At this moment, Chanjuan's eyes were completely bloodshot and red, as if a beast in trouble, glaring at me fiercely: "Then he believed in the wrong person!"
"What did you say?"
"He is dead, he will not come back. Do you know how that feels to me?" She gritted her teeth and said word by word: "He left alive, but he didn't even come back..."
My heart trembled violently.
"You know, the person I look forward to every night, even if he has come to Bishan every year, at least he will come to him once a year, and I will see him once. But now, no matter how I wait, even from the time when the light is turned on, until the light goes out, from dark to dawn, he will never come back."
“…”
"I can't wait for him..."
When she said the last sentence, she finally couldn't help but burst into tears.
I sat opposite her, looking at her messy hair, tears flowing in her red eyes, the feeling of despair and helplessness, the feeling of powerlessness that I can't catch even if I straighten my hands, and can't call back even if I shout... Actually, I understand.
That person, he shouldn't.
I couldn't speak, so I could only listen to her sob crying. It took me a long time before she slowly raised her head. The already blood-filled eyes became even redder because of the soaking of tears. She gritted her teeth and said, "What else can I use to prove that he has existed? How can I prove that there is such a person around me, and he is in my heart."
“…”
"The only family business left is that he has regained his illness bit by bit in his life."
Speaking of this, two tears fell in Ying's eyes. Her eyes suddenly became fierce and she said fiercely: "But Liu Qinghan, what did he do?!"
“…”
"He got his home business, but he was destroying his home business!"
I said in a deep voice: "That is no longer his family business! He gave it to Qinghan before he died, and that is Qinghan's!"
"Even if it's his, he can't ruin this family business!"
Chanjuan's emotions suddenly became excited, and she slapped her hands on the table with a thud. She stood up and leaned over to me and said, "You know that something is a feeling to be given to someone else; but after giving to someone else, she is watching it be destroyed. What does it feel like?!"
“…”
I was stunned.
Destroy?
I asked, "What did he do? You said he was going to destroy this family business?"
Chanjuan sneered: "He thought he was hiding and hiding those accounts, but I didn't know. He took advantage of the war in Jiangnan, and there were many refugees who were going to go to Xichuan to accept the refugees in large quantities, and selected young and middle-aged people from it to train and form his own army! Also, this time he came to bid for this mine, iron ore! Do you think I am a woman, but I don't know anything? In this world, Shanxi and Henan are fighting in full swing, and he is a person from the emperor. Why is it to buy iron ore here? Isn't it just to cast weapons and then join the war? "
I gasped.
I didn't expect that a woman like Chanjuan, who looks gentle and quiet, could also see the connection between it.
And Liu Qinghan...he is forming his own army.
Before I could think about it, Chanjuan continued, "Once I joined the war, do you think I don't know? How many dynasties have been dragged down by war in all dynasties? That is a bottomless pit!"
“…”
"Qinghan's family business was earned by him with great effort. Do you think I really allow Liu Qinghan to spend all his family business?"
After saying the last sentence, she seemed to have been involved in the injury in her body. Her whole face twitched in pain. She could no longer stand steadily and fell down in a mess, almost falling to the ground. I sat opposite her, looking at him panting, and couldn't speak for a while.
In the room, only her weak gasp was left.
I don't know how long it took, but I raised my head again. When I opened my mouth, the hoarse voice seemed a little empty in this quiet room, as if an old ghost was talking. I slowly said, "Yes."
She frowned and looked up at me.
"You said, maybe it's right."
“…”
"He was forming his own army, bidding for mines, and also casting weapons. He did all this to join the war."
“…”
"And fighting is a bottomless pit."
“…”
"But, what do you think he did this for?"
“…”
"Is it to squander all this family business?"
Chanjuan's eyes flashed for a moment, but immediately, she frowned, made a resistance expression, and turned her head: "But in the end, he will definitely cause such a result!"
"Yes, this may be the result in the end, but this result is not his purpose, it is just a consequence of this incident."
She said coldly: "Is there any difference?"
"have."
"Hmph, what's the difference?"
I looked at Chanjuan's completely resistant expression. For some reason, I felt powerless for a moment. I held the dagger on the table tightly and said, "Wars must be evil, but those who participated in the war may not all have evil intentions."
“…”
"He may be for, to protect some people, some people who are unable to protect themselves, some people he cares about, some people he... loves."
“…”
"No one is willing to destroy a good thing, and is willing to throw this family business that can make one's food and clothing free of worries into that bottomless pit."
“…”
"Unless in his eyes, there is something more important than money."
I looked up at Chanjuan and said slowly: "Yan Qinghan, he is dead."
This sentence was like the knife in my hand, which invisibly pierced into her chest. I saw the vivid and stinging expression on her face, but I continued to say expressionlessly: "His family business is also dead."
“…”
"But these things can be used to protect living people."
“…”
"Who is more important to live or dead? Can't you think about it?"
“…”
I looked at her last and sneered: "Then you are just a poor wealthy slave behind Yan Qinghan."
After saying this, I held the dagger tightly, got up and walked out.
Just as I was holding the door with both hands and was about to push it open, Chanjuan, who had been silent behind me, suddenly said, "Yan Qingying!"
My steps stopped and I stopped.
Chapter completed!