Where is my heart?

When I heard this, the man's firm and angry voice almost subconsciously echoed in my mind-

Do you care about the heaven and earth? Do you still care about my heart?

It was almost subconscious that this sentence was about to be expressed, but my reason still pulled me a hand. At that time, Liu Saner said to the villagers in Jixiang Village who opposed our marriage, but now I am facing Pei Yuanhao, who has the power of life and death for all the people of the world. Even if he cannot kill me due to the overall situation, who knows what will happen in the future?

These two days, he and I were fully focused on Miaoyan, and I almost forgot what was the purpose when I promised to see him.

I can't offend anyone who is an emperor.

Thinking of this, I pinched the corner of my clothes under the table, and was silent for a long time before slowly saying, "My heart is on my body."

“…”

Just as he was about to speak, I raised my head and looked at him with red eyes: "Does Your Majesty want me to cut it out for you?"

When he heard this, his originally tense breathing was immediately suffocated, and the faint anger on his body suddenly calmed down. He looked at me with complicated eyes, and his voice was a little hoarse: "You know, I'm not trying to hurt you."

I breathed a sigh of relief secretly.

Pei Yuanhao is a shrewd and cold person, and is one of the hardest people I have ever met to deal with. However, if these people are classified as "men", that's another way of saying it.

This level has finally passed.

He continued, "It's just that there are some things, I must tell you!"

“…”

I bit my lower lip and remained silent.

He then took a breath and was silent for a moment, then slowly said, "You don't want to listen, is it because that's my business with her?"

“…”

"But I just want to make it clear to you."

Speaking of this, his voice became more hoarse, and he was silent for a while before speaking, and his voice finally returned to a little normal: "I have known her since childhood."

“…”

"After their family and Yin—and the former queen Lianzong, Mrs. Nangong walked into the palace very diligently, and would take her into the palace with her every time."

“…”

"Her personality is different from now. She is very noisy and likes to climb up and down. Moreover, her smile sounds very nice, light and crisp. Every time she comes, I can hear her laughter when I am far away. Every time I hear it, I feel that the weather is very good."

“…”

"At that time, I didn't talk about male|joy|female|love, but my brothers really liked her very much and circled around her every day."

I slowly raised my head and looked at him. The original plot and scheming were gone at this moment. Looking at the soft light and soft eyes brought by the memories on his face, I couldn't harden my heart for a while. After a long time of silence, I said softly: "I don't know, it turns out that the imperial concubine was like that when she was a child."

He glanced at me, his eyes slightly darkened: "Sometimes, even I will soon forget."

My heart moved slightly and I looked at him silently.

Then, he continued, "Later, I gradually grew older and began to know people and affairs."

“…”

"Although my brothers like her very much, and the former queen and Mrs. Nangong seemed to intend to make her closer to Yuan Xiu, things went against my wishes. She and I were closest to each other. Do you know why?"

"..." I thought about it and said, "If there is no other person's side, there will be a mother; but there is only her by His Majesty."

His eyes flashed, and he looked at me for a long time before he smiled softly.

He said to me, "Are you, if it weren't for her, but you, that would have been like this and stayed by my side?"

I was slightly stunned, thought for a while, and said, "Your Majesty, don't say that."

“…”

"What happened is irreplaceable."

“…”

"What Your Majesty thinks is fake, but she really existed when that person was with Your Majesty."

Hearing me say this, his face shook slightly, but he was not angry or angry, but was a little sad. He was silent for a while and nodded gently: "You are right. She was the one who accompanied me at that time. No matter what, it was her."

I nodded, too.

Then, I asked, "What's next?"

"Later?" He seemed to wake up from a deep dream, looked at me, and then said, "Later, it was her year of hairpin, and I also gave the tribute to my hair."

My heart moved.

Isn’t that what Madam Qian told me before, and it was also what the two of them had talked about themselves, when an accident occurred on the grassland?

I subconsciously held my breath and looked at him. Pei Yuanhao seemed to be trapped in the memories of the past, and his face became more and more serious. He said, "That year, I was hunting in the Jima River Valley. On the first day, the prince shot twelve rabbits, two deer, and a deer, but I found nothing."

