"What I said to you is true. If you don't believe it - if you don't believe it, I will keep telling you until the day you believe it."

After saying that, he turned around and left.

I stood at the door blankly, feeling him turn and leave, a gust of wind passes through, and the smell of blood on his body is in the wind. A gust of wind is obviously light, but it seems like a hurricane sweeping across the earth, making me use all my strength to resist. When the gust of wind blows, I suddenly feel exhausted, and slide down against the door frame, and kneels on the ground.

"mother!"

Miaoyan was frightened and jumped off the bed and ran to me to hug me: "Mom, what's wrong with you? Are you sick? Mom, don't scare Miaoyan!"

I looked down at her, but I was still a little nervous, but I comforted her first: "Don't be afraid, mom is fine."

Even though he said this, his pale face and cold sweat were not even deceived by himself. Miaoyan held my face and carefully wiped my sweat with his sleeves, saying, "Does mom feel uncomfortable? Is mom sick too? Mom, don't be like that mom, sick!"

At this time, I couldn't help laughing.

No matter how slim the future or how many bumpy roads I face, my daughter was in her arms and comforted me. This made me feel more powerful than anything else. My smile gradually became clear: "Don't be afraid, my mother won't be like that lady."

“…”

"Mom knows very well what she is doing, and she knows more about what is in her heart."

“…”

"Mom was wrong once, wrong second time, why would she be wrong third time?"

“…”

Miaoyan couldn't understand what I said, but maybe this "sick" might have scared her. She kept holding my waist and felt her hands trembling. I slowly lowered my head and found that this girl didn't even wear shoes. She ran down barefoot and hurriedly took her back to the bed. Miaoyan was still scared and held my neck with both hands and refused to let go: "Are you really not sick?"

"Don't worry, mom is not. Mom is very good."

"Where is Daddy? He just bleeded."

"Well, he was injured a little."

"Why did Dad get injured?"

"He, he was accidentally."

“…”

Miaoyan calmed down. I thought she was comforted by me, and sat on the edge of the bed with some strength off. But she raised her head and looked at me again and said in a low voice: "Mom, are you and Dad quarreling?"

I shook my head: "No."

"Then," she looked at me more carefully: "Why did dad break that cup?"

“…”

My heart suddenly sank, and suddenly I understand what I can get. I looked down at Miaoyan: "You, you were awake just now?"

Her face was full of a helpless expression. After a while, she nodded gently.

For a moment, I was also at a loss.

I didn't expect that Miaoyan had woken up, but was pretending to be asleep in the bed. Pei Yuanhao and I, no matter how disagreeable they were, always showed a harmonious look in front of the child. However, I didn't expect that the child would notice it when he was unintentionally.

I grabbed her little arm nervously: "You, what else have you seen?"

Miaoyan looked at me in panic: "I only saw my father holding my mother and talking to her. He said, he said, he always thought he would not be wrong, but it turned out that he was wrong, but in fact, he had already-"

"Okay."

I spoke coldly and hard: "Stop talking about this."

“…”

Miaoyan had never seen me like this before, and her expression became more and more frustrated. After a long time of silence, she said softly: "Mom, Mom used to say that Dad left Mom and Miaoyan because he wanted to give happiness to others, but - but I just heard that Dad said that he wanted to give happiness to Mom."

“…”

"Mom..." She carefully held my sleeve, pulled it, and then looked up at me: "Did you and Dad have any misunderstandings?"

“…”

I had no mind, and even had the strength to speak. After being silent for a long time, I looked down at her: "Miaoyan, since you are awake, why don't you tell your parents, but instead pretend to be asleep? Later, I pretended to be lying to us as if I had just woken up, why did you do this?"

She was a little timid, her neck shrank back and said, "I, I'm afraid of disturbing you."

“…”

"I hope my father and mother can be together well."

“…”

I sat there stiffly and looked at her for a long time. For some reason, even my breathing became a little cold. Finally, I moved slowly, moved again, and then stood up.

Miaoyan immediately crawled in front of me in panic and held my sleeve: "Mom, are you angry with Miaoyan?"

“…”

I looked at her eyes that were clearly black and white, spotlessly clear and unspeakable.

