Su Su lowered her voice and said, "We don't know, it was the emperor who came over and took Miss Sun away."
"oh?"
I subconsciously frowned.
The eyebrows were twitching at all and did not escape Susu's eyes. She looked at me, carefully approached me, and whispered: "Miss, where did the emperor take Miss Sun? We asked, they didn't say it, and Miss Sun didn't say it either."
“…”
I was silent for a while and said lightly: "The Zuo is just a few places in this palace. Don't ask too much, so as not to say that you are talking too much and you will be punished."
"Oh, I got it."
At night, everyone had finished cleaning up. Miaoyan did not go back to his room to sleep, but stayed in my bed. Although she rarely slept in her room and would sleep with me, tonight, as soon as I lay on the bed, I felt her crawling over and crawling into my arms, and her two little hands tightly wrapped around my waist.
I smiled and looked down at her: "What's wrong? The older I look like a child."
Miaoyan didn't say anything, just pressed on my chest. After a while, she suddenly said in a depressed voice: "Mom, will you get sick?"
"What?"
"Will you still get sick? I asked Madam Wu today, and she said, "My mother was often sick before, and she was very sick. Will she still get sick now?"
I was silent for a moment, then smiled and said, "Do you look like your mother is going to be sick?"
She raised her head and looked at me with wide eyes. After looking at me for a while, she shook her head: "No, I think my mother is so good, so amazing, much better than others."
I realized that the "other" was someone else, otherwise she would not have said this for no reason. After a while, I said softly: "Are you going to see the sick concubine today?"
Miaoyan hurriedly looked up at me: "Mom, how did you know?"
"Listen to your father."
"Ah? Dad clearly said, don't tell mom."
“…”
I gritted my teeth before I could hold back the anger in my chest, but the expression on my face could no longer contain it and even hideously. Miaoyan immediately noticed something sensitively and said carefully: "Mom, do you don't like that empress?"
"..." I was silent for a moment, trying to calm down my mood, and also let my expression be more natural, and then looked at her: "Where are you? Does Miaoyan like her?"
She didn't answer me immediately, but turned her head and thought for a while before saying, "I can't say I like it, I don't know her very much."
I thought about it for a moment and immediately realized that what she said "not knowing very well" actually means "not knowing very well".
The love for a person is naturally based on understanding. If the other party’s background is not clear about good or evil, it is indeed impossible to say that he likes him.
"But," she suddenly laughed: "She is very pretty."
I couldn't help laughing.
He reached out and pinched her little nose and twisted it: "You, so superficial!"
In short, when I first met her in Wohu Village, my daughter has always valued people's appearance and stubbornly considered me a great beauty. When I first met Yun Xiang, who was dressed in plain clothes, I was very rude to her. However, this is normal. After all, everyone loves beauty, and it is not a sin to like beauty.
I pinched her little nose red. I hurriedly pulled my hand away, rubbed my nose by myself, and then looked at me: "What's wrong with being beautiful? Mom is also beautiful!"
"Is that so? Then who do you think is beautiful compared to her?"
"Uh...mother is pretty!"
I reached out to pinch her little nose again: "Hyit!"
She was so sharp that she was so sharp that she screamed. After a while, I let go of my hand and pouted: "That's it! I just think my mother is beautiful, the best in the world! Besides, what's wrong with being beautiful?"
I laughed: "Yes, there is nothing wrong with it, but there are great benefits."
"Is that so? What's the benefit?"
"A beautiful woman will easily get forgiven by a man if she makes a mistake; and a handsome man will easily get forgiven by a woman if she makes a mistake."
Miaoyan blinked at me, as if she was confused by this absurd logic. After a while, she suddenly said, "Mom, do you really don't like her?"
"Why do you ask that?"
"I don't know either, but today my father took me to see her and told me not to tell my mother. Why did he say it himself? It's true... But does mom really don't like her? If she really doesn't like her, Miaoyan will never go to see her again."
Looking at her serious and serious look, I thought about it and asked, "Tell me first, what are you doing today?"
"Just go see her."
"Why look at her?"
"She is very ill, as if she is about to die..."
Speaking of this, her face also showed a sense of fear, and the hands holding my waist tightened a little: "I can't even drink the soup, so it's someone who pried her teeth and poured it on. It's so pitiful."
"Do you think she's pitiful?"
"Um."
"Then, is it that you can help her if you take you there?"
"I did nothing, just my father asked me to stay in her room for a while, and she woke up and could still smile at me!"
