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For a moment, I froze. Looking at Miaoyan's pale face and almost terrified eyes, I forgot what I should say, and just stood at the door and looked at her.
At this time, Pei Yuanxiu walked up and said, "Who?"
Then, he was also stunned.
But he immediately came to his senses and said with a smile: "Miaoyan, why are you here? Are you here to see your mother?"
"Yeah." Miaoyan looked at me and looked at him again. Although his eyes were still turning, I felt that her eyes seemed completely dark, dull, and not even a little bit of the agility of the past, and said, "I'll come to see my mother."
Then, she turned to look at me again: "Mom..."
When she said the last word, I felt her voice trembling violently, as if she could cry at any time, so I reached out and pulled her wrist to pull her in. When I touched her wrist, I felt that she was trembling and trembling very hard, as if she was a little uncontrollable. I was dragged into the house and stood there obediently.
Pei Yuanxiu and I looked at each other.
I also knew that she would face this fact sooner or later, but I didn't expect that this moment would come so quickly and suddenly, not only was she unprepared, but even I was at a loss. I looked back and looked at her standing there, her little body looked particularly thin, and even her shoulders were twitching.
She - cried?
My heart hurts, and I almost immediately wanted to walk over and hold her in my arms, take good care of her and comfort her, but when I saw Pei Yuanxiu in front of me, I thought about it, it was still very light, and I almost said to him in a lip-syncing manner - "You go first."
He looked at me, then looked at Miaoyan's back, nodded and understood immediately, and said to me: "Since Miaoyan is here to see you, then you can accompany Miaoyan to eat something. I have some things to deal with, so I will leave first."
"Um."
I nodded, watched him walk out, and gently closed the door.
Then I turned around and looked at Miaoyan's thin, trembling back to me.
I slowly walked behind her, but did not immediately walk to her, but gently placed my hands on her twitching shoulders and said softly: "Miaoyan?"
She didn't speak.
"Miaoyan." I still shouted her name calmly, and the hand that was holding on her shoulders slightly used some force.
It seemed as if I felt the gentleness of my palm and the power I deliberately conveyed. After a long time, Miaoyan finally turned slowly. When she raised her head to look at me, I saw that her face was covered with tears. The tears had not even stopped. They were still sliding from the corners of her eyes, gathering along her plump cheeks to her chin, and then falling drop by drop.
My heart suddenly became a ball.
"Miscellaneous words!"
I reached out to hold her face, and immediately got wet with my hands, trying to wipe her tears, but it didn't work at all. Her tears kept falling like broken beads, and even flowing down my hands. I only felt the tears were hot, like a fire, burning from her heart to me.
"Miaoyan--"
When I called her name again, she finally couldn't help but burst into tears with a "wow".
...
She cried for a long time.
At the beginning, the maids who came to serve were standing at the door, looking in, and I waved my hand and drove them away. After that, no one dared to approach here again. Miaoyan kept leaning in my arms and crying, tears wet my clothes, and in a short while, I felt a cold heart.
But I didn't stop her, but just gently hugged her, trembling and twitching.
"mother……"
“…”
"Mom--!" Her voice was also trembling with the crying: "Why?"
“…”
"Why did he marry someone else?"
“…”
"Why?"
“…”
Just like not stopping her, I did not answer her. In such a long silence, I gently held her in my arms and let her face press against my face. Her tears also fell on my face, and they were boiling hot drops and flowed silently along my cheeks.
...
After a while, her crying finally subsided.
I held her face and looked at her face that was already crying. Even my own face was filled with tears. I smiled, stroked her embarrassed face, and her eyes that were already red and swollen, and said, "Don't cry anymore, if you cry, your eyes will be broken."
"Woo-------"
But she couldn't stop and shook her head, tears fell again.
But this time, she spoke.
"But mother, why did he marry someone else, why did he?"
"That's not someone else, that's his fiancée."
"But I don't want it!"
"Miaoyan, don't want it, that's your business, but your third uncle wants to get married and marry his fiancée, that's his business. These two things have nothing to do with them."