I was a little surprised. After so many years, he even remembered the number clearly, but when he looked back, he realized that he had been sensitive and suspicious since childhood. Pei Yuanxiu's glory as the prince was with his sadness that he had not been crowned king until he was in his twenties. I am afraid that the contrast is as clear as clouds, how could he not remember it?

He sighed lightly: "I don't know what I think, I don't know the world is so high that I want to take her to see the world."

“…”

I probably understand why.

Because he lost too thoroughly - the prince returned with a full load, but he got nothing. It would be fine if all this only fell into the emperor's eyes, but it fell into Nangong Lizhu's eyes. However, Nangong Lizhu was the candidate for the princess who Empress Yin wanted to point to the prince.

I smiled softly: "Young people are so angry."

"Then, we met a pack of wolves."

“…”

Speaking of this, he glanced at me, but I was still immersed in what he said just now. He really knew about encountering a wolf pack, and was not surprised. He was silent for a moment and then said, "Did you know it long ago?"

This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! I looked up at him, thought for a while, and then said: "When in the Juma Valley, when His Majesty and the Imperial Concubine were chatting by the river, the young lady was nearby."

His eyes were blinking at me.

After a moment of silence, he said, "I remembered it, and later, you met the tiger."

I nodded.

He sighed lightly and said, "Then you guessed what happened later."

I said, "The Imperial Concubine's old trouble..."

He nodded again: "It's because I'm not good. I don't know the world is so strong that I took her out and encountered a pack of wolves, but I don't know what to do. The horse was eaten by the pack. We two rolled down the mountain stream along the river and escaped. I was injured all over, so did she."

“…”

"But that's not the most troublesome, the most troublesome thing is that no one finds us."

“…”

"I've been bleeding, so do she."

I looked at him, and I couldn't help but feel a little sad.

"We will not stop bleeding, nor will we heal our injuries. Just watching our blood flow out little by little, we also feel our body getting colder. No matter how ignorant it is, we know what's going on."

“…”

"If I really gave up on this life, then that day."

I said softly: "Your Majesty..."

I don’t know what kind of desperate situation it would be to let someone like him give up, but when I think back to the time when I gave up, I seem to understand it.

I can't see tomorrow, there is no light around me, and the desperate situation he gave me was what he had experienced before.

"But she has never been willing to give up. She thought she was going to die, but she refused to let me die. Every time I wanted to close my eyes, she would wake me up; every time I couldn't hold on, she would hold my hand hard, sing to me, and even use her life to continue my life."

Use her life to continue his life...

I trembled slightly and looked at Pei Yuanhao, but I didn't know what else to say for a moment.

Although I have heard them and Madam Qian talk about this, only when I really heard him tell me this can I truly understand the difficulties they faced at the beginning, and also truly understand why Nangong Lizhu was so important in his life!

If I were him, facing such a woman, I would have no other wishes in my life.

But--

I didn't forget what happened later.

In the first year of Zhaosheng, Nangong Lizhu married Pei Yuanxiu. This lover who had shared hardships and life and death failed to get married. It was not that she did not have a chance, but Pei Yuanhao chose not to fight for the throne with the prince, and at that time, it ruined their future.

I can't help but think about what that woman experienced when I was pressed under my drunk Pei Yuanhao and called her name over and over again.

She said that she fell in love with the dedicated prince Yuan Xiu that night.

But after all, is she in love with her husband or a dedicated man?

At this moment, I knew I shouldn't have, but I still couldn't suppress the soreness in my heart, and a mist surged in my eyes. At this moment, the hand that was clenched into a fist slowly moved over and covered the back of my hand.

I felt a thrill in my heart and hurriedly wanted to pull my hand back, but he clenched it first.

He said: "Light."

“…”

I looked up at him, my eyes were blurred, and I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I could also feel his heartache and heartache at this moment.

No one knows why he and her have come to this point today.

He said in silence: "I told you all this today, not to explain why I wanted to send her back, not why I wanted to explain why I still want to return to you."

I looked at him and remained silent.

"I owe her a life, I can't let her down in this life!"

“…”
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