and your mother misses you too."
"Li Wei! When is the next holiday? Do you have time to go home and see it? If you can go home, remember to tell me early and I will prepare something for you in advance, or we can just remove the delicious food at that time."
"Li Wei, tell me when will I go on vacation and go home and see more."
It is said that parents are the teachers of their children for the rest of their lives.
That's true.
Li Wei realized countless times from the family classroom.
——There are definitely not only two colors in this world, and it is definitely not black or white.
——The one that occupies the most in the world is actually gray.
The interweaving of good and evil is from different standpoints, because different experiences, experiences, thoughts, and things done are the same from different perspectives.
Therefore, sometimes, blindly fulfilling the so-called justice is not every matter of justice.
"Li Wei, you are not young anymore, it's time to find a partner."
"Um."
He didn't refute too much because he knew what he would face after refuting.
"Don't just 'um!' Every time I'm um' I'm um' I didn't do anything in the end! You have had this problem since you were a child, and you agreed to it well, but in the end you secretly set it up one by one. Just like how you asked you to study hard, you didn't even learn it!
What's not like what you learn! Secretly doing those useless art behind your back!
At the beginning, I was quarrel with me because of your broken thing! Now I know I am right! Look at how good your life is now. Working in a bank in the UK, at least you can still have a high salary. It’s not much better than being a broken painting person?!"
This is what this person is like.
The answer is not very important to her.
Because, no matter what, he did not learn the correct way to prevent such topics from unfolding.
Li Wei was a little impatient when she was muttered.
Every time, when the mother always mentions these things unconsciously, his heart will always sting deeply for a few times.
"Sure enough, I hit you right. Tell me that you are so angry! If you don't fight, you will be fine! Can you still study? Are you doing the same when you work now? I told you that Li Wei, it would be fine if you are at home. You must be careful when you go out!
Society is much more dangerous than home, and no one is really good for you! You must be smarter!"
Yes, that's it.
It's like training a dog, a candy mixed with a heavy whip.
What she did was for the good of "me", and what she did was always right.
I can only think about it this way, do what she thinks she has made to discuss ‘democracy’ through harmoniously discussing ‘democracy’ within her family, do what she thinks is right and carefully selected, and do what she thinks is good kid.
This has been like this since I was a child, from the beginning of my memory.
It seemed as if there was a huge rock on his body, pressing tightly against his shoulders.
And this huge rock is getting bigger all the time. If he cannot become stronger as the huge rock grows bigger, one day he will be ruthlessly crushed into flesh paste.
"Then that's it. Mom, I'll go cook. Let's talk about it next time I have time."
"Okay, okay, go to have a meal quickly, don't be hungry, eat more. Also! Why did you get so much money this month? Our family doesn't need to worry about you. Your dad's small company can make money, and your mom also has a little money in your hands. You don't need to worry about it. Just live your own life well.
I won’t nag anymore, I’ll just hang up like this, I’ll talk about it next time.
You must take good care of yourself.”
To be continued...