She listened to my gentle voice, but said the cruelest words, and her face turned pale, as if she had to face the most heartbreaking moment that made her heartbroken. She shook her head desperately, and her tears couldn't stop falling, and she said miserably: "I don't want me! I don't want him to marry someone else. He obviously likes me so much, and I like him too. When he was fighting, in order to protect me, he could even want his life. Why doesn't it matter?!"
When I heard Miaoyan’s words, I suddenly wanted to laugh.
Only young girls and angry girls have such willful power. They believe that they like themselves and that they are the ones they like. They are so reckless and naive looking forward and pursuing.
However, after a long time, even when your feelings are about to be exhausted and dried up, you will know that there are so many unsuccessful things in the world and so many unsuccessful things.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content behind! I said gently: "Don't cry with Miaoyan."
“…”
"Your third uncle likes you, but he likes you as a junior. He is your elder. Any junior who encounters danger will—"
Before I finished speaking, Miaoyan was so anxious that she almost stomped her feet. She grabbed my clothes hard and said, "No, no, no! It won't be anyone! He is only good to me, he is only so kind to me!"
"Miaoyan..."
"Mom!" This time, Miaoyan could not listen to any advice and comfort at all. I felt that her eyes were not only red from crying, but also as if people were swelling with blood and flushing in extreme fear and despair. She looked up at me, and her voice was trembling: "Mom, isn't my father the emperor? Am I not a princess? They all called me princess, Princess Miaoyan. Can I ask my father to stop him from getting married? I ask my father to stop him from getting married, and I ask my father to order him to marry me. Is this good?"
I was shocked and couldn't believe my ears. Miaoyan could actually say such words: "Miaoyan--"
"Mom, is that okay?"
"Miscellaneous words!"
I suddenly shouted her name sternly, and Miaoyan was shocked by me and looked at me with a foggy eyes.
Tears fell down one by one.
Just now, the fanaticism in her face dissipated again at this moment, leaving only a face full of helplessness, and a near empty confusion in her eyes. I looked at her for a long time, and finally slowly reached out to wipe the tears on her face that had not dried, and said calmly: "Don't cry anymore, Miaoyan."
“…”
"Miaoyan, a man who can't make you laugh is not worth making you cry."
“…”
"Is he really that good?"
"But-" Miaoyan sobbed, speaking intermittently: "I like him, not because he makes me laugh, not because he is kind to me."
“…”
"I like him because he is him, and I like him!"
“…”
This time, I felt a little unable to hold on.
Every word from the child was like a heavy blow to my chest. The feeling of dull pain was even more painful and harder than the sharpest knife piercing into my heart.
With a click, a tear fell on Miaoyan's face.
She was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously raised her head to look at me. I also looked down at her. The little face that was blurred in her eyes added a bit of confusion. But I smiled and said, "Miaoyan said so, but my mother thinks that Miaoyan has grown up and knows what real love is, not just obsession."
“…”
"But, you like him, it's just your business."
“…”
"He makes you like it, and it's just your own business."
“…”
"Miaoyan, it is not that you must get someone if you like him, nor that you must make him like you if you like someone. Everyone has their own ideas and the path you want to go. You cannot stop his dreams just because you like him, and cut off the path he wants to go. In that way, you do not like him, but simply want to control him."
“…”
"Like someone, you should let him go where he wants to go and let him love the person he truly loves."
“…”
"If it happens, you are the one he really loves; if it happens that the place he wants to go is by your side, then you will be happy when you are together. If the person he loves is not you, even if you get him, you will not be happy, he will not, let alone you."
When Miaoyan heard this, she shook her head quickly: "How could it be? I was very happy when I was with the third uncle."
"That's because Uncle Third regards you as a junior and loves you, it's different from being a man and a woman."
Miaoyan suddenly became a little anxious, and the corners of her eyes turned red. She said in a hurry: "Then, I'll ask my father to order him, I--"
To be continued...