I was stunned for a moment, and before I could come back to my senses, she repeated coldly again: "He wants to see you, can't he go over?"
I subconsciously said, "He woke up?"
Her face became even more gloomy: "Are you happy? When he woke up, the first thing he did was to see you."
“…”
I don't know what I'm happy about, but Pei Yuanxiu woke up at this time and felt a little uncertain danger. Everything we did before was handled without his knowledge. Now he woke up when the situation in the capital was not determined. What changes would happen?
But I didn't hesitate for long, and slowly walked out in Han Zitong's already impatient eyes.
The cold wind blew, and all the heat that had condensed in the room dissipated.
As soon as he turned around, he heard a loud noise coming from the room next to him. It seemed that Han Ruoshi was getting angry and scolding her angrily, why didn't she let her go? Han Zitong heard it, and she didn't even have the last warmth in her eyes. She glanced over there coldly, then turned around and took me away.
I followed her and soon entered the east wing.
Actually, I am more familiar with this place than them. When I saw the way she was leading in front, I knew that Pei Yuanxiu lived in the largest room. Just as we approached, we heard a weak, burning cough from inside.
"Ahem, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
The sound made people feel a little uncomfortable. When Han Zitong heard this, she didn't care about me and rushed over.
My steps slowed down a little. When I slowly approached the room, I heard Xie Feng say inside: "Young Master, are you getting better?"
"Ahem cough cough..."
He coughed for a while before panting, he said, "Who arranged this way?"
Xie Feng seemed to pause and said, "Young Master, is there something wrong with this arrangement?"
"I'll ask you, who arranged this way!"
Although Pei Yuanxiu was still a little weak, it was a little heavy. I frowned and stopped subconsciously. Xie Feng did not dare to delay any longer and hurriedly said: "The general arrangement of siege was discussed by Song Xuan, Zheng Boying, and several other generals, but-"
“But what?”
"However, after our people arrived in the capital, they should have talked with the soldiers of Shengjing to discuss their respective opinions. They - they, are no longer under our control."
Pei Yuanxiu was breathless, and after a while, he slowly said: "What do you mean is that Shengjing's soldiers and horses are responsible for the West Road. Is it their own idea?"
Xie Feng was silent for a moment and could only say, "I'm afraid I'll have to wait for them to come back to know."
This time, Pei Yuanxiu did not speak anymore, but gasped in the room.
Han Zitong had already rushed in, probably knocking down his bedside and said anxiously: "Yuan Xiu, are you okay?"
"I'm fine."
"You have just woken up and your body is still very weak. You must not be angry."
“…”
"Is there anything wrong with Shengjing's soldiers and horses being in charge of the West Road?"
At this time, Pei Yuanxiu seemed to no longer want to speak, and only heard his deep breathing sounds in the room. At this time, I slowly walked to the door.
As soon as he looked up, he saw me.
Although the light in the room was not very good, and although his face looked a little sallow and haggard because he had been unable to get sick for several days, when he saw me, his eyes lit up, and his anxiety seemed to be blown away by the wind.
He said, "Glow, you are here!"
Han Zitong was originally half-kneeling beside the bed, holding his wrist with one hand. At this time, when he heard him speak, it immediately seemed to be stabbed by a needle and popped up.
He didn't notice Han Zitong's strangeness, and he just sat on the head of the bed, leaning forward and looking at me hard: "Light."
I slowly stepped into the door, and Han Zitong stepped back to a corner of the bed, looking at me step by step with a complicated expression, approaching Pei Yuanxiu's bed. Every step seemed to step on her heart, making her mood heavier and heavier.
Seeing Pei Yuanxiu's full mind resting on me, Xie Feng frowned and said subconsciously: "Young Master, is there anything wrong with it? Do you want it--"
As soon as he said, I said, "You're awake."
Pei Yuanxiu's eyes flashed, but he still looked at me.
I said, "It's good that you wake up. I just happened to have something to say to you."
His eyes became brighter and brighter. Although his face was still haggard, his eyes made him live. He thought for a while and said to Xie Feng and the others: "You go out first. I have something to say to Qingying first, and then explain to you."