“…”
"She still wants to grab my hand. But she doesn't have the strength."
“…”
"Oh, she's so pitiful..."
I listened to Miaoyan's description and learned some about the sick and haggard beauty. However, the words "She is so pitiful" repeatedly appeared in Miaoyan's description. Perhaps, the picture really broke her heart.
As for her, Nangong Lizhu could wake up, smiled at her, and wanted to hold her hand...
Perhaps, this child is really her only support.
At this time, Miaoyan pressed her a little closer to my arms. I looked down at her, and she also looked at me, and said seriously: "Doesn't you like her? Don't you want Miaoyan to see her? If so, Miaoyan won't go."
I looked at her big black and white eyes. After a while, I reached out to take care of her messy forehead and said, "If you don't care whether your mother likes or doesn't like her, just say that you will see her, would you like Miaoyan?"
“…”
This time, she fell silent.
The eyes looked at the candlestick at the head of the bed and kept flashing. After a while, she gently and with a hint of hesitation: "I'm still willing."
“…”
"Because, they all said, I'm going, and that Empress seems to be able to survive."
“…”
For some reason, when I heard this sentence, I felt indescribable irony.
In Dongzhou, Nangong Lizhu and his men wanted to kill my daughter, but ten years later, she has the power to survive by seeing my daughter.
If this is the result, then fate must be said to be cruel to her.
What if I take back this power?
"Mom," Miaoyan shook my waist and asked, "You said, do you want me to go. If you don't let me go, I won't go."
I asked her, "Do you listen to what Mom said?"
"Of course, be obedient!"
I laughed, reached out to stroke her face, and then said seriously: "If this is the case, then you really have to listen to what I say next. If I don't listen, I won't like Miaoyan in the future."
When she heard this, she immediately became nervous and half-supported her body. Her eyes, which were clearly black and white, were staring at me with burning light.
I said, "Mom won't stop you from visiting that lady. If you really want to go, then you will go, but you must promise a few things. First, every time you go, you must be led by your father. If your father is not here, even if you leave the lady's room for half a step, you must leave immediately and not stay for a moment. If they want to leave you there, you will cry and say you want to come back and tell me, and you will never go again in the future."
"Um!"
"Secondly, you are not allowed to eat anything from her and drink some water. No matter how thirsty or hungry, you will come back and talk about it."
"Um!"
"There is another thing, and the most important thing, if someone wants you to recognize her as your mother--"
Miaoyan immediately said, "How is that possible! Miaoyan only has one mother!"
I immediately laughed and rubbed her forehead: "That's right. As long as you do these three things well, you can go and visit her. She is so sick, it's really pitiful."
I said she was pitiful, but I didn't have much pity in my heart.
The beauty is so sick that it makes people feel a little unbearable. But my grudge with her has been involved so far, and I have no kindness to her, but it is just a wonderful statement - her condition has not yet been cured, and she is like a blank piece of paper. I don’t want to portray filth in such a heart, even if it is the filth of others. What she should understand in the future will naturally understand, but now is the time when she forms a lifelong personality. Being positive and beautiful is always more beneficial than being evil on the opposite side.
After getting my approval, Miaoyan seemed to finally let go of a stone in his heart, and kept me tighter, getting tired of it in my arms, and I also let her get tired of it, enjoying the tranquility and sweetness of this moment.
Actually, at this time, I just made a very simple decision, for Miaoyan and for her future life.
But I don’t know that the cause I planted at this moment will bear such fruits in the subsequent changes.
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In the next two days, although I received my permission, Miaoyan did not go again.
I think Pei Yuanhao was also concerned about the relationship between me and Nangong Lizhu, so he let Miaoyan hide it from me. So when I stayed in Jingren Palace, he didn't show it to me.
However, two days later, it was the day when Bai left Beijing and returned home.
Pei Yuanhao had made arrangements before. Early in the morning, the token for leaving the palace was sent to Jingren Palace. Chang Qing and I rode out of the palace gate together, listening to the lively sounds outside. After the carriage left the city gate, the road gradually became uneven, and the noise around was gradually left behind the carriage, leaving only the sound of the wind blowing through the wilderness.
Finally, our carriage stopped in the suburbs.
The snow here has not yet melted, and it is covered with white space. There is only a gray-black path that was stepped out. The path extends into the distance. On the other side of the dry forest, you can see an ancient and lonely pavilion.
That is where people often see each other.
Chapter completed!