I know that my daughter is gentle and kind, I know that she is smart, but I know so much, and I don’t know that she would pretend to be asleep. She would pretend to wake up when she found out that Pei Yuanhao and I had a dispute and face us with a innocent face.

It turns out that I don’t know anything about my daughter.

But even so, she still looked at me with her clear big eyes wide open, like a frightened, at a loss.

At this moment, I no longer know what I was feeling, I felt very confused. Even my child, who was pregnant for ten months, had a small life condensed from my bones and blood, suddenly became so strange. She was so innocent and cute, but when did she start to wear a fake mask?

Seeing me slowly leaving the bed, Miaoyan hugged my waist in a hurry: "Mom, don't be angry with Miaoyan, Miaoyan will never dare to do it again! Never dare to do it again!"

I couldn't move, so I lowered my head and looked at her helpless look, and felt sad again.

What's wrong with her?

In fact, I have never asked her that she has been wandering like this over the years, either without a mother or a father, and it is always difficult to get the satisfaction of reunion of the family. But now, Pei Yuanhao and I are finally by her side, but they are not in line with each other's appearance. She has long known that her biological father is going to give happiness to others. I have never asked how uneasy she is and how hard she is in her heart.

Now, she heard her father say that to her mother, perhaps no one would want to end up in vain.

I was silent for a long time, and reached out to touch her hair gently: "Miaoyan, it's okay, I'm not angry."

She raised her head, looking at me helplessly in her big eyes.

"Mom is really not angry."

“…”

"Mom just...no strength."

As I said this, I hugged her tightly in my arms. Several times Miaoyan wanted to struggle to raise her head to look at my face, but I kept it from moving.

Always, she did not see her mother's panic and helpless appearance, and I could only exist in places where others could not see it.

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After that day, the palace was really lively.

When I heard Chang Qing say that several imperial physicians came out of Yuhua Palace and couldn't even take a breath, they were summoned to Pei Yuanhao's bedroom to show him the injuries on his hands. I realized that he was really seriously injured.

"It's all bone-stopping."

Chang Qing said.

I sat next to me, took the tea served by Kouer, and before I could even bring it to my mouth, Chang Qing looked at me: "Do you know, who hurt the emperor?"

I looked up and saw that she was holding a cup of hot tea in her hand. The smoke was shrouded in her eyes, and her eyes were gentle and indescribable.

This is naturally a waste of time.

That day Pei Yuanhao went out of my house with blood dripping. How could this matter be hidden?

I was silent for a moment and said, "It's him."

Chang Qing looked at me without saying anything, lowered her head and took a sip of tea. After a while, she slowly said: "There are so many people in this harem who have made a bitter plan, but who do you want to make him feel distressed?"

This sentence was like a needle, which made me tremble for a moment.

I looked up at her. She was looking at me, but she sighed softly, and then said, "Don't bother me to talk about the old tunes. Of course, I understand what you think in my heart - after this time, I understand even more."

“…”

"But, you've experienced so much, don't you understand a sentence?"

“…”

"The power is stronger than that of a human."

My eyebrows frowned and looked at her silently. She said softly: "The emperor has already planned to give you this position. You should be very clear about what it means. Even if this matter cannot be done now, isn't it known to everyone what he treats you?"

Because everyone knows it, do I have to respond?

It seemed that I heard the sentence from my cold eyes, Chang Qing's voice softened a little, as if comforting me: "I don't want you to do anything, I just hope that you can be smarter and not let yourself be hurt again."

“…”

"Now the emperor hurts himself for you, whispers. No matter what the purpose of doing these things is, whether it is true or false, he did this after all, you must give him a step!"

I was silent for a while: "Give him a step?"

Chang Qing said: "In the past two days, everyone in the palace has gone to the emperor's side to see it one by one, and I have given a lot of soup and soup, but you, the emperor was injured from your house, you didn't say a word, and you didn't go to see it. Even now, everyone in the palace knows what the emperor is treating you, and there is no movement on the imperial concubine, but in the end, he is the emperor, he wants someone to hold it, and you always put his face under your feet - one day, I'm afraid he will be unable to bear it."

“…”
To be continued...