Xie Feng frowned, but he couldn't say anything after all, so he turned around and walked out.
Han Zitong also went out.
The door closed, and the warmth that had dissipated in the room slowly condensed. I stood beside his bed and gradually felt sweat in my palms, especially his hot eyes, which were even more heat-free than the incense burner.
He said softly: "I heard from him that you have suffered a grievance."
I said lightly: "Not a question."
He said: "After entering Beijing, I will deal with many things."
“…”
I was already in a very heavy mood when I saw him wake up, but now his tone seemed to be in control, which made me feel more and more depressed. I frowned and finally said, "If you really take down the capital, how would you treat the people in the capital?"
“…”
"There are so many people there, as well as the palace and the officials of the court. How do you treat them?"
“…”
"besides……"
He heard my words tremble, and he looked at me with concern in his eyes, and even stretched out a hand to me involuntarily: "Light."
I stood there without moving, but the sadness in my eyes could not stop it from being blocked: "If Miaoyan was frightened, if she was in danger, then I-"
Without waiting for my words, he hurriedly said, "Don't be anxious. I have given orders long ago that no matter what happens in siege, don't make things difficult for the children in the city."
“…”
"Besides, I know who should stay and who can't stay in the palace."
“…”
"They will never execute anyone before I give the order."
“…”
"So don't worry, no matter what the war is like, the children in the capital will not be in trouble."
Although I swear, I know that when the battle starts, there is no eyebrow in the sword. Those people are red from the murder. Who cares about whether the child or who is in front of me? If the cavalry enters the city, everything will be crushed into powder under their iron hooves. When Dongzhou City was severely injured by the cavalry and arrows were raining, wasn’t he even injured himself? Who can make a 100% guarantee?
I said, "If I want to-"
Before I could say anything, he immediately interrupted me: "You know, it's impossible."
“…”
"No matter what happens, you can't leave me."
“…”
"I can't put you in any danger!"
My expression became more and more gloomy, and I was even a little unsteady. I slowly walked to the edge of the table and reached out to support the edge of the table to maintain my standing firmly.
He looked at me, his eyes filled with gentle concern. If it were normal, he would have come to support me at this time, but now he is very weak and can only barely support his body to look at me. After the two of them were silent for a long time, he said softly: "Qingying, do you know why I am sick this time?"
“…”
"Indeed, the words you said to me that day were so sharp that I dare not face. All the things I did not dare to face were broken apart by you and placed in front of me. That's right, no matter how many reasons I had to convince the people of the world and how many reasons I could convince myself, but when it was late at night, there was always someone in my body who would come out to tell me that everything I did was wrong, and everything I did was wrong."
“…”
"Qingying, it's not that I don't understand what you said, but sometimes, I have no choice."
“…”
"Sometimes, I can't convince myself."
I looked up at him.
He also looked at me and said calmly: "I think there may be such a person in anyone's body. He strips his soul away from the place where others cannot see it, and when he thinks he is most confident, he will peel off his soul and drizzle with blood."
“…”
"I thought I had already gotten rid of that person, but it turned out that he still existed."
“…”
"Because, you're back."
“…, what exactly do you want to say.”
"Light, give me a chance to prove that that person can also prevail in my soul."
When I heard his words and saw the current situation, I felt a little familiar.
After thinking about it carefully, I recalled that on that night in Jixiang Village, he was almost killed by an arrow in his chest, and he once said something similar to me.
He used his life to bet on me and his future.
And now-
I couldn't help but smile faintly.
Seeing my smile, his expression was somewhat at a loss. I said calmly: "Pei Yuanxiu, I don't want to bet anything anymore, I'm tired."
“…”
"In my life, except for winning a life in Hongyan Tower, I almost lost all other bets."
“…”
"Pei Yuanxiu, if the person in your body is unwilling to let him live, how can I interfere as an outsider? If I could convince you, the words I said before marrying you and after getting married would have long been convinced. If you can't convince yourself, then what else can I do?"
“…”
Chapter completed!