"I saw with my own eyes that from the very beginning, from his childhood, he had confidence in what he believed in, his disdain for other people, and his helplessness and powerlessness in the face of all the incomprehensible elm knots.

Everyone is drunk, but I am awake alone.

"Becoming more and more anxious, taciturn and painful.

“In the end, all the hard-earned information was burned in a fire.

"Behavior has taken a 180-degree turn.

"If it weren't for some of my own mental problems, I wouldn't have any special beliefs about what kind of medicine to study, whether to study medicine or not, and I would never have any belief or disbelief in anything.

"I guess there will be mental problems."

Zhang Lingjun remained silent without saying a word.

The concubine continued: "Your current situation and physical condition, according to what you described, have indeed been deteriorating.

"But this does not mean that this deterioration will continue to a dangerous and life-threatening point.

"According to the comprehensive physical examination you did, no problems were found. Generally speaking, this deterioration should not be a big problem in the end.

"It's a good thing to worry about your body, but sometimes you shouldn't worry too much...

"Since you have an understanding of medicine and modern medicine during this period, you should also know that the treatment and recovery of any disease, the patient's mental state, emotional state, and physical state, whether normal or not, will have a great impact.

"Especially for some terminal illnesses, it is very necessary to have a good and healthy spirit, not to stay up late as a rule, eat regularly and healthily, and maintain a healthy body.

"As for you, you firmly believe in the occult and have racked your brains to collect information. You have traveled all over the country and around the world, competing with various people, and even came here to open a store like this.

"Regardless of whether it's right or wrong, your body and mind must be in a state of fatigue, anxiety, panic, uneasiness, and extreme... Maybe this is also a reason that affects your physical condition.

"I think what you need now is to relax your mind, have fun, do whatever you want, and make yourself feel relaxed and comfortable.

"Of course this is just my opinion and suggestion.

"If you still believe in the existence of occultism and want to place your hope on it, and think this is the way to save yourself, I can also help you.

"I can give you the information I learned - the things were burned, but my memory is very good, and I can basically remember everything I read.

"I can recount to you the information that I have read and that you do not have here.

"Save you money and time to look for it. You are not short of money and information, so you have to open this store. At the same time, you are short of time. I will give it to you directly."

Zhang Lingjun stood there and continued to be silent.

The concubine looked at him quietly.

I don't know how long the silence lasted. Zhang Lingjun raised his head and forced a smile, "Although you said so, I still feel... I feel that those things exist."

The concubine nodded, her face not changing at all, "Unsurprisingly, what you have always believed in is not so easy to change.

"He struggled for a long time back then. It will probably take a while for you to wake up.

"Give me your mobile phone number.

"I will send you the audio recording of those materials, hoping that these can help you speed up this step.

"Or it would be better to actually find something that will give you what you want."

Zhang Lingjun shook his head and said: "No need, I believe in you, Doctor Tian, ​​your character and professionalism. Since you haven't found it, I should not be able to find him here, just like I couldn't find him before."

"As for why I still believe this, it's because I suspect that the reason why I can't find it is because my thinking is wrong, and our thinking is wrong.

"Things exist, but they may require other ideas, a complete change of direction, and a different approach to find.

"I plan to abandon all these and find another direction. Of course... I don't know which direction to look for now, but I will look for it.

"I believe those things exist, I can feel it waiting for me to discover..."

Zhang Lingjun said firmly.

After saying that, he looked at the concubine, thought of something, and explained, "I don't mean to use this excuse to keep this store, and to save money and resources for this new direction, and to rely on this

Reasons to do business.

"I promise to change my ways from now on. I will not open this clinic. I will treat it as a reward for the information you gave me and pointed me in the direction... Well... I can't say it is a reward. It seems like spending money.

Buy me and don’t commit a crime.

"Just take it as a feedback that I feel your kindness. I will also give a little and do something good. That's it."

The concubine said, "Everyone is very happy..."

After saying that, the two of them left the underground bedroom.

Then Zhang Lingjun nodded and immediately opened the door of the clinic and left without looking back.

"No...where are you going..."

The concubine stopped him, a little puzzled: "I'm leaving now. It's a little unreasonable to just leave this stall here and leave without asking for anything."

Zhang Lingjun turned around and took a look, "What did you throw there and leave? This is not filming a movie. I just went to the street to take a look at this messy world and calm down. Is it possible to open a shop to see a doctor at this time? Anyway, the store

It won’t be lost.

"As for those things in it, they are useless, no one takes them, and they are not valuable. They are all second-hand. It doesn't matter if they are lost. Or if you want something, you are still in this profession.

If you can use it, look at the second-hand white coat, second-hand stethoscope, second-hand blood pressure monitor, and second-hand thermometer, they are all good things, or look at the tables and benches, take whatever you want with you."

Then he left.

Go to the street to calm down? Thinking of his special method of calming down, Fei Mingran.

At this moment, the surface of calmness is just pretending to be stable, and it still has an impact on my psychology.

It’s normal. It’s really not that easy for normal people to get over it when something they have been insisting on is denied. Not only can they not accept it directly, but they will also face the incompatibility between the stubborn spirit and reality, be impacted by rationality, and be torn apart by reality.

, the negative state caused by it is logically like this.

Watch Zhang Lingjun leave.

The concubine then picked up her cell phone and called Ruan Xing.

Of course she has not forgotten Ruan Xing, and she is here just because of her affairs.
Chapter